MasterSnatch
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How you started off here I believe echos the experience that brought many of us here, I started off reading the stories, then joined the forums and started to post here as I began to look at what people were doing. It took time for that to happen but I never regretted it, met some very nice people on this forum, yes there can be some people who are nothing but rude and ungrateful but there are many good people as well, some I still think fondly of and miss to this day. For those who have gone I can only hope they are doing well.
It can be quite the experience and I find it goes in ways that few of us ever really expect or anticipate, there can be some good surprises like that. Plus it can give us some of what we need, perhaps not all, not everything...but it can give us some of what require.
Yay! So glad to hear that. I try not to post any of the more negative aspects of my life. Granted, there really aren't many. But I never want to become a "Debbie Downer." There are times, though, when posting helps me sort out any thoughts or emotions that I have. And generally, if it's significant or involves emotion - I am too often conflicted and need sorting out.
As far as showing parts of myself that I dared ot explore before, yes this is true - on a physical, mental and to some extent and emotional level as well. Now the "dared not explore before" may not be fully accurate. I suspect that I am quite daring - I have been in the past, I just haven't had an opportunity to express it lately. And so I'm often surprised when I hesitate to act or seek out new experiences. Maybe it's maturity (god I hope not!) but I suspect it's the effect of suppressing urges for so long and the effect of too many years of giving Mind dominion over Body and
Heart.
Part of my realization in November is that I have lost the Mind/Body/Heart balance that I used to take pride in. I remember promising myself to correct it and so every day I wake up and remind myself "Today I fully commit to being fully me." yep, that's right. I came up with a "mantra" ... SO never thought I'd be "that girl" but apparently I am.
Anyway, I feel like I'm in the process of making up for lost time. I'm exploring ways to express Body, to reacquaint myself with all I've been missing, all I've suppressed, and I'm exploring what I want, need and crave.
Oooh.. sorry. I did have a point to make, but as I was typing, I got off on a tangent. One that's been simmering beneath the suface... I'll stop now and sort it out some more later, when I have more time.
My dear this is your thread, thus you are allowed to post as you wish to do so, happy news, bad news, joyous news, upset news, anything your thinking or feeling. Do not be afraid to speak what is on your mind, that is what many of us are here for! Yes your pictures too but we want to see what's happening with YOU. That is key, that is important, because you deserve to be able to speak as you wish and have those of us who do read and those of us who may care to respond. Will the words we speak always suffice? Perhaps, perhaps not, it really does depend but when you need it the most you might find some peace of mind in what those here say. So take advantage of that, if nothing else those whom you speak with personally will be glad to lend an ear I'm sure.
This is your thread so you can use it however you wish, if you wish to explore new avenues with yourself do so, if you want to find yourself again, then make it happen. If you want to unleash the woman you are that you have built a wall around to deal with every day life, then you can. There are no limits placed upon you...well besides the forums rules but aside from that you can do what you wish, be as you wish, be as free as you want to be. You had to take on a role that you thought you had to endure and you did so for such a long time, far longer then most would have ever been able to put up with.
Be yourself, find that which you have not allowed yourself to be in so long, do what makes you happy, what pleases you, what gives you pleasure and causes you delight. Do so knowing that many others here would gladly do all they can go give you such pleasure as well and crave you greatly. Do so to the point that you are comfortable and maybe even a bit beyond if you think you can handle it. Whatever satisfies you.
And no worry about going on a tangent, I'm told I do so myself much of the time.
You can and you will. It's not impossible to find such a person, it might not be exactly easy mind you....but it's certainly doable. The journey is half the course but there are plenty of people out there that could give you what you want, it depends on what you do, how you handle yourself and what choices you make. You can find someone that stirs your imagination as greatly as they inflame your body to burn hot with desire. You can find that person that with a gentle stroke upon your skin causes you to feel moist between the legs and your breath to escape your lips. You can find that person that stimulates you mentally even as they take you physically leaving your body to shudder in orgasm after orgasm as your moans escape your throat in ecstasy.
It's out there for you, you only need to find it and take it. Or maybe he'll take you....
You are kindly welcome, that is the point of the forum is it not? To make all happy, for you to get a smile from your lips with how people like myself respond even as I enjoy what you post and reveal of yourself as well. To interact like this and get more out of it then what most ever do or attempt to do. Some don't understand but some do, those people are worth talking with and the interaction, well as you can see it can come at a time when one needs it. Is that not worth it in the end? I believe so.
I'm always glad to hear that people look forward to reading my posts. Sometimes, I think "Sheesh! Get over yourself - no one wants to read this! Just post a pic already!" But I really can't do that. Just like I probably can't go to a bar tonight and go home with someone I've never met before (Hey - I did say PROBABLY!). So, yes I will probably post more text, more reflection, and yes... more pics.
And I DO love knowing that tissues are indeed a requirement for my thread.
Not all might come and read what you say, some might only read bits and pieces to try and stir their own imaginations but you can be there those of us who do enjoy reading all that you say and look forward to doing so. You speak with a few as such already because of that and you've gotten much from it as well I'd bet in return that goes beyond just posting pictures. Yes that is a large part of this thread and it certainly does help keep the thread going and active, there is no denying that for you do have quite the beautiful body and you should take pleasure in it, for your sake I hope someone else can take pleasure in it as well and thus give you greater pleasure as you need. So post as you want to post, say as you want to say, speak as you wish to speak, some of us enjoy it. Very much so.
And know that many do indeed use a great many tissues in response to feasting upon the sight of your pictures wanting to see every naked inch of your flesh wanting to feel it and take it. And yes, feel free to get warm and wet from that yourself as well, that's also half the fun.
What more needs to be said.
