Widower finding purpose in loss

[Houstonguy30]

Lindsay surprises me by taking my fingers and sucking and licking on them, cleaning them of your succulent juices. I thought I was going to be pushing her to a moment of "no" but I'm astonished that she's sucking on my fingers. One a part of her Daddy's body.

Fuck. My I didn't think my cock could get any harder. I didn't think I could get any hornier. As she continues licking my fingers, I feel my cock surge, under my robe, I know I've just had a huge glob of pre-cum squirt out of my cock. Probably either onto the robe or onto the floor. It was almost like a mini orgasm.

"I always love how she tastes, you're right she must have cum a ton for all of this!!!"
The way Lindsay says it, it sounds like she's jealous of the pleasure that Rachel received. And there it is. Suddenly I want to do the same for my daughter. Give her that pleasure. After all, she deserves it too, right? Especially after all the bullshit bad men have put her through? Shouldn't the man that loves her the most give her the outlet she so needs?

Then she licks your body, gently licking your pussy for several seconds. Time slows as I watch my daughter's tongue dart over your perfectly shaved, gooey pussy. Stealing your amazing flavor for herself. I see you shiver and grab her head and try to so gently push her away.

"Thank you for sharing daddy!!!"

My pulse is ragged. My cock is pulsing. I have an animalistic need to fuck RIGHT NOW.

Even though I can't see myself, I know my eyes must look feral right now. I look at you, naked, now stepping under the warm water, then I look at Lindsay, still wearing her comfy nightie set.

I'm desperately afraid I'm going to lose control and do something I shouldn't. I know your pussy is far too sensitive for me to fuck right now, plus Lindsay is here and I doubt she's ready to do that yet.

The adrenaline rises. My ability to make logical decisions starts to wane with my extreme horniness.

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[Becaa57]

I feel her push me away, angry at first, but then I realize she is just super sensitive. I'm happy with the taste I got of her, seemed strange, but also natural to have licked her off my dad's fingers.

I can see his hardon pushing against his robe. Very tempted to open his robe and suck him. But I'm not there quite yet.

I stand back up, kiss her whispering I'll leave you two alone

Then turn and kiss my dad. whispering to him, have fun

I walk out of the shower, back to the room I share with Rachel.

Closing the door to give me some privacy.

I lay on the bed, and cry into my pillow

Not sure why I'm crying, I'm not angry or sad just emotional

 

[Houstonguy30]

And just like that, Lindsay is gone. Leaving just us together in the shower. I watch you showering, allowing the lukewarm water to flow over your body, cooling you. Probably still regaining some of your wits about you after passing out.

You look at me with something behind your eyes that I just can't put my finger on. Anger? Disappointment? I feel it too. Sudden emptiness without Lindsay in the shower with us.

"I know... I had JUST gotten my head around her being here in the shower with us and now she's gone. I'm sorry if I said or did something wrong."

I take one of the shower loofa sponges and squirt some hydrating body wash in it. I begin to tenderly wash your back. "Should I go get her?"

I can feel my heartbeat in my cock. Thud, thud, thud. I know I badly need a release, but I also want to be an attentive and supportive lover.

 

[Becaa57]

I hadn't wanted her to leave yet, but honestly was surprised by what she did do while in the shower with us

Standing under the warm water, letting it flow over me, nice relaxing

"I know... I had JUST gotten my head around her being here in the shower with us and now she's gone. I'm sorry if I said or did something wrong."

"You didn't say or do anything wrong!!! I think out of the three of us, I'm most willing and ready for all of us to be together. Both you and Lindsay I think have to work up to it, but I know she made a lot of progress in here"

Smiling at you as your loofa my body

"Sooo how did it feel to have your daughter suck my juice off your fingers????"

Reaching down into your robe, feeling your hard cock

"This tells me you loved it!!!! Want more?"

"Maybe my mouth instead of hers?"

Kneeling down, pushing your robe out of the way

holding your cock kissing it

"You can imagine it's her if you want"

Taking you into my mouth, licking and sucking you.

I know you're not going to last long as you're moaning already

"Let your baby girl suck your cock Daddy!!!"

 

[Houstonguy30]

"Sooo how did it feel to have your daughter suck my juice off your fingers????"
"Maybe my mouth instead of hers?"
"You can imagine it's her if you want"
Oh fuck. It's all too much. You've put the vision in my head. I close my eyes as you suck me and imagine it... Lindsay with those impossibly long legs, kneeling down in front of me. That long brunette hair, practically down to her ass. Flowing back and forth as her head bobs on my cock. Those pouty lips and green eyes looking up at me.

"Let your baby girl suck your cock Daddy!!!"
In my mind's eye, it's her. FUCK.
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My balls begin to swell and then pull tight against my body. I can feel the huge eruption growing. Then it's happening. My body goes tight and I start ejaculating into your perfect mouth. I groan, not really realizing what I'm saying because of the fantasy you've put in my head, "Oh yes baby girl..."

 

[Becaa57]

It must have felt great to him, as his cock is so very hard now. I keep feeing his daughter fantasy to him, and very soon am awarded with a mouth full of his cum, sucking it down

I should be jealous he came so hard, thinking about another woman sucking him, but the woman was also the love of my life and his daughter, what a mess!!!!

"I guess you are getting ok with her joining us in bed????"

(That's a beautiful girl!)

 

[Houstonguy30]

(That's Lindsay. Just haven't posted a close-up face picture of her yet.)

I can't believe how hard I just came and that you swallowed such a huge load. Damn, I was worked up with all the playing in the red room.

"I guess you are getting ok with her joining us in bed????"

You said it. And now the guilt rises from my gut. I WAS fantasizing about Lindsay. My fatherly instinct kicks in - You were fantasizing about your daughter, you sick fuck. Who does that? Your lover who is also your daughter's lover sucking your cock and you're dreaming it is Lindsay.

"I... um... shit." I decide to come clean. "Yeah, I was thinking about her. And.. I don't know if I'm ok with her joining us in bed. I'm so conflicted, Rachel. Just you asking that question caused this immense guilt to rise up in me. If she wasn't my daughter. Then YES. But... I just don't know, Rachel. I'm so conflicted...."

 

[Becaa57]

(She is beautiful!!)

"I... um... shit." I decide to come clean. "Yeah, I was thinking about her. And.. I don't know if I'm ok with her joining us in bed. I'm so conflicted, Rachel. Just you asking that question caused this immense guilt to rise up in me. If she wasn't my daughter. Then YES. But... I just don't know, Rachel. I'm so conflicted...."

Moving up to sit with you.
"Ok, first I had no idea this would be so rough for you two, if I had I would never have come clean on the relationships"
"But both you and Lindsay are conflicted"

Looking off at nothing really

"Why don't we do this, put the 3 of use together on a back burner. Maybe just get used to me spending time with each of you separately"
"Will you be ok knowing I'm in the room with her making love?"

"Another option is I move back out, and each of you visits me???"

"I know I love you both, she is the love of my life, but I will never deny that I love you too"

"Bear in mind, that I haven't had a chance to talk to Lindsay either, she may want something totally different"