Why I'm lonely and lost

[letschatNsin]

Why I'm here

I am a 29 mwm and my wife travels all over with her older boss for business. She always comes home with new things that he buys her, I know there is more than just business going on.

But because of our 3 year old daughter I am scared to being up divorce knowing his huge bank account would end up bank rolling her into me losing my daughter

I am kind of new to Lit, I have kinds of hung back in the background for a while, and recently decided I was going to reach out to the great people on here.

I can always use online porn to get off, but I miss the personal connection you get from someone's real emotions and feelings contributing to it.

I have tried to get conversations going here on Lit, but very little if anything comes of it, I'm sure because I'm just blunt and to the point with it. So this is my "back story" as I know it to be true.

I am a very open person, and willing to try almost anything twice, I say almost because there are some things that just won't work for me and I will let someone know when they come up, I say twice because the first time there could of be something wrong.

I am new to the RP world, ally participated in a couple, but I have realized they are a huge turn on. I think the next step from there would be to RP via phone or kik (something I signed up for today)

Wow just typing all of that I feel some kind of relief.

I hope this helps everyone see that in not just another guy in here looking for a quick nut, I am a real person, who shows compassion for everyone.

 

[letschatNsin]

At this point, any advice is good advice

 

[julybaby04]

Hi. You are very brave to open up. There are so many really lovely people here. It takes a bit of time for people to get to know you.

I would encourage you to be interactive on the threads in the playground. Very nice people there who enjoy fun. Let them get to know you...everyone is welcomed there.

 

[saute101]

Fellow Texan:

With regards to your personal situation, the only advice you should take from this board is to get in contact with a good attorney immediately. Life is too short to live under those conditions. Ask around amongst people you can trust. Find yourself a real shark and arrange for a confidential meeting to discuss your situation. Avoid the temptation to get advice from unknown sources on the internet. This is your child and your decisions should not be taken lightly.

The one thing you do have working in your favor is that Texas is a no alimony state (except in rare circumstances).

As for the whole RP business, I'm afraid you're on your own, as I'm quite comfortable in my vanilla-ness.

Best of luck.