What's a sub to do? (for domme)

[LeinadVirgo]

I'm just drunk enough to type without thinking. I was in a quasi relationship with a Mistress, and she ghosted. It took a few months to accept... And i still check my phone every couple of days hoping she will message me and have a good reason... But i know it won't happen and I need to move on.

I'm ready to look again. I'm looking for a gentle domme, who is willing to take her time to get to know me. It's not easy... I won't lie. I enjoy serving, and sharing my desires... But i have trouble opening up.

I love the feeling of slowly giving up control, giving in to her desires. The realization that my thoughts are of her when 8 have a moment to day dream.

My desires vary frequently, and i try never to be boring and routine.

Thank you for taking the time to read my ramblings... I'm sure it's all over the place, but feel free to post or message me.

 

[runsilent]

Sounds like you are bad place. Remember it is never good to try to top from the bottom.

 

[LeinadVirgo]

A bad place? No. Hurt? Sure. But pain is growth. As long as it doesn't define you.

As for never topping from the bottom? I don't see it. Having feelings and desire... Knowing yourself and what you want... Making it known... This is not trying to top.

As for never topping from the bottom? That's just a simplistic view on sexuality and the complex dynamics of power in the bedroom (and out)