You can now call me the bionic single Dom

[Richard49]

I see you are a virgin
oooppppsssss
I mean Virgo also

Thank you for your kind thoughts
I hope you took the lifestyles Analysis at my web page
It helps yo usee the condition of your nine major body systems


I'm actually on the cusp of Virgo / Libra - so I'm all over the place, but it's nice that you noticed. I'm still trawling through your webpage, I find it facsinating. I'm on the verge of delving into the herbal side of things to assist me with some health worries - so I'm really grateful for the link. Thank you again, you really are a gentleman.

I blush

I can think of a peson or two that would not agree with you instead they see me as ....... well less valuable

If I can be of service please let me know

 

[lady-kat]

I can think of a peson or two that would not agree with you instead they see me as ....... well less valuable

...and perhaps a person or two (or more) that would disagree with that statement......

value is determined, IMHO, by how much we value ourselves, not by the value placed on us by others.....as i believe i am slowly learning for myself.....

ultimately perhaps value is, like beauty, in the eye of the beholder.....

I am enjoying your website. thank you for sharing......

 

[MystiqDrgn]

Here Here! I would be one of those that disagrees. Richard has shown nothing but respect and kindness to everyone on lit. ~M~

 

[Richard49]

...and perhaps a person or two (or more) that would disagree with that statement......

value is determined, IMHO, by how much we value ourselves, not by the value placed on us by others.....as i believe i am slowly learning for myself.....

ultimately perhaps value is, like beauty, in the eye of the beholder.....

I am enjoying your website. thank you for sharing......

Thank you

 

[Richard49]

Here Here! I would be one of those that disagrees. Richard has shown nothing but respect and kindness to everyone on lit. ~M~

I try

I did just get a PM that was a flame

 

[Richard49]

bad day here

I am not feeling good about myself today

It has been 8 days since communicating with R
and 10 days since seeing her ......

Today I went with memebers of my VFW post to send off our Army reserve unit. In addition to us were the protestors

It took me back to VN.
To many bad memories
to many bad feelings

 

[bunny bondage]

i wish i could understand, Richard.

 

[MystiqDrgn]

Richard, let me know if there is anything I can do. ::wishes she had a giant eraser::: Thoughts and peace go out to you. ~M~


BB am I following you?

 

[Richard49]

i wish i could understand, Richard.

be glad that you can not

hug a veteran today

 

[Richard49]

Richard, let me know if there is anything I can do. ::wishes she had a giant eraser::: Thoughts and peace go out to you. ~M~


BB am I following you?

You just like her ass especially when it is full of trophies

Thank you for your thoughts

 

[MystiqDrgn]

Haven't seen BB's Ass yet...That AV must have been before my time.

You are most welcome. ~M~

 

[bunny bondage]

soon, i'll have some GREAT pictures of my ass all red from the crop. He took the photos tonight, and i'll be posting the pictures here as soon as they're developed!

hopefully it'll brighten your day a little, Richard! ^_^

 

[Richard49]

soon, i'll have some GREAT pictures of my ass all red from the crop. He took the photos tonight, and i'll be posting the pictures here as soon as they're developed!

hopefully it'll brighten your day a little, Richard! ^_^

I am sure it will <big evil grin>

 

[Richard49]

It is nice to see a lot of new threads going on the board

I am not thrilled with a certain newbee
I guess that is life

It seems so easy to find a submissive/Dom/Domme here
in cyber space .......
So diifcult in RT

Then I have to ask
"do I need another part of my life that needs to be hiden from most of the world?"


To be BDSM
to be nilla
to be non sexual

or

not be

???????????????????

 

[Richard49]

This morning I went to local VA office to apply for a waver of over payment .... I can not pay my bills as it is ... and was almost evicted recently .... they turned me down ....

I was driving home very pissed and bitching to myself
when a freind pulled me over

They told me that another freind had died last night
leaving a husband and children

That is my third freind in a month
that has died

and I am worried about money, weather to stay BDSM or give up all relationships etc.

Since R has demanded I not contact her at all I had to have another friend let her know

Talk about feeling alone

At the moment I am not able to post more
perhaps later

 

[Richard49]

At noon meet with about 30 of K's other friends
and her husband .... her youngest son has not been told yet

K ... like me .... suffered often from the deep pain that no one or nothing can help but others can often hook into ......

