BarrysSlut
Virgin
- Joined
- Dec 17, 2003
- Posts
- 23
I am no longer owned by anyone. I got into my last relationship completely by accident. I have been "available" for quite some time now and am looking for someone I can serve. However, I was never really a submissive. I wanted to be, but the man I was serving wasn't into the lifestyle. I tried to explain it to him, but he would just raise his eyebrows and look at me like I was crazy. In the meantime, he would order me around and I would do his bidding. He'd withhold sex from me. He would not contact me for days and days only to call and ask me to go into the city to a concert. I was completely at his mercy and loved it.
So, what I want is to completely experience a submissive role. I'm married, though, and am in the beginnings of a divorce. I don't know how to find a Dominant that I can trust. I don't want to bring him into my home, which I'm still sharing with my husband. I just don't know what to do. How do I find a true dominant that I can trust? How do I go about this? I'm scared, but I know I MUST live as a submissive, no role-playing bullshit that I too-often see on the internet. I want and need the real thing. But, I don't want to find myself trapped with a Dom who is abusive and could do me harm. How do I avoid that?
Help me, please.
So, what I want is to completely experience a submissive role. I'm married, though, and am in the beginnings of a divorce. I don't know how to find a Dominant that I can trust. I don't want to bring him into my home, which I'm still sharing with my husband. I just don't know what to do. How do I find a true dominant that I can trust? How do I go about this? I'm scared, but I know I MUST live as a submissive, no role-playing bullshit that I too-often see on the internet. I want and need the real thing. But, I don't want to find myself trapped with a Dom who is abusive and could do me harm. How do I avoid that?
Help me, please.