I am really disturbed about something but I can't or more like won't talk about it more, and just need to laugh and make my mind stop this shit, and I need to talk about fun and funny stuff, but I can't think of anything, and I try to read funny stuff and it isn't helping.
I just keep getting pummeld by my own fucking mind.
I guess this thread was stupid cause I can barely even type.
*hugs* starfish
I don't know you well, just what I've seen here on the boards, but I think I know how you feel. I hope when the sun comes up, you will be feeling better.
You know, I can give these out all night/morning....I have a ready supply of them.
Listen, hon, you need to just know that that shit does exist. It does. And I firmly believe what goes around comes around. I have to hope that for all those who dont ever see justice done in this lifetime.
I know that doesnt help and I am not saying to accept that things like this happen but you cant dwell on it either or it is going to eat at you and that is NOT good.
If you need me give a holler. Dont want to discuss the subject? Hey, I am crazy and can converse on many wierd, wild and wacked out topics if you need to do that.
Just know we are here for you and know you can come to us whenever you need us, hon.
Hey, if you want some fun talk I can tell you about a couple of things that happened to me today.
My four year old is on an independance kick and decided to make kool aide all by herself and WITHOUT telling mommy she was going to do this.
Well, she did pretty good. She got the pitcher and opened the packet of kool aide and put in the water (she drew up a chair to the sink to do it) and even mixed it up.
Then she puts it in the fridge to get it cold. Well, when I find it, she expects mommy to drink some of this kool aide that she, as a big girl, has made. She is sooo proud and I am a loving momma so I do knowing that one vital ingredient is missing....the sugar.
*sighs* What a mommy wont do for her kids.
But, I tell you what, I am putting this on the 'remind her about when she gets older' list I can tell you that right now!
AAhhh Starfish, We all have a closet full of "skeletons", and every now and again it doesn't hurt to open the closet and reind yourself that you won't be making those mistakes again.
BUT, don't let those skeletons come walk out of that closet and KICK YOUR ASS! It is really hard not to mull over these things, but you have to be your own best friend here. Convince yourself to put it aside and stop fretting over it. (Much easier said than done.)
You have an excellant approach, though. Friend should be able to help, some. And the Star Trek site is a riot!