Alexandra831
Really Really Experienced
- Joined
- Jul 15, 2011
- Posts
- 392
I was 18yrs old and I had just got home from the hospital the day before. I had what was called a missed misscariage. My body didn't naturally abort the baby. I was 5months pregnant at the time. They had to induce me to get the baby out.
Anyway's it was the day after.. and a male friend came to my house with a couple of other friends. He told me he wanted to talk about what I had gone through.. He was concerned with my feelings. So I left with them. It was just coming upon night time, when they stopped at a local lake to have a few beers.
Then they decided to go up the road to the other lake, its more secluded. We all get out of the truck and the other two people took off somewhere.. I couldn't see where.
My friend kind of comes up to me and some how gets my hands place behind me. He pushes me up against the truck. I don't remember exactly what he said to me at that time. I just remember him putting his hand on me. I couldn't move my hands to push him away. He got his hands down my pants and into my panties. His comment was about how wet, excited I was for him. I told him I wasn't wet, that I was bleeding and I really hurt down there and to please stop. He kept talking like I wanted him to do it. When I was telling him no.
I tried to move, but he had me pinned. He undone his pants, pulled his penis out and then somehow pulled mine down. He shoved me harder up agains the truck. I told him please to stop, because I really hurt and I just didn't want to have sex. Not after what I had gone through the day before.
He said he would be gentle and just tell him when it hurt.. Like I hadn't already. I knew I couldn't stop him. We were in the middle of no where and no one was around to help me. I think the other people all ready knew what he had planned. So I said to him, if your going to do this please wear a condom but let him know that I still didn't want to have sex with him. I asked him to wear a condom because I knew he had Gonorrhea and I didn't want to get it.
I cried while he raped me. After he was done he acted like he and I were a couple. I couldn't stand him touching me. I had them drop me off at a friends work. I told her what happened, she wanted me to report it to the police. I was so afraid they wouldn't believe me and think badly of me for reporting it. Because I did ask him to wear a condom.
I ran into hime about 6 months later. I was walking down the street towards our local mall. He tried to talk to me but I told him to stay away from me and to never talk to me again. He asked me why I was mad at him. I told him " you know why I am mad, you raped me" he said to me " your still mad about that" like it was nothing.
I wish I would have reported it because it still kills me to this day, 20 years later.
What would you have done?
Anyway's it was the day after.. and a male friend came to my house with a couple of other friends. He told me he wanted to talk about what I had gone through.. He was concerned with my feelings. So I left with them. It was just coming upon night time, when they stopped at a local lake to have a few beers.
Then they decided to go up the road to the other lake, its more secluded. We all get out of the truck and the other two people took off somewhere.. I couldn't see where.
My friend kind of comes up to me and some how gets my hands place behind me. He pushes me up against the truck. I don't remember exactly what he said to me at that time. I just remember him putting his hand on me. I couldn't move my hands to push him away. He got his hands down my pants and into my panties. His comment was about how wet, excited I was for him. I told him I wasn't wet, that I was bleeding and I really hurt down there and to please stop. He kept talking like I wanted him to do it. When I was telling him no.
I tried to move, but he had me pinned. He undone his pants, pulled his penis out and then somehow pulled mine down. He shoved me harder up agains the truck. I told him please to stop, because I really hurt and I just didn't want to have sex. Not after what I had gone through the day before.
He said he would be gentle and just tell him when it hurt.. Like I hadn't already. I knew I couldn't stop him. We were in the middle of no where and no one was around to help me. I think the other people all ready knew what he had planned. So I said to him, if your going to do this please wear a condom but let him know that I still didn't want to have sex with him. I asked him to wear a condom because I knew he had Gonorrhea and I didn't want to get it.
I cried while he raped me. After he was done he acted like he and I were a couple. I couldn't stand him touching me. I had them drop me off at a friends work. I told her what happened, she wanted me to report it to the police. I was so afraid they wouldn't believe me and think badly of me for reporting it. Because I did ask him to wear a condom.
I ran into hime about 6 months later. I was walking down the street towards our local mall. He tried to talk to me but I told him to stay away from me and to never talk to me again. He asked me why I was mad at him. I told him " you know why I am mad, you raped me" he said to me " your still mad about that" like it was nothing.
I wish I would have reported it because it still kills me to this day, 20 years later.
What would you have done?
Last edited:
