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[Jeff726]

So many things I missed alot of them sad ones.....my heart goes out to all involved.

Well after my 45362506487652863rd time away from the board, I have pretty well decided that I will live life as it comes and I will deal with it. That about covers all aspects, from sex to money to careers to marriage to sex again, lol. And I know I want you all right there with me.
To name names would just be another silly list thread so I will include everyone. You all have been like familia to me.

I know I told some people offline I wouldn't come back for one reason or another, but here I am. It's like the saying goes, "Once you pop you can't stop." And I mean cherries not Pringles.

So I am back I hope this time to stay. Miss me?


Jeff
i never got a guru party lol

 

[Guest]

Welcome back Jeff. I know you're only twenty, but CHEERS!
http://cwm.ragesofsanity.com/s/net7/beerchug.gif

 

[Nicole]

Jeff I think we have already had the pleasure of conversing since your return, but welcome back hon.

Hope all is going well for you and that life will be good to you from now on.

Come join in and keep having fun

Good to have you back.

 

[Cheyenne]

Same here, Jeff. Welcome back! I hope 2001 is a much better year for you than 2000. Also, thanks for the sweet email and your support. Do you realize you're one of the old-timers now?

Yes, the board has changed. But the more it changes, the more it stays the same. If that makes any sense to anyone other than me.

 

[Merelan]

We could make this the party...
woohoooooo...


coffee, orange rolls and vitamins here. Aren't I the wild animal. Of course I could always put Baileys in the coffee.

 

[SimplySouthern]

Welcome Back Baby Boy...missed you here!

 

[Jeff726]

awwww

Thank you everyone for your caring friendship. When I posted about my relationship with God some weeks ago and DCL thought some time away would be best, I initially relented, but then thought it was a good idea. I took alot of time away to explore my faith without constraint, and through alot of prayer, talks with friends, and emailing with my new great pal Naudiz (hi there ), I have decided to make my own relationship with God and do what works for me. I have run the spectrum of emotions, from thinking porn is evil and back and forth and sideways and diagonally. I have also run the emotional rollercoaster on sex, from wanting to wait until I am married, to wanting to rape anything that walks! *apologizes for saying rape*

So pretty much I have come to a decision that I will make my own life and relationship with God, and not be swayed by common prejudices of this day. Carpe fucking diem!

My stance on sex after all this time is that it is wonderful when you can have it only it the confines of a marriage, but if you have sex outside that, don't flog yourself to death for following your heart. Just do what makes you happy and what works for you. For example, I do not have to agree with what Nicole, Havoc, and Rosey are doing but they are just doing something they feel in their hearts. And if they make it work, more power to them. I don't think any less of them as people for it. I would not be a christian if I judged or looked down upon anyone.

We are only humans afterall. So what if you enjoy sex and sexuality as much as we all do? And sure there may be upside and downside to porn, but the true downside is when it becomes an obsession that rues your relationship with your s/o or others. If it somehow enhances your love life, then great. I just have yet to see evidence.

And sex toys, I don't have much a problem with those, just that if they are used out of problems in a relationship, or to replace what is missing emotionally, then that's when they become an issue. But if it is just to have a little fun then great. Use em til you bore a hole deeper and wider than Jenna Jameson's pussy. Just don't use them to replace your partner, but to enhance and to have fun.

Nothing is at all wrong with appreciating a human body in its most natural form: nudity. I find alot of women (some from here even that I have seen nudes of) that I have seen nude pics of to be amazingly hot. Just don't let a simple appreciation of beauty become an obsession that would replace your love for who you are with.

And now we come to what I think is my somewhat narrow mind. For a time whenever I heard of or saw two people from Lit fall in love, I thought to myself, "Oh it's through a sex site so it's not real love. It won't last." And using time alone to think about things has helped open my mind. Sure there is a hell of alot of hormones, testosterone and estrogen running rampant through this place, but when it comes down to it, if you and the other person have that special soul connection, then the rest does not matter. Love is love, wherever it comes from. Who knows, maybe love can come between two porn stars? LOL

Ok here is the big one that pertains to me the most: virginity. Somehow I feel like to alot of people these days it means nothing, that it is something to be gotten rid of before you graduate high school or whatever. I have to know why some feel that way. And also, why is it that if you are a virgin no girl wants you because you have no experience and could not please her? And why is it as well that if you're not a virgin, you're turned away because you didnt save yourself for her, or sometimes you're thought of as a player. I tell you that stuff confuses me. To me it is not a matter of how "good" or "experienced" you are, but how you feel about the one you are with. And the key to being good is open communication, not how many partners you have had or how often you have done it or whatever.

So whenever it happens it happens, but I know I am waiting until I feel ready, whether I am married or not. And if the girl doesn't want me because I have zero experience, then it's her loss.

Ok I think that's enough Philosophy 101 for now, lol.


Peace and Love,


Jeff
make the party as you wanna Merelan. But have some beer ok?

 

[Jeff726]

I missed you too Miss Scarlett.

Sincerely,

Ashley Wilkes

 

[GuyJD]

CHEERS AND ALL THAT GOOD SHIT!!!

Welcome back, Jeff. May you enjoy your stay in Literotica during Y2K1.

 

[KillerMuffin]

welcome back.

 

[Bonnie Wee Lassie]

Oh Jeff I missed you so much that words cannot describe.....so come over here and kiss me big boy!http://cwm.ragesofsanity.com/s/fk/hearts.gif

 

[Jeff726]

*smooches for my Bonnie*

You're such a lovely lady. And I missed you alot too. Write me sometime or ICQ me or something and let's chat!

*closes the curtains*

Jeff
gimme the real thing I'll love ya forever hehe

 

[GuyJD]

AW WELL......

*smooches for my Bonnie*

You're such a lovely lady. And I missed you alot too. Write me sometime or ICQ me or something and let's chat!

*closes the curtains*

Jeff
gimme the real thing I'll love ya forever hehe

Color us invisible. Huh, Killer Muffin?

 

[Jeff726]

You may just get a taped copy if Bonnie would let me tape the whole thing.

I'd kiss Killer Muffin too most definitely.

But not a GUY. lol