Paula had never been with a woman before nor had she been sexually adventursome. There was a time in high school where she slept with several of the male students in her class and worked very hard to please them. She always had this inferiority complex, which made her feel like SHE had to do things to make people happy.
Her first 2 years in college was the same. She had come from an very shielded upbringing and went a little wild in college. Nothing serious but a little too much drinking, hanging out with several guys in fraternities, and letting her grades slip to "C's". She met a guy her junior year and immediately settled down. He was a nice enough guy and they ended up getting married 4 years later.
Life after she got married turned very mundane. At first she worked but then she had a son. She struggled through working and being a Mom. Then she had a second son and the decision for her to stay home and be "Mom" was made.
It was tough financially and mentally for her to stay home. She was bored much of the time and she always felt she really was missing out on adult interaction. After a little while she met several other mom's and her life developed into a comfortable pattern.
Now the kids were a little older and in grade school. It gave her some more free time to try to catch up with old friends. She found her self jealous of their lives. Her inferiority complex resurfaced as her friends seemed to be so accomplished and she was only a married mom.
Her friends looked so beautiful, too. They were all in shape from the time they spent at the gym or at the surgeon. Paula thought her body was ugly. She was 5'4", 115 lbs; 34b-25-35. Her boobs weren't what they used to be. They used to be so perkey but now they had a droop. She fantasized about having bigger boobs. She felt jealous whenever she saw curvey women on the street, at the store, or at the exercise class she started to take. She thought her bodywas more like a boys and it just made her feel inadequate.
It left her vulnerable to predatory women and even men.....
Her first 2 years in college was the same. She had come from an very shielded upbringing and went a little wild in college. Nothing serious but a little too much drinking, hanging out with several guys in fraternities, and letting her grades slip to "C's". She met a guy her junior year and immediately settled down. He was a nice enough guy and they ended up getting married 4 years later.
Life after she got married turned very mundane. At first she worked but then she had a son. She struggled through working and being a Mom. Then she had a second son and the decision for her to stay home and be "Mom" was made.
It was tough financially and mentally for her to stay home. She was bored much of the time and she always felt she really was missing out on adult interaction. After a little while she met several other mom's and her life developed into a comfortable pattern.
Now the kids were a little older and in grade school. It gave her some more free time to try to catch up with old friends. She found her self jealous of their lives. Her inferiority complex resurfaced as her friends seemed to be so accomplished and she was only a married mom.
Her friends looked so beautiful, too. They were all in shape from the time they spent at the gym or at the surgeon. Paula thought her body was ugly. She was 5'4", 115 lbs; 34b-25-35. Her boobs weren't what they used to be. They used to be so perkey but now they had a droop. She fantasized about having bigger boobs. She felt jealous whenever she saw curvey women on the street, at the store, or at the exercise class she started to take. She thought her bodywas more like a boys and it just made her feel inadequate.
It left her vulnerable to predatory women and even men.....
