Why am I still up at 4:32 AM?

sch00lteacher

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Could it be all the wonderful little pills they give me? Is it the stupid nap I took yesterday?

Why?

Why am I still up?

Is it because I haven't had sex since my operation? And have been on all these nice little muscle relaxing pills?

Do I feel guilty about something? Not that I can think of. I ain't excited about anything, worried about anything. I just ain't tired.

This happens from time to time. But hell I am always out by four. I never get eight hours a night unless I nuke myself with pills. Then I don't wake up well the next day. I tend to fall in and out of reality all day long. Be glad I ain't out there driving with ya'll.

No one cares when you don't sleep. They don't want to hear it, that your tired, that you didn't sleep last night. Did you ever notice that? If you were up puking or something they would be concerned. But just not being able to sleep doesn't count towards pity or understanding. I don't want any pity, but hell a poor baby can go a long ways to make someone feel better.

I tend to ramble when I am tired, not that you would notice ;)

Did you know that there isn't a damn thing on TV this late at night (Or is it early in the morning? When does it change?)

Oh well, let us see how long I last. I think it is time to go poke around a few other boards for awhile. No eBay! Stay away from eBay when your wasted or tired. Believe me, I know....

Peace
 
i feel you man. alot of the time i just can't sleep.... and then i'm shit next morning because io had an hour or something....
 
insomniac to insomniac, i understand and i care - but this one's going to try to get a little more sleep now - nitey nite :)
 
I'm up because Pepsi is caffienated.....well the good kind is...
 
Insomnia sucks.
Not sleeping properly sucks.
Getting enough sleep gives you a whole new perspective on life.
Can you get the doc to prescribe you a sleeping pill or three days worth just to help you get into a normal sleeping cycle again?
I love kavakava, keeps me sane and helps me to relax and sleep.It's natural but you would need to check with your doc
'cos of the medications you are on.
Sometimes my brain forgets it needs to switch off so I can sleep.

I also use self hyponsis and herbal teas.

If this helps? Poor sch00lteacher I hope you fall asleep soon and it is restful sleep. :)

(kavakava website http://www.kavakava.org.uk/ )
 
Well it is seven now. Made coffe, and muffins, three types.

Guess we can kiss last night off as a loss. My eyes will be tired for a bit, but that goes away. And I can go the rest of the day.

Not as easily as I could in my younger days. But I will be fin zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
 
sch00lteacher said:
Well it is seven now. Made coffe, and muffins, three types.

Bud, you have to take care of yourself. You're getting up there and can't be pulling these all-night Lit-a-thons very much! If you're going to do it, do it right. Drink Jolt Cola! :D

Seriously. How've you been feeling?
 
Yikes...4:30am is when you're usually waking up. Hope you make it through the day and get some rest tonight. Good luck.
 
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