You're Ashamed That It Arouses You

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...That dark, dirty secret. No one would suspect you thought about such a thing, let alone that you were obsessed with it.

Don't be shy. Don't keep it in. It keeps you coming back to lit to lurk in the shadows. Share it with me. Explore it with me. I can keep a secret... and make it come alive.

Let's chat and see if there's chemistry and explore online and maybe more.

Women only, thanks.
 
It's so shameful... every time I see jaffa cakes at a discounted price at my local supermarket I can't help but get a raging hard-on for some delicious chocolatey goodness.
 
I'm not ashamed exactly, but sometimes when rape comes up in the news or TV or something it it turns me on then I feel bad 'cause its actually terrible.
 
I'm not ashamed exactly, but sometimes when rape comes up in the news or TV or something it it turns me on then I feel bad 'cause its actually terrible.
That's normal for many females from what I've learned, the rape fantasy arousal vs the known horror of real rape , the taboo of it all.
 
It's so shameful... every time I see jaffa cakes at a discounted price at my local supermarket I can't help but get a raging hard-on for some delicious chocolatey goodness.

Same thing with me but for Malt loaf, maybe it's a London thing.
 
A thought im not proud of but still turns me on would be the idea of being dressed up in panties and stockings. Im a slender guy with what people call a girly figure. My cock would be so hard being pressed tight in the stockings there would be a wet spot for sure.
 
That's normal for many females from what I've learned, the rape fantasy arousal vs the known horror of real rape , the taboo of it all.

I just hope I don't meet anyone who was raped and wants to talk about it.
 
A thought im not proud of but still turns me on would be the idea of being dressed up in panties and stockings. Im a slender guy with what people call a girly figure. My cock would be so hard being pressed tight in the stockings there would be a wet spot for sure.

Not my thing, but I don't see why you should be ashamed.
 
Not my thing, but I don't see why you should be ashamed.

Its just not something i would ever want to be seen doing. Maybe if i was drinking and had some encouragement but i think i would regret it later.
 
My nightmares of finding that I am naked on stage all of a sudden......are also rather exciting!!

Also, being blindfolded and a little restrained to where I don't know who might be there and looking at me, inspecting me, and then caressing me is VERY exciting.

I know these are not extreme they are a loss of control for me that gets me wet.
 
That's normal for many females from what I've learned, the rape fantasy arousal vs the known horror of real rape , the taboo of it all.

I just hope I don't meet anyone who was raped and wants to talk about it.

I think the 'normal' part is that many women enjoy being taken by their man, and there's an erotic fascination with that aspect of sex for both men and women. But that's a lot different from actual rape, which isn't really about sex but is about power and control over another, and it's very violent and very non-consensual. These lines can and do become blurred in some cases, but the difference I think is pretty clear contextually. Actual discussion of real rape makes most people uncomfortable, and I know that's true for me too.
 
My nightmares of finding that I am naked on stage all of a sudden......are also rather exciting!!

Also, being blindfolded and a little restrained to where I don't know who might be there and looking at me, inspecting me, and then caressing me is VERY exciting.

I know these are not extreme they are a loss of control for me that gets me wet.

This is an event I've written of here before, but your 'nightmare' reminds me of it again... something that happened while I was still in High School, so it's been quite a few years ago.

I used to go to the theater with some of my friends, and of course we were young and enjoyed going to the X rated movies. This particular time, there were three other guys, and four girls, eight of us in total. I generally like to get relaxed, and sit with my feet up on the back of the next seat, with a popcorn or a drink, etc. It wasn't unusual to also get an erection when the good parts came on, as will happen when you're a guy watching an X rated movie. What I didn't realize was that my zipper had managed to come down, and I was commando. I heard a few chuckles from the girls, then more snickering, and some whispered comments back and forth. It took a while to realize that I was full extended beyond the open zipper, and putting on a real show that they were enjoying far more than the movie. It took a while for the notoriety to die down, but my reputation surely didn't suffer either. I was VERY embarrassed at the time, but now when I think back on it, I get aroused remembering... but not ashamed.
 
...That dark, dirty secret. No one would suspect you thought about such a thing, let alone that you were obsessed with it.

Don't be shy. Don't keep it in. It keeps you coming back to lit to lurk in the shadows. Share it with me. Explore it with me. I can keep a secret... and make it come alive.

Let's chat and see if there's chemistry and explore online and maybe more.

Women only, thanks.


Erotic to be sure
 
slap you
I beat you.
I spit on you
I ass Fuck you
I Throat fuck you.
I whip your Clit
No matter how painful,
You only grow wetter, flooded
Swollen red clit and lips,
Inflammation! I give it
Clit whipping you
To orgasm
 
A video in the New Cuckold Videos thread really got to me recently. Several times, in fact.
 
How often

I eventually get over most of my shameful feelings after a while and currently coming to grips with this one.

I'm ashamed on how I want to stay horny all day. Even when i cum I purposely try to ruin my orgasm so despite the fact I got off I'm still just as high as before playing. Most times I feel even hornier.

This leads me to doing things in the name of sex I normally wouldn't do. And I'm fully aware I'm am doing this to myself.
 
...That dark, dirty secret. No one would suspect you thought about such a thing, let alone that you were obsessed with it.

Don't be shy. Don't keep it in. It keeps you coming back to lit to lurk in the shadows. Share it with me. Explore it with me. I can keep a secret... and make it come alive.

Let's chat and see if there's chemistry and explore online and maybe more.

Women only, thanks.

I’m ashamed I became so strongly attracted to our kids babysitter that as I drove her to her home after we returned home one evening recently I stopped by my office with her and seduced her on my desk. She clearly wanted me but I’m old enough to be her father yet I allowed it. I facilitated it. She wore my seed on her face. Belly. Ass cheeks.
 
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