I am sure she has finally found peace

 

[SierraMoon]

Big ((((HUGS)))) to you Richard!

You are a wonderful man, who i haven't been in touch with near enough lately... Hopefully we will rectify that soon. Know that i still think about you often, and look forward to chatting with you again soon

 

[Richard49]

Big ((((HUGS)))) to you Richard!

You are a wonderful man, who i haven't been in touch with near enough lately... Hopefully we will rectify that soon. Know that i still think about you often, and look forward to chatting with you again soon

[blush]

thank you

 

[SierraMoon]

[blush]

thank you

i thank you, Richard.. for being a kind and gentle man that talked to me when i was very naive about the whole BDSM lifestyle. You took time to explain things to me, and i appreciate it more than you know!

i regret that you and i didn't have a chance to meet (or make the time to meet) before i moved to AZ. i wish you all the love and happiness that i and others know that you deserve. Don't shut yourself off from the outside world, because the ladies that you have been involved with didn't realize what they had in you. It is their loss, and will be another lady's gain.

 

[Richard49]

i thank you, Richard.. for being a kind and gentle man that talked to me when i was very naive about the whole BDSM lifestyle. You took time to explain things to me, and i appreciate it more than you know!

i regret that you and i didn't have a chance to meet (or make the time to meet) before i moved to AZ. i wish you all the love and happiness that i and others know that you deserve. Don't shut yourself off from the outside world, because the ladies that you have been involved with didn't realize what they had in you. It is their loss, and will be another lady's gain.

again thank you
[blushing]

The sarcastic part of me wants to say
"i do not see any women lining up for me"

I shared at the noon thing that I felt
angery, selfish, lonely and isolated

I have lost 4
(counting R)
important people in my life in a month

 

[Richard49]

R just called

It was because of the death of K
but.......

She told me she missd me and cared

however to hear her
Well
I must be in an altered state of reality
cause her memory does not match mine
or the emails she sent me
that I still have

 

[Honeygirl]

I blush

I can think of a peson or two that would not agree with you instead they see me as ....... well less valuable

If I can be of service please let me know
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Richard, from where I sit - many people disagree with that statement - me included. Thank you for your kind offer - I'm still trawling through the information - and loving your site! I'm sorry to read that things have become more difficult for you in the past week or so. I had hoped to read that you'd had some respite from the troubles you've been having - but it appears that it's not the case. I lurk here a great deal, and rarely post - so I appreciate that this might be a tad `forward' - but if you ever need an ear, a shoulder to lean on - or a bottom to spank - I'm only a PM away.

 

[Richard49]

I blush

I can think of a peson or two that would not agree with you instead they see me as ....... well less valuable

If I can be of service please let me know
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Richard, from where I sit - many people disagree with that statement - me included. Thank you for your kind offer - I'm still trawling through the information - and loving your site! I'm sorry to read that things have become more difficult for you in the past week or so. I had hoped to read that you'd had some respite from the troubles you've been having - but it appears that it's not the case. I lurk here a great deal, and rarely post - so I appreciate that this might be a tad `forward' - but if you ever need an ear, a shoulder to lean on - or a bottom to spank - I'm only a PM away.

Thank you

bottom to spank?
Interesting offer <smile>

 

[Richard49]

Good News

I orginally became ill in 1992
Starting in 1997 I made sure to get copies of every test
The last 6 months I have NOT even looked at blood test

A little over a week ago I was told that my thyroid test was low normal. Low normal in the standard thryoid test is low ... needs treatment ......

Anyway five days ago I started treating myself with herbs for hypothyroidism. Yesterday inspite of the death of my friend etc. I suffered NO depression. This is first in months.

In addition I have been sleeping 12- 14 hours a day plus naps. Last night I sleep 7 hours. This is more my norm.

Maybe I am on my way back.

Look out to those unsecured bottom that need a flogging or two or three <big evil grin>

 

[carrie-on]

What are you using? I would rather go naturel than to take any synthetics! Hugggggg so glad you are feeling better!