GentlemanJedi63
Really Experienced
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- Apr 9, 2020
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I don't know if this specific topic is being discussed anywhere else, although I have seen mention of these topics throughout.
First of all, I am an almost 60 year old, married and curious male. I finally accepted my sexual desires as part of who I am, and embrace the feelings those desires create.
Over the years, I have chatted with other men online, and I have found myself turned on by being dominated verbally. When I have chatted, I get so hot and bothered when another man, especially a gay man, calls me a faggot, a sissy, a pussy boy. I love it when I deny my interest in men, and he tells me that I am lying to myself, and that I am as gay as they come. When he tells me that I'm so gay that I would fall to my knees at the sight of the first cock I would see, and end up begging for that cock to be in my ass, I feel so aroused. I love it when I have been told I would probably moan like a little whore with a cock up my ass. I had one gentleman say to me that if I just let him fuck me, I would realize not only that I am gay, but that I would become a cock loving faggot because I was just in denial. When I am being controlled, told to call him "sir" or "daddy", then that is an even bigger turn on.
I never thought this would turn me on, but I had a gentleman once say to me that if we lived next door to one another, he would dress me in a sissy maid outfit, lead me around the house on a leash and dog collar while I cleaned and also took care of his sexual needs. Imagine my surprise when he mentioned that he would also invite his friends over, and I would be "forced" to be the sissy maid while they were there, and provide them with oral sexual relief upon request as well as bringing them drinks and snacks.
I don't know how many other men have similar thoughts or turn ons, but would love to chat with other like minded gents about it.
First of all, I am an almost 60 year old, married and curious male. I finally accepted my sexual desires as part of who I am, and embrace the feelings those desires create.
Over the years, I have chatted with other men online, and I have found myself turned on by being dominated verbally. When I have chatted, I get so hot and bothered when another man, especially a gay man, calls me a faggot, a sissy, a pussy boy. I love it when I deny my interest in men, and he tells me that I am lying to myself, and that I am as gay as they come. When he tells me that I'm so gay that I would fall to my knees at the sight of the first cock I would see, and end up begging for that cock to be in my ass, I feel so aroused. I love it when I have been told I would probably moan like a little whore with a cock up my ass. I had one gentleman say to me that if I just let him fuck me, I would realize not only that I am gay, but that I would become a cock loving faggot because I was just in denial. When I am being controlled, told to call him "sir" or "daddy", then that is an even bigger turn on.
I never thought this would turn me on, but I had a gentleman once say to me that if we lived next door to one another, he would dress me in a sissy maid outfit, lead me around the house on a leash and dog collar while I cleaned and also took care of his sexual needs. Imagine my surprise when he mentioned that he would also invite his friends over, and I would be "forced" to be the sissy maid while they were there, and provide them with oral sexual relief upon request as well as bringing them drinks and snacks.
I don't know how many other men have similar thoughts or turn ons, but would love to chat with other like minded gents about it.