My past:
I left two years ago after having spent around 10 years on this site. I'd joined when story authors would take turns and give us excellent public stories, and we'd cheer them on like fans of a play being written in front us.
By the last time I was here, I'd found someone on Lit to have regular phone play with, but after 2 years, we went our separate ways. She got a little too crazy for me with the daddy-daughter thing, and I couldn't enjoy it or force it any longer. I'm all for role playing, but her over-the-top incest slowly grew into something too much for me, and I just had to take a break. It hurt me, she was amazing, but I simply couldn't cater to her any longer.
But after looking around for a while, I thought there is simply no one left on this site who is into simple, vanilla, boy-girl RP, and just traditional casual sex minus over-the-top kinks. Worse, all the men seemed so hell bent on marketing themselves as a fucking "Dom this", "Daddy that", "Experienced this", "Babygirl that", and it seemed all I could see was meek posturing and desperation. Honestly it made me sick, because there I was among those very men, all of whom peddled their transparent bs about being dom while ultimately subbing for any attention, and I hated the idea that I was there too, just like them. After all, how is a stranger to know the difference between us?
And it was a minefield to avoid falling to that category with my DMs. And though many women replied back fine, and everyone was respectful and nice even in their rejections, it wasn't enough to keep me around. Cuz aside from older women (45+), no one close to my age seemed interested in making a connection and having online sex, one on one. It seemed everyone was playing a role that changed based on whichever forum they posted on that day. So I deleted my account, and I left. I didn't think I'd ever return.
My present:
I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss Lit.
It's hard to replace the feeling of finding someone on here, even if its short term. The feeling of finding someone new, the first few email notifications where you rush online and its the smuttiest personal reply you've ever read, all just for you, the first time you take it off from Lit's ancient messaging to your phone, to getting those random notifications in the middle of the day. You turn off notification content visibility on your lock screen cuz your sexy new friend could be sending anything anytime and you would never ever stop them. The feeling of things turning from discussion to action. Those random mega treasure dumps of pictures and videos you get without asking. The voice notes... and the ever-ready sluttiness like they are there only to satisfy you... like you can never do anything wrong... like everything you want is yours if you say it... and nothing is out of bounds. A whole person, just for you... I know I'm not the only one who knows what that feels like. It's a real honeymoon phase of a relationship unto itself.
What I miss most, is how good it felt to have a dirty thought in the middle of the day, and instead of ignoring it, or taking care of it myself quickly, I could write in detail every single thing I wanted to do, and just rail those hungry texts off to my new sexy friend. The feeling of telling a woman whom you don't really know, and probably will never meet, all the ways in which you want to take her, and knowing that when she sees those texts she is going to feel it, and that it will affect her, and that she will continue working in her office distracted until she gets back home is just... so satisfying, powerful, driving, and depraving at the same time. I want that again. I want someone real to say real things to. Over and over again. I want someone to hear me when I say what's on my mind in the middle of being insanely aroused.
So, I returned to find myself someone like this. A new sexy friend. I want all that again. I want to have anonymous phone sex, I want to sext, I want to tease, and I want to rail. I don't care where she's from, as long as she's smart enough to hold a conversation and fucking gets it. I want to make a new friend cum. I want to hear her cum to my voice. I want to hear her voice after the long pause when after she just finishes to me. I want to make her blush. I want it natural, I want it simple, and I want it traditionally depraved.
If that's you, let's talk.
I left two years ago after having spent around 10 years on this site. I'd joined when story authors would take turns and give us excellent public stories, and we'd cheer them on like fans of a play being written in front us.
By the last time I was here, I'd found someone on Lit to have regular phone play with, but after 2 years, we went our separate ways. She got a little too crazy for me with the daddy-daughter thing, and I couldn't enjoy it or force it any longer. I'm all for role playing, but her over-the-top incest slowly grew into something too much for me, and I just had to take a break. It hurt me, she was amazing, but I simply couldn't cater to her any longer.
But after looking around for a while, I thought there is simply no one left on this site who is into simple, vanilla, boy-girl RP, and just traditional casual sex minus over-the-top kinks. Worse, all the men seemed so hell bent on marketing themselves as a fucking "Dom this", "Daddy that", "Experienced this", "Babygirl that", and it seemed all I could see was meek posturing and desperation. Honestly it made me sick, because there I was among those very men, all of whom peddled their transparent bs about being dom while ultimately subbing for any attention, and I hated the idea that I was there too, just like them. After all, how is a stranger to know the difference between us?
And it was a minefield to avoid falling to that category with my DMs. And though many women replied back fine, and everyone was respectful and nice even in their rejections, it wasn't enough to keep me around. Cuz aside from older women (45+), no one close to my age seemed interested in making a connection and having online sex, one on one. It seemed everyone was playing a role that changed based on whichever forum they posted on that day. So I deleted my account, and I left. I didn't think I'd ever return.
My present:
I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss Lit.
It's hard to replace the feeling of finding someone on here, even if its short term. The feeling of finding someone new, the first few email notifications where you rush online and its the smuttiest personal reply you've ever read, all just for you, the first time you take it off from Lit's ancient messaging to your phone, to getting those random notifications in the middle of the day. You turn off notification content visibility on your lock screen cuz your sexy new friend could be sending anything anytime and you would never ever stop them. The feeling of things turning from discussion to action. Those random mega treasure dumps of pictures and videos you get without asking. The voice notes... and the ever-ready sluttiness like they are there only to satisfy you... like you can never do anything wrong... like everything you want is yours if you say it... and nothing is out of bounds. A whole person, just for you... I know I'm not the only one who knows what that feels like. It's a real honeymoon phase of a relationship unto itself.
What I miss most, is how good it felt to have a dirty thought in the middle of the day, and instead of ignoring it, or taking care of it myself quickly, I could write in detail every single thing I wanted to do, and just rail those hungry texts off to my new sexy friend. The feeling of telling a woman whom you don't really know, and probably will never meet, all the ways in which you want to take her, and knowing that when she sees those texts she is going to feel it, and that it will affect her, and that she will continue working in her office distracted until she gets back home is just... so satisfying, powerful, driving, and depraving at the same time. I want that again. I want someone real to say real things to. Over and over again. I want someone to hear me when I say what's on my mind in the middle of being insanely aroused.
So, I returned to find myself someone like this. A new sexy friend. I want all that again. I want to have anonymous phone sex, I want to sext, I want to tease, and I want to rail. I don't care where she's from, as long as she's smart enough to hold a conversation and fucking gets it. I want to make a new friend cum. I want to hear her cum to my voice. I want to hear her voice after the long pause when after she just finishes to me. I want to make her blush. I want it natural, I want it simple, and I want it traditionally depraved.
If that's you, let's talk.
