What I learned about myself today

DeepGreenEyes

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Have a learning experience, painful or pleasurable? Something you never knew about yourself? Or knew, but not consciously?

Maybe your personal insight will advance human evolution. Maybe it will help someone else. Or maybe the act of telling a bunch of faceless people on a sex board will imprint it on your brain, and make it stick.

Tell us.
 
I learned that if I go for three days without going to the gym, I become a rabid, hissing possum.
 
I've learned that life is like a weeble-wobble and it's the unchanging parts of myself that cause things to go back to center.

Trying again, trusting, being honest with myself and those around me be naive, but I can't stop offering those any easier than I can stop breathing.

:rose:
 
I learned that shallow people are better out of my life.
 
I learned that I'm not afraid of mice

That I cook a mean roast.....even mice like it

that I am loved

That I will keep trying to achieve what I want to be and what I desire most in this world, until I know for sure that it wont happen. And then maybe I will try a little more....just incase.
 
I've learned that people are not always as they appear in person. Dig a little deeper and a whole new being is found beneath there cocoon of illusions.
 
I learned that when I become nostalgic for the past...for past relationships, for another time or place in my life...its not so much the people or events I am longing for, but instead, I long for who I used to be and for the way those people/events made me feel.
 
I learned that when I become nostalgic for the past...for past relationships, for another time or place in my life...its not so much the people or events I am longing for, but instead, I long for who I used to be and for the way those people/events made me feel.

Insightful. Thank you for sharing this.
 
i learned I am a total moody bitch when stuck inside a small house with people I supposedly love and would die for. Oops.
 
I can indeed suck most of his shaft and tongue his frenulum at the same time.

Yes and isn't it fun? ;)

Something else I've learned, and not just today but every day - that I'm loved, appreciated, and valued. For myself. For just being me. It's wonderful :D
 
I learned that sharing my feelings with Master is remarkingly comforting. I don't need to be scared to share my feelings anymore! I have the right and He actually expects me to practice this right. I'm a lucky girl! This is the first time in my life I've had the luxury of not being rail-roaded for sharing my feelings. It is a learning process though...the more I do the better I will get at it.
 
I learned that I can submit and serve and not feel like I'm whoring part of my soul.
 
I learned that I trust someone more than I ever thought I was capable of trusting anyone.

That I'm comfortable with myself and who I am.

That I'm happy.
 
A woman who can cook a steak and give you a blowjob at the same time?

At the same time?! That involves me and my own meat and two veg being faaaar too close to the oven for my liking, thank you kindly.

But in serious talk, I do find myself wondering what it is I want (or, more accurately, why the various sides of me can't come to a joint decision. Sometimes, I want a fuck buddy; others, a sub; others, a plain girlfriend. Make your fucking mind up, me!)
 
I learned that... hoshit, this requires some setup.

I'm a woman RPing a man in an online RPG. One of my dear friends is a woman RPing a man in the same game. We've both written fan fiction for the fandom our characters are in before, but while I've written m/m pairings, she never had before.

Until today.

So I learned that deflowering a friend of her m/m smutwriting virginity is really, really fun. :D



yes of course my character is subbie like you had to ask. he's also sammy as hell which is either totally IC or totally OOC depending on who you ask. this causes me great glee. IN MY PANTS.
 
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