Hikari
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Darkness filled the lonely dorm room. She was glad to have put in the extra money for that tiny amount of personal space, but it felt lonelier than she'd expected. A crumpled cafe apron lay on the bed with the name "Mary" in big bold letters on the name tag. She frowned staring at it. This was the most action that the bed had seen since she moved in. She hadn't had a boyfriend since freshman year. It was agony. Still there were some delightful distractions that helped to pass the time. One could only do so much studying before they became a complete hermit and never saw the light of day. She shivered at the thought as she booted up the old laptop. As of last night she'd successfully found a writing partner at her favorite roleplay forum. She'd been to several places like it, but they'd never had the sort of people she liked. The writers here were fun and dedicated, and these threads occupied her time once the sun set.
She went by the screenname lightmaiden. There was nothing "bright" about her these days. Her hair hardly ever behaved, and just trying to imagine improving her looks felt like a tall order. Still she reminded herself everyday of why she decided against joining a sorority. Those bubble headed bimbos got on her nerves, with their perfect hair and constant fake smiles. Those were the type of girls men around here wanted to fuck. It was nauseating. Soon her browser pulled up the page, the soft glow of the screen filling her with joy. Slowly she typed out her post.
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Aelwen sat in the dimly lit tavern contemplating the events of the last week. The gold in her pack would eventually run out, and the hole in her heart was still far from being mended. Everything had gone so quickly, and she'd taken all of it for granted. Perhaps she'd always foolishly thought that it would always be there, happy and warm. It was all so cold now, cold and empty. Her family was gone, and she couldn't protect them. They'd sent her to get supplies in the next village, a few things that were rare. Things like certain healing herbs, special fabrics, and candy. The candy had been for her little sister Ara. She'd always told her how her ears were silly and that they were pretty. Ara didn't know that it was because they'd had different fathers. Now she was gone like the others. The hood of her cloak was pulled up to hide her face. The last thing she wanted, was for the rowdy company at the bar to see her tear stained cheeks. She didn't want anyone to see the state she was in as she tried to fill the gap with ale and bread. Neither were particularly good and she didn't want to be bothered.
She tried to think of where she might go. Amongst the father she'd never met? She didn't know how well that would go. Her mother didn't speak of him much, all she knew was that the affair was frowned upon by his family for some reason. She didn't dare ask the reason. Images of her village in shambles seeped into her mind every now and then, filling her with grief. There had to be a way to forget about it, atleast for awhile..
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Someone banged on her door hard followed by laughter going up and down the hallways. She cringed as she opened the door. A very blonde, very drunk girl stood in the door way.
"Hey you're that girl who never comes to parties right?"
Mary swallowed hard.
"Yeah, what do you want?"
The girl giggled hysterically.
"Everybody says you're like permanently frigid or something. Are you a virgin?"
Another girl came up the door to lift up her drunk friend.
"I'm really sorry, she does really stupid shit when she's drunk."
With that she closed the door with a near slam and sat back at her desk.
"Frigid? Frigid? Where the hell do they even get that shit? I'm so warm I'm ready to burst!"
In her anger she accidently sent the post. She sighed. It was far too short for an introduction. Hopefully her partner would be understanding.
She went by the screenname lightmaiden. There was nothing "bright" about her these days. Her hair hardly ever behaved, and just trying to imagine improving her looks felt like a tall order. Still she reminded herself everyday of why she decided against joining a sorority. Those bubble headed bimbos got on her nerves, with their perfect hair and constant fake smiles. Those were the type of girls men around here wanted to fuck. It was nauseating. Soon her browser pulled up the page, the soft glow of the screen filling her with joy. Slowly she typed out her post.
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Aelwen sat in the dimly lit tavern contemplating the events of the last week. The gold in her pack would eventually run out, and the hole in her heart was still far from being mended. Everything had gone so quickly, and she'd taken all of it for granted. Perhaps she'd always foolishly thought that it would always be there, happy and warm. It was all so cold now, cold and empty. Her family was gone, and she couldn't protect them. They'd sent her to get supplies in the next village, a few things that were rare. Things like certain healing herbs, special fabrics, and candy. The candy had been for her little sister Ara. She'd always told her how her ears were silly and that they were pretty. Ara didn't know that it was because they'd had different fathers. Now she was gone like the others. The hood of her cloak was pulled up to hide her face. The last thing she wanted, was for the rowdy company at the bar to see her tear stained cheeks. She didn't want anyone to see the state she was in as she tried to fill the gap with ale and bread. Neither were particularly good and she didn't want to be bothered.
She tried to think of where she might go. Amongst the father she'd never met? She didn't know how well that would go. Her mother didn't speak of him much, all she knew was that the affair was frowned upon by his family for some reason. She didn't dare ask the reason. Images of her village in shambles seeped into her mind every now and then, filling her with grief. There had to be a way to forget about it, atleast for awhile..
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Someone banged on her door hard followed by laughter going up and down the hallways. She cringed as she opened the door. A very blonde, very drunk girl stood in the door way.
"Hey you're that girl who never comes to parties right?"
Mary swallowed hard.
"Yeah, what do you want?"
The girl giggled hysterically.
"Everybody says you're like permanently frigid or something. Are you a virgin?"
Another girl came up the door to lift up her drunk friend.
"I'm really sorry, she does really stupid shit when she's drunk."
With that she closed the door with a near slam and sat back at her desk.
"Frigid? Frigid? Where the hell do they even get that shit? I'm so warm I'm ready to burst!"
In her anger she accidently sent the post. She sighed. It was far too short for an introduction. Hopefully her partner would be understanding.