WTF? I used to be good at this

[ICM8781]

I have always loved being in correspondence with people on this site. I met more than a few. And I was good at it. It didn't matter who it was, I could usually read a kink, and if I couldn't I could shift easily. It went from this site to the skype for a few people and I had a lot of fun and hapiness with them, but I had come to know them, so pleasing them came rather easy and any change in direction was always subtle. Time passes and friends drift away and I'm now thinking about getting a new friend. It seems I'm sloppy again. Can't read the conversation that well anymore. Can't comprehend their desires. My story is all over the place. I worry I've been working with the same people that I've lost the ability to appeal, if that makes sense. It's discouraging.