Waving not drowning .........

@}-}rebecca----

not enough discipline ...
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I've been meaning to call into Literotica and post this message for days........

First things first though......

Fu, my apologies. My drive by on your thread was not ambivalence. I had -intended- on posting this thread on the Board sooner than later. Had hoped to induce a smile from you then stand still for some humorous berate later.

I've genuinely missed the Literotica community, though it's very unlikely I'll be an -active- ongoing member of the Board again. I quite simply don't have the luxury of time to divert here anymore. However, if you're very good, I may call in once in awhile, purely to taunt you.

Seeeeeeeeeee how generous I can be ?

: smiling :

Predominantly why I've been away .........

Serendipity found it's way into my life at approximately the time I stopped directly participating on the Board. An extraordinary opportunity presented to immerse myself in a business that's arts based that proved irresistible. I'm constantly working, even when I'm not I'm thinking, reinventing, researching, learning and or tweaking stuff mentally. In my longer term projections it's entirely reasonable to expect a robust supplement to my income, for now it pays it's own overheads. It challenges me constantly in about every way I can imagine possible and I can now finally claim a sincere sense that the foundation I've built is exactly as it should be with the painstaking time & attention I've given it to date. I'm constantly conferring with artists and here's an observation I've made about 'creative types' that I'd like to share here. They are -all- kinked. I swear the closer I get to people, the deeper the conversations we share and then that amusing sense of recognition of the somewhat kindred kinked souls crops up ( nice pun : winks : ). That factor in itself has added a charming edge to the entire experience.

On top of this I've also acquired a monthly writing gig for the Japanese tabloid market, it's fashion design related and only a discerning masochist could do the love/hate thing with the consistency I experience' during each evolution before release. Deadline pressure can be surreal and contending with interviews & challenging designers that make even the most tenacious sadist appear pliable. Can we spell precious : laughs : In fact I've been known to address most of them as sadists, directly. Proof readers on the other hand are service orientated submissives, they'd have to be to tolerate me.

On another note my son graduated from High School last year and that in itself has been a interesting transition. The concept alone terrified me, the reality with some sincere planning has actually been fine. As long as he doesn't break the rules about piercings and tattoos this year I'll survive. I'm a good Mom though, I will on occasion watch 'Miami Ink' with him and with hyper enthusiasm go "ohhhhhhh look how cool that tattoo is and no you still can't have it", then we both laugh. He's sooooooooooooooooo cute he thinks I am going to cave soon ! BTW yes I know I SUCK and truly I don't care !

Re : The Library. So happy to see that's been taken in hand. It's a huge amount of work and quite some time after I'd actively stopped posting in Lit I was calling in and dealing with portions of it behind the scenes. I had -intended- on trying to keep the pace, I had -intended- on staying an active member of the Community here, without a clone of myself sadly impossible. Thank you all for your trust and support during the time that I did. I should add at this point, that I was 98% certain that mods here had full access to the passwords that would make hand over easy. I -should- have formally stated my resignation from the position, clearly good intentions do not a cohesive resource make and for that you have my sincere apologies.

Wishing you all so very well & much happiness in all that you do. I'll call back in here on my weekend ( which is oddly midweek now ) and make a few personal posts.

If you'd care to share, I'd love to hear what you've all been up to.

sincerely

Rebecca
 
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Yay it's a Rebecca!!!

It's so good to see you again, even if it's only for a bit, and to know things are going so well. :rose:
 
Great to hear things are going well for you, Rebecca, and speaking at least for myself, I don't resent at all that your *real life* took over the time you had been giving to us. I hope things continue to expand and absorb you, but that you will, every once in a while, find a few minutes to drop by and update us on the wonderful directions life is taking you. :rose:
 
Well sweetie, I for one am going to miss you. Shit, I already do. It's not often that I find (1)an intelligent woman (2)who's kinky and (3)seems to understand my dry humor.

To clarify, bimbo isn't on my list of favorite woman. Well OK, bimbo IS on my list, just not that high. I like a nice bimbo every now and then, just like someone might like a dumb blond. (when I had hair, it use to be blond, so I can say that) :D

You are the best at that library stuff. I think what you've done there looks very cool. But, you can't hold good people for too long, they tend to stagnate. So, I guess I'm just going to have to miss you.:(
 
I miss seeing you, rebecca darling.

I am, however, phenomenally happy to see that things are going so very well for you!

:rose:
 
Great to see you! Thanks so much for checking in and letting us know what you are up to. So great to hear things are going well for you.
 
Good to hear from you! Good luck in your endeavors!
 
Hello Rebecca-san!
Good to hear from you and that life is great for you!
Congratulation on your son's high-school graduation!

And I'll try find out on which tabloid you are writing ... :)

:rose:
 
Yay! I've been asking where you were. I'm very happy to hear things are going well! We miss you tons!:rose:
 
Lovely to see you Miss Rebecca! :rose:

Its good to hear things are going so well your end. Don't blame you one bit for living your life and spending time away from here...it all sounds pretty exciting!

You will be pleased to know that things with me are as normal...... up and down! *laugh* what can I say...at least I am consistent! :eek::D

Have fun and look forward to you popping by from time to time with updates :rose:
 
I was just thinking of you yesterday. :rose:

Awwww WriterDom, I hope it was something deliciously bad : laughs :

Just scrolled through this thread before replying and I am having massive pangs of missing so many here renewed.

You genuinely aided and abetted that WD !

Gah : smiles : so many wonderful people ...........
 
Yay it's a Rebecca!!!

It's so good to see you again, even if it's only for a bit, and to know things are going so well. :rose:

Hey Miss Cutie, thank you : smiles :
Heads up though, life is -never- perfect, I left out the crap : laughs :

Hope you're doing great and that you're happy.
 
Great to hear things are going well for you, Rebecca, and speaking at least for myself, I don't resent at all that your *real life* took over the time you had been giving to us. I hope things continue to expand and absorb you, but that you will, every once in a while, find a few minutes to drop by and update us on the wonderful directions life is taking you. :rose:

Sir Winston : smilesssssssss : Thank you for your generous wishes. Though I suspect you were being gracious in spite of my self professed guilt above, I always felt my time shared here in Literotica quite real, always took everything to heart. This board can be a real gift for personal growth I suspect , just not like the submission is a gift kind of gift though : laughs :

Hmmn and here I thought my brat setting was on simmer today. Newp !

I want to wish everyone well individually and not sound like I just trotted out the polite phrase. Damn damn damn.
 
Well sweetie, I for one am going to miss you. Shit, I already do. It's not often that I find (1)an intelligent woman (2)who's kinky and (3)seems to understand my dry humor.

To clarify, bimbo isn't on my list of favorite woman. Well OK, bimbo IS on my list, just not that high. I like a nice bimbo every now and then, just like someone might like a dumb blond. (when I had hair, it use to be blond, so I can say that) :D

You are the best at that library stuff. I think what you've done there looks very cool. But, you can't hold good people for too long, they tend to stagnate. So, I guess I'm just going to have to miss you.:(

Ooooooooooooh DVS that's the spot : lays back as compliments wash over her , laughs : Awwwwwwwww thank you : still laughing at myself here :

Do you miss my mile wide obnoxious streak though : winks : Let's call it bratting, sounds betta !

BTW I -can- do bimbo. Never knew a Dominant who would tolerate it from me though. Even when I begged, nicely. Well maybe a few mins while shopping or something, or tidying 'stuff'......

I miss you too !

To be fair IMO the Library here has seen some amazing people do a ton of work. Much of what I did in the time I worked on it was built on their foundations.

OMG I used "IMO" first time in ages, look what Literotica has reduced me too already :laughs : Boo hoo.

So good to see a post from you DVS x
 
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I miss seeing you, rebecca darling.

I am, however, phenomenally happy to see that things are going so very well for you!

:rose:