RedKittyKat
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- Sep 14, 2015
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This may be long, so please excuse me. I would like women's opinions on something. Background first tho. I'm 39 (female) divorced for a year next month. I was brought up in a very, very conservative household. An example is that I have a brother 9 years younger than I am. My dad refused to let me in the same room as my brother when he was changed or given a bath. I've had two lovers entire life time. I admit I have conservative views on sex, but I am trying to explore. Here is the main question. I met a couple online, and they were discussing about sharing the husband with someone. I was very interested in it, to the point of going to meet up with them for lunch to see how the chemistry was and then make a date for it if we got a long to do it later. My conscience was starting to get to me and I backed out of the lunch date.
Here is the question...Should I try to push myself and branch out and try to do new things or follow my conscience and only have sex whenever I get back into a serious relationship? I feel like I want to try to new things and I am missing out, but then on the other hand I freak out at actually doing it..
Here is the question...Should I try to push myself and branch out and try to do new things or follow my conscience and only have sex whenever I get back into a serious relationship? I feel like I want to try to new things and I am missing out, but then on the other hand I freak out at actually doing it..