what doesn't kill us.....blah blah blah

[minx1]

........Better be bloody true.

As some who have read my posts in the last couple of weeks will have seen, I have been finding the move back to Oz far from easy and wasn't feeling settled in the house I was renting.

Then just as I am struggling to stay positive, my house was broken into at the weekend and quite a lot of things stolen. Things that had taken me a long time to acquire, belongings funded by my divorce and heartbreakingly a lot of personal stuff. They took my tv, my ipods, handbags, dvd, cheque book, driving license, phone etc. But by far the worst thing was my laptop. It had so much personal stuff on there, including vids I had done for my D and pictures of him and emails/conversations.

The ransacked my home, going through my cupboards and flinging my toys (blush) and underwear everywhere. I feel violated.
I haven't felt brave enough to stay there since. The chances are they won't return but I feel too vulnerable now they have deduced I am a female alone....and a bit of a 'goer' at that!

It appears that my relationship with my D has also ended. I don't want to talk about that at all as its too painful. I guess its suffice to say he didn't want me or ultimately love me as much as I did him *soft smile*

Just as I thought it could get no worse I contacted immigration about my visa and they told me I should be offshore NOT in Australia

So anyway, thats my news. I am writing this from an internet cafe and am not sure when I will get back online...so just incase I was missed....lol

Not sure where I go from here. Honestly. I have no clue at all.

But I haven't given up just yet.

 

[Chicklet]

Good God, Minx...

I'm seriously sending you all the good thoughts I can.

 

[Betticus]

*Great big hugs*

 

[EmpressFi]

*hugs* Minx

That is just awful. I'd send more than hugs if I could

 

[_kiana_]

I know how hard it is to be in a new country even with the best of support. You have my *hugs* and hope things get better for you.

 

[ShyVixen]

(((hugs)))) oh Minx, I am so so sorry to hear about all that That is terrible. It's very hard to stay positive when so much happens.

If there is anyway I can help at all, just let me know

 

[catalina_francisco]

My heart goes out to you. It does feel like you have been violated when your place is broken into, and especially when they go through everything so obviously and without care. I am sorry to hear about the break up also. As you probably know, I always say things happen for a reason...it struck me as ironic that your laptop was stolen with all those reminders of your relationship just when you were ending it...maybe the reason in that is to prevent you pouring over them and bringing yourself more pain and heartache. It still seems cruel, but you are a survivor and I know you will get through all this and begin a new phase of your journey, much stronger, and hopefully, eventually much happier.

Catalina

 

[trisquel_astur]

I almost cry when reading your post.

Sending you all my positive thoughs and energy, honey!

Kisses,
Angel.

 

[naxalite0906]

Oh god

Im sorry to hear it hun... I really am.. You didnt deserve any of that, not in a million years. I really wish I could help more, I hope things turn around for you sooner rather than later.

 

[rida]

oh my ... {{{hugs}}}

Will send all the positive thoughts I can. I too believe that things happen for a reason ... but I just wish they had not to be this painful.

 

[sexycaz22]

{{{{hugs}}}

Really, really sorry to hear that you are going through this awful time.

Sending good thoughts for Minx

{{{hugs}}}

 

[Breaker_Morant]

I am sorry to hear of your loss Minx.. you have all the positive energy I can muster

 

[DreamSensualist]

......

 

[KayKat]

*tight hugs* Minx..I hate to hear this so much...I am so very sorry to hear all this..I am here if you need to talk..Know that we are all here for you! So sorry to hear about the house and about your D....Sending some good thoughts your way!!

 

[Bandit58]

Dear minx,
Sir and I are so very sorry to hear about what has happened, wishing we lived closer so we could offer some support *Hugs*

 

[00Syd]

Minx, so sorry you had such an awful thing happen to you! Hopefully you'll be able to pull it all back together soon enough. You've got my good vibes on their way over the ocean..

 

[intothewoods]

Oh no minx!!! I'm so sorry! Where are you staying right now?

 

[SweetGigi]

You have all my good vibes and prayers.


Blessings on you.

 

[kinky_meh]

ohh i am so sorry Minx.

Sending positive vibes your way!!!!!!! {{{{{HUGGS}}}}}

 

[RawHumor]

I wish I could help you somehow, pretty lady. I want your world to be flooded with happiness.... I'm so sorry things have gone like they have lately.

 

[graceanne]

Holy. Cow.

*hugs*

 

[HottieMama]

OMG Minx... i can't even imagine. i wish you were closer or i was closer and you could come stay with me for a bit to just "rest" and regroup.

My heart goes out to you...

 

[SubKekiLee]

{{{{{minxie}}}}}}

OMG I am so sorry for you .. My thoughts and prayers go out to you...

I wish there was something I could do for you , know I am here for you

 

[ShyGuy68]

*huge hugs*

I'm so sorry!!

 

[fishercat]

Oh Minx, I'm so sorry all of this is happening in your life right now. I'll send you all the luck I can muster. Hopefully once you get through this rough patch, you'll get all the good things you deserve.