JohnQuintell
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From aliase Johnas Quintell.
Please forgive my bad punctuation and such, I'm really out of it lately.
Last night I Was sick enough to go back to drinking tea.
I use anti imflamitories and anything Herb wise since I've always been shy of medicine after seeing so many other kids die from allergies to zed medicines.
So any ways the lack of caffeine at my normal dosing left me spiraling into a pain filled fever pitch, from were at its hight made me just try to sleep it off.
The following dream scared the living shit out of me.
Some how I was a guy named Al who was revisiting wonderland, trying to figure out what the hell had happened to me.
Later that would be A car accident rememberd.
While in wonderland I was figuring out that all the separate parts of my head represented different aspects of my personality, just snapped into a disfunctional singularity.
And that at least seemed normal.
The white rabbit was the tormenting thought of my impending situation, and falling into the sickness and seriose nature of the situation.
Linking the white rabbit to representing sickness.
The rabbit hole was described to Al as an actual hole poor Alice fell into near Scotland territory, the kind her father had warned her about.
Much like a sink hole, only some times caused by peat moss or just week soil around tree roots.
He told her how if a man fell in one and broke his leg he may drown if it rains later on.
Or just be trapped there forgotten, unable to get help.
Then they told me how she was in a similar situation as me.
Also fine and making a lot of sense.
Then we discussed the darker versions of alice and wonderland, and who Mr carol really was.
More wierd then wonderland, but still on par for such a dream.
Eventually we discussed the jabber walki, and how it represented the fear of death.
Coming to a conclusion of when one cannot escape, and fears rational or irrational.
Trying to wake up vrs knowing you never will.
Still not freaked out to bad as if yet.
Learning the mad hatter represented being of rational thought, with no conclusive out come to give it credence, and the March hare being anger towards no rational thought process working, feeling trapped.
Still fine.
Oh no, shit got wierd when I tried to take a swim and the mad hatter had to stop me before I ended up dead.
The water, as he showed me by throwing in a watch was acid at the time.
Then when it wasn't acid he jumped in, and smashed his head as the water separated around him.
After collecting himself, he described the laws to wonderlands world.
The laws of its actuall physics.
When he said every thing that isn't is, and what is isnt, and visa versa.
He explained in great detail what he ment.
Dear boy imagine the first time when I was a young lad, I tried to drink some tea.
Now as you may know, but I don't, when you want to drink a normal cup of tea you just follow your typical situation into doing so.
How ever this is wonderland tea.
And if anything this stuff just works in reverse.
It also knows it does, just like when the water split on me.
Spiteful thing.
Now you know how I eventually figured it out?
I simply went mad, and in my madness drilled a big hole rite in the cup.
Started acting like I Was still going to pour the tea, knowing it wouldn't stay put, And to my annoyance it decided too.
Stayed right there in the cup untill I took a sip, then splatters me in the face when I tried it twice.
Now you may think us mad as we use all these off putting cups, then throw them all over whilly nilly.
But when I tell you that's how one must drink there tea in wonderland, I bloody well mean that's the only way one can.
The whole point is if you don't make peace with the madness, then you must indeed suffer onto the madness.
Now as you consider that, try not to imagine how we figured out eating the crumpets.
I then woke up screaming, and haven't the foggiest why.
Please forgive my bad punctuation and such, I'm really out of it lately.
Last night I Was sick enough to go back to drinking tea.
I use anti imflamitories and anything Herb wise since I've always been shy of medicine after seeing so many other kids die from allergies to zed medicines.
So any ways the lack of caffeine at my normal dosing left me spiraling into a pain filled fever pitch, from were at its hight made me just try to sleep it off.
The following dream scared the living shit out of me.
Some how I was a guy named Al who was revisiting wonderland, trying to figure out what the hell had happened to me.
Later that would be A car accident rememberd.
While in wonderland I was figuring out that all the separate parts of my head represented different aspects of my personality, just snapped into a disfunctional singularity.
And that at least seemed normal.
The white rabbit was the tormenting thought of my impending situation, and falling into the sickness and seriose nature of the situation.
Linking the white rabbit to representing sickness.
The rabbit hole was described to Al as an actual hole poor Alice fell into near Scotland territory, the kind her father had warned her about.
Much like a sink hole, only some times caused by peat moss or just week soil around tree roots.
He told her how if a man fell in one and broke his leg he may drown if it rains later on.
Or just be trapped there forgotten, unable to get help.
Then they told me how she was in a similar situation as me.
Also fine and making a lot of sense.
Then we discussed the darker versions of alice and wonderland, and who Mr carol really was.
More wierd then wonderland, but still on par for such a dream.
Eventually we discussed the jabber walki, and how it represented the fear of death.
Coming to a conclusion of when one cannot escape, and fears rational or irrational.
Trying to wake up vrs knowing you never will.
Still not freaked out to bad as if yet.
Learning the mad hatter represented being of rational thought, with no conclusive out come to give it credence, and the March hare being anger towards no rational thought process working, feeling trapped.
Still fine.
Oh no, shit got wierd when I tried to take a swim and the mad hatter had to stop me before I ended up dead.
The water, as he showed me by throwing in a watch was acid at the time.
Then when it wasn't acid he jumped in, and smashed his head as the water separated around him.
After collecting himself, he described the laws to wonderlands world.
The laws of its actuall physics.
When he said every thing that isn't is, and what is isnt, and visa versa.
He explained in great detail what he ment.
Dear boy imagine the first time when I was a young lad, I tried to drink some tea.
Now as you may know, but I don't, when you want to drink a normal cup of tea you just follow your typical situation into doing so.
How ever this is wonderland tea.
And if anything this stuff just works in reverse.
It also knows it does, just like when the water split on me.
Spiteful thing.
Now you know how I eventually figured it out?
I simply went mad, and in my madness drilled a big hole rite in the cup.
Started acting like I Was still going to pour the tea, knowing it wouldn't stay put, And to my annoyance it decided too.
Stayed right there in the cup untill I took a sip, then splatters me in the face when I tried it twice.
Now you may think us mad as we use all these off putting cups, then throw them all over whilly nilly.
But when I tell you that's how one must drink there tea in wonderland, I bloody well mean that's the only way one can.
The whole point is if you don't make peace with the madness, then you must indeed suffer onto the madness.
Now as you consider that, try not to imagine how we figured out eating the crumpets.
I then woke up screaming, and haven't the foggiest why.
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