Why I Keep Coming Back

Give yourself a break. I won't bullshit you, breakups are hard. But they are also necessary. I have ruined great things and I have been ruined by great things. But all you can do is learn from your mistakes and let go. Easier said than done. But I am learning that if you look behind you, you may miss what's right in front of you.
 
Maybe you haven't felt like you deserve to be treated kindly or in a better manner? A lot of the time we behave in a certain way because of some subconscious reasons we're not fully aware of or haven't fully explored. Which is why I like lit, because I've found out quite a lot about myself over the years
 
Wow, there are so any different responses I could make. would like to chat further, for right now, don't beat up on yourself.
 
I've had many encounters, relationships... call them what you want etc. That have ended in less than desirable circumstances. Time goes by, and I find myself yet again on my knees, apologizing, and begging to come back or be taken back irregardless if it was a irrational, unhealthy relationship. Is it my inner masochist that's addicted to being hurt over and over or is it something else?

Maybe you fear being alone more than being in a bad relationship
 
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