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Drip.
Red against white, so stark – the finality of it. It was transfixing, mesmerising with all it promised. It’s the most dangerously beautiful thing she had ever seen. The burning ache was delicious; it transcended from any normal pain into a throbbing wash of desire that raced straight between her thighs. She gasped, breaking the silence, her skin flushing with arousal, release. But there was movement in front of her; she glanced up, looking at herself in the mirror. Her reflection grimaced, and instantly the pleasure was forgotten. Kirra looked down.
Drip.
Disgust washed through her, shame, her weaknesses were written in every little bloody droplet. A flick of her wrist turned on the hot tap, it heated quickly and soon enough steam rose to shroud the little mirror in fog. Her reflection blurred out, finally she was alone, and no one was watching her addiction. She glanced back down at the splatter of red in the perfectly white porcelain sink, but the moment was lost. She made a face, scooping up tissues and wadding them against the condemning slash across her wrist. Other silvery scars kept it company; the heavy bracelet used to cover them was pushed up high on her forearm. It almost looked like a manacle in the artificial bathroom light.
Time to clean up the mess.
When she left the bathroom there was nothing that remained to tell of her dirty little secret. The black bracelet hung on her wrist as normal, the flesh on either side unblemished. She moved silently down the hall, pausing to look over the handrail to the floor below. Her mother still worked silently in her office, the door still open. She hadn’t seemed to have moved an inch. That pang Kirra always got was faded now, nothing like the heart wrenching twist she use to get when she was younger, and her mother had first begun to let her work consume not only her own life, but that of her only daughter.
Parenting rules had been thrown to the wind the first time her mother caught her sitting at her desk, leafing few all the crime scene photos. She’d been eleven, mature for her age, or so she’d been told. Her mother had gone to shout, in till her little girl had glanced up in confusion, holding out one of the pictures. “What was in the way?” She asked innocently, and indirectly found the one thing all of the other detectives working the case had missed. Missing blood splatters - there’d been more then two people in that room.
After that, Kirra had gotten to look at her mothers ‘little picture collection’ more then a few times. She had a way of viewing things that allowed her to easily pick up on what others missed. Puberty was filled with images of the dead, blood splatters, torn up rooms and mutilated bodies. She never had a nightmare though, not once. Instead Kirra began to look forward to the sessions where her mother actually looked at her again, saw her, instead of the glazed look she possessed ever since Kirra’s’ father had run off with his secretary, of all women. Typical.
Years passed, and she did begin to have dreams. Dark twisted fantasies where she woke up with skin that felt too tight and an ache she didn’t understand arching through her. Puberty struck, hormones raged. She grew up and grew into her figure, hips swelled, breasts filled out and she lost all her puppy fat. Her mother got a promotion, so they moved from suburbia into fast passed city life. At her new school Kirra found she was drawing attention, her loner status from her old school refused to apply. She went on a few dates, kissed a few boys, but left unsatisfied. Something was wrong with her, she decided.
Kirra moved away from the railing, walking down the steps slowly, her eyes on her mothers door. She’d lost her virginity to a nice boy from up the road; they’d snuck out and gotten drunk in an empty house. One thing easily led to another. The sense that something was missing remained though, and she was unsaited and never called him again – nor bothered to indulge in any other male. It began to get worst, the world would slow and she felt cut off from it, from herself. She went through every day motions without really paying attention, until one day she wasn’t sure if she was dead or alive.
That was the day Kirra met Pain.
She began to feel normal again; whenever the dark desire rose she’d disappear. A quick slash, a flash of pain and the metallic scent of blood would fill the air. And she’d be free once more – for a while at least.
Kirra paused by the office door, leaning against the frame, looking in. Her mother worked in silence, and the house was always to quiet. Music never played unless Kirra put it on, and lights were always meticulously turned off when not in use. Her mother was strange, odd in a different way to that of her daughter. Kirra knew this, welcomed it even, the oddness that is – not the cause. Her mother had a life-affecting phobia, had it ever since her husband left, after spending fifteen years being emotionally abused by him. Haphephobia it’s called, the fear of being touched.
Of course, one can see how that might affect the development of a child, especially when her puberty is spent around images of pain and unnatural death. With nothing to ground her, and no motherly affection to work with. Kirras world matured with shadows. She was unaffected by the comments she received on her looks, her poise. She had a slender figure, but with the hourglass flair of hips and breasts, her hair fell in blonde curls around her face. She might have almost seemed angelic, with her stormy blue eyes, even to herself, if Kirra wasn’t aware of the darkness underneath. The darkness she didn’t know how to channel correctly – if there was a correct way to do it.
“Have the new photos come in?”
Her voice breaks the silence, but in a comfortable way, she’d long been use to the atmosphere in their big house. Her mother glanced up, and the resemblance was obvious in the cheekbones, eyes and colouring. The older woman sighed, leaning back and rubbing her eyes. Kirra tilted her head, running a hand down her stomach to smooth the material of her black singlet top and skirt, that revealed the soft planes of her slender legs.
“Not till tomorrow, they’re still cataloguing the latest crime scene.”
Her mother had been on the same case for the past six months, a serial rapist and murderer who seemed to be getting to comfortable with his untouchability in their city. Each dumpsite was meticulously clean of any evidence. Kirra was becoming obsessed with the case nearly as much as her mother, though she knew for entirely different reasons. She examined each photo closely, seeing the detail and power that went into each murder. It made her skin itch with dark needs all over again. She couldn’t understand it; no male had really affected her enough to understand arousal in all its glory.
“Well I’m going to take Sash for a walk.” The young woman said with a sigh, turning away. There was a grunt of reply, and another sense of loss washed through her. Her mother expected her to look after herself, expected her to know what she was capable of and what was smart. It saved time on arguments and the like, other girls her age probably dreamed of having this much freedom. But it’s funny how something just like a mothers concern can make you feel loved. No warning of safety was mentioned; no reminder there was a psycho on the loose with a taste for victims her age. Kirra saw no point in moving out; it was like having her own house anyway.
She collected their little Pomeranian, who was probably only just more loved and cared for then Kirra herself, and stepped out into the cloudless night. She walked slowly enough to enjoy the sight; breathing in deeply and trying to let the buzzing under her skin disperse in the cooler air. She didn’t pay attention to where she walked - a dangerous mistake to make for any young woman. The small little fur ball at her feet cocked an ear, and began pulling on her leash, Kirra frowned, running fingers through her curls before shrugging and letting the animal pull her forwards.
The air began to change, she don’t know what made her notice it at first. Something thrummed in the night; the silence was like that of a forest after a large predator had passed through. Eerie, and filled with the press of silent presences. Her steps slowed, natural instinct finally catching up, Sash began to whine but a yank on her leash silenced her. Kirra turned a corner, her eyes immediately drawn to movement. The leash fell from her unresponsive fingers to thwack against the stone underfoot, the sound seemed to echo condemningly.
Sash bolted, and didn’t see her mistress again.
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