Went through a Bad break up....... Need some advice/chat

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Well, i'd been going out with this girl for about a year and a half. I really liked this girl. Shit, I loved her to death. I'd noticed a bit of a change in her atttitude the week before, she would still hang out with me, kiss and hug me but it just seemed as though she was going through the motions. Then on saturday night she broke it to me. This news was horrible for me to her, considering how much i loved and cared aobut her, and how hard i tried to make her happy. Honestly i loved this girl to death. But she "wants to see what other guys can offer her that i cant". Yes i had my flaws, but was a more than perfect boyfriend. My heart is simply broken, and it hurts, so if anybody can give me words of advice, id appreciate it. I am an 18 year old drummer/baseball/soccer player in southern cali. if anybody wants to chat or something.
you can e-mail me at mymellowmyman@aol.com if you want