Women: Please assist me with describing to me...

[Whispor]

For the purpose of a story I'm writing, I'd appreciate a female perspective and description (without giving your age at the time to keep it "safe for Lit") about the first time you had sex and your partner climaxed and ejaculated inside you.

In short, what thoughts go through a woman's mind the first time she experiences insemination?

Lots of stories describe this, but what is reality?

I'd like to know the details about the physical sensations you experienced and "noticed" the first time that might have surprised you. Did you feel his cock pulsing inside you? Could you feel his semen physically ejaculating inside you? Did you feel the warmth spread inside you? Did feeling his cum leak out of you afterward make you feel sexy, or did you find it awkward or even revolting?

Most importantly, I'd like to know the psychological impact it had as you felt a guy ejaculate inside you. Were you scared, excited, shocked, or even angry? How did it make you feel as a woman as far as your femininity, your sexual identity, and even your confidence? Did it make you love him? Or did you love him even more if you did already?

 

[littlecordelera]

Much of what you ask is more personal than I am willing to discuss, but at the time, my thought was, "Did he cum already?"