damppanties
Tinkle, twinkle
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Don't let Vana hear you say that!
* Hugs *
dear helen I'll sew his mouth shut for you if you like!
* Hugs *To be honest, right now all I want to do is be very far away. I'm sick of fighting.
*hugs for JustLegal*
And more from me, Helen.*hugs for JustLegal*
Dear Dad,
You're dying. I've know for a while this was imminent, but tonight I saw it in your eyes, the ones that look so much like mine. After taking care of you for so long, and then, when I could no longer do it myself, placing you in the facility that can do so much more for you, I have been preparing myself for this moment for months. What I was not prepared for, were the tears.
I thought after years of hearing you criticize everything I do... I couldn't cry for you.
I thought after watching my mother suffer and die, while you offered her no support or even showed you cared until it was too late... I couldn't feel for you.
I thought after learning things about you and the level of evil and depravity to which you could sink... I couldn't stand to look at you.
So why, tonight, did I look at you, feel for you, and cry for you?
Were the tears about losing you, or about the loss of something I will never have?
I thought I would feel relief... but I just feel lost.
Dear Dad,
You're dying. I've know for a while this was imminent, but tonight I saw it in your eyes, the ones that look so much like mine. After taking care of you for so long, and then, when I could no longer do it myself, placing you in the facility that can do so much more for you, I have been preparing myself for this moment for months. What I was not prepared for, were the tears.
I thought after years of hearing you criticize everything I do... I couldn't cry for you.
I thought after watching my mother suffer and die, while you offered her no support or even showed you cared until it was too late... I couldn't feel for you.
I thought after learning things about you and the level of evil and depravity to which you could sink... I couldn't stand to look at you.
So why, tonight, did I look at you, feel for you, and cry for you?
Were the tears about losing you, or about the loss of something I will never have?
I thought I would feel relief... but I just feel lost.
Dear Dad,
You're dying. I've know for a while this was imminent, but tonight I saw it in your eyes, the ones that look so much like mine. After taking care of you for so long, and then, when I could no longer do it myself, placing you in the facility that can do so much more for you, I have been preparing myself for this moment for months. What I was not prepared for, were the tears.
I thought after years of hearing you criticize everything I do... I couldn't cry for you.
I thought after watching my mother suffer and die, while you offered her no support or even showed you cared until it was too late... I couldn't feel for you.
I thought after learning things about you and the level of evil and depravity to which you could sink... I couldn't stand to look at you.
So why, tonight, did I look at you, feel for you, and cry for you?
Were the tears about losing you, or about the loss of something I will never have?
I thought I would feel relief... but I just feel lost.
dear time zones
you suck
jessi