kagetora13
Really Experienced
- Joined
- Dec 13, 2010
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When I was 24 you gave me the most wonderful gift. You turned this shy young man to your openly expressive protector. Your hand in mine I became the father you always wanted. I loved our time drawing, playing games, doing your homework while i did mine from the office. I really wanted to give you everything I wanted at your age. In your eyes was the tender beauty of devotion. I remember how annoyed you would get that I would treat you like a little sister. In my eyes I wanted to give you love you could have a lifetime. Just I had seen how men and women hurt each other in their selfish pursuits.
It pains me that now in my mid 40's and childless that I have not had this closeness again. It is tough living with the ghost of this memory. Knowing that as a man in an adult world a women mostly has to guard her thoughts. We seem to lose the ability to be open to one another.
So I am looking for someone like me who can embrace the sweetness of the past and share their deepest thoughts. Love in sharing our memories and perhaps become closer.
It pains me that now in my mid 40's and childless that I have not had this closeness again. It is tough living with the ghost of this memory. Knowing that as a man in an adult world a women mostly has to guard her thoughts. We seem to lose the ability to be open to one another.
So I am looking for someone like me who can embrace the sweetness of the past and share their deepest thoughts. Love in sharing our memories and perhaps become closer.
