What i never wanted to be,i am.

[AusTess]

.





'nuff said.

Sorry.

 

[nzwookie]

You arrogant piece of shit.
You make my stomach churn.
i cannot believe i made SUCH a bad judgement call.
I trusted you THAT fucking much,was willing to risk every fucking thing i had on you,you scumsucking motherfucking guttercrawling sleazebag.



I wish i could turn off,hit a switch,make it stop.
My head is going a million miles an hour.
And paranoia has set in.
This aint a pretty thing.
It's all internal,I hide it really well.
From the outside,You cant tell that i'm screaming.





Only i can hear it.

 

[Ladybird]

Well let everyone hear it.

Open up and scream and yell and kick and fight and do anything you need to, just quiet the demons.

 

[AusTess]

You *get me*


Dont you?

 

[alexandraaah]

Hiya Tess.

 

[AusTess]

S'okay Alex.

I aint gonna crumble publically.

Just a moment of weakness,yannow how it gets.

Too much of everything.

Thanks.
If you were closer,i'd hug you.

But HWTHB might get a bit excited.

 

[riff]

(ironic)

Sorry.....

 

[nzwookie]

S'okay Alex.

I aint gonna crumble publically.

Just a moment of weakness,yannow how it gets.

Too much of everything.

Thanks.
If you were closer,i'd hug you.

But HWTHB might get a bit excited.

Whats up......??

 

[AusTess]

Look,I'm REALLY sorry i posted this here.
I actually thought about it before posting,and it seemed like a good way to vent.
I did,however realise,i would appear to be one of them cyber whinging bitches who need to get a grip on reality.

And that's exactly what i am.
A whining bitch who needs to get a grip on reality.

I'm workin on that.


Now i realise posting this thread was a bad,bad,bad idea Tess.

Can we like,Just change the subject and pretend this never happened?

Like the first time i actually *ejaculated* on a guy after a serious working over while i was on my hands and knees.

He,the uninformed little twat,thought I'd peed on him.



We just pretended it never happened.

 

[nzwookie]

Look,I'm REALLY sorry i posted this here.



Now i realise posting this thread was a bad,bad,bad idea Tess.

Release is never bad.......

 

[AusTess]

Release is never bad.......

You dont understand.

I've watched people vent their *personal stuff* here before.
And always thought it was kinda tacky and pathetic.





NOW who seems tacky and pathetic?

I do.
And that's something i NEVER wanted.

Cheap,nasty,slutty i can deal with.


Tacky and pathetic aint my thing.

I dont wanna bitch any more.

 

[nzwookie]

You dont understand.

I've watched people vent their *personal stuff* here before.
And always thought it was kinda tacky and pathetic.





NOW who seems tacky and pathetic?

I do.
And that's something i NEVER wanted.

Cheap,nasty,slutty i can deal with.


Tacky and pathetic aint my thing.

I dont wanna bitch any more.

So do'nt.......Bring back the slutty and let yourself go.....

 

[AusTess]

Thanks.



I'm goin to bed.



night.

 

[nzwookie]

Thanks.



I'm goin to bed.



night.

G'Night...........

 

[Cheyenne]

NOW who seems tacky and pathetic?

I do.
And that's something i NEVER wanted.

Nope, not tacky and pathetic. Just more human. Like the rest of us.

 

[Rambrat]

.





'nuff said.

Sorry.

nothing short of perfect...

 

[missy2]

Nope, not tacky and pathetic. Just more human. Like the rest of us.

Amen.Nothing tacky & pathetic.Heartfelt release is a good thing.

Hugs to you

 

[AusTess]

Human?

After the night of no sleep that i've had,i feel THE furthest thing from human.


Coffee will fix that.

 

[Marxist]

Tess, you disappoint me. You should hold everything in like a man and then go on a rampage that leaves trucks and children overturned.




Seriously, I'm here anytime you want to level abuse or hate. I deserve it and I kinda enjoy it.

 

[AusTess]

I dont wanna scream at you,Marxist.



I wanna fuck you.

 

[Bindii]

Hey Tess your only human, we all have our good and bad times.

I hope that you can get through whatever is troubling you with as little pain as possible.

 

[AusTess]

Wow.
Your McCleans are showing.

Great smile.

I wish i had a smile like that.

But i dont.

So i rarely smile.

 

[Mellon Collie]

Cheap,nasty,slutty i can deal with.


Tacky and pathetic aint my thing.

I dont wanna bitch any more.

Aww, if it makes you feel better, I think you are cheap, nasty and slutty.

 

[AusTess]

Awwwww shucks.

Thanks MC.
You've made my day.

 

[patient1]

Hi Awesome.

Great ass.