wondering what it all means

[wantasexmuse]

I don't know if I'm in the right place. If not, I apologize.

When I am fucking my girl, I love to feel her suck on and play with my nipples. Even when I masturbate I love to pinch them. I start thinking of myself having a nice big and firm set of tits to play with and let her suck on, then long hair and a feminine figure.

I love women, but sometimes I love to fantasize that I am one too...

 

[killallhippies]

rock on, brother. whatever makes you happy.

 

[wantasexmuse]

Thanks! It's something that you either come to terms with and enjoy or it could drive you nuts. It's weird. I have no desire to dress up or anything like that. It's the idea of actual change that is hot. Only then does the idea of lingerie become a big turn on.

Maybe I am imagining myself becoming my ideal female lover. Although when I fantasize about my female side it is totally submissive. I like a girl in reality who can dominate and submit just as easily

 

[College_geek]

I've had dreams before where I've been a guy having sex with a woman. I've also had dreams where I've been a guy masturbating. Don't really know what it's supposed to mean, but it's interesting nonetheless. I don't think those types of fantasies are all that uncommon.

 

[wantasexmuse]

Do you ever dream about just growing a penis but the rest stays female? I've had dreams about being shemale myself, but I have also dreamed about being totally female and being fucked by several men and left drenched in cum

 

[wantasexmuse]

If you ever wake up one day and find that you have grown a cock, I would let you fuck me up the ass.....may even suck it......a nice fantasy when you combine it with the french maid outfit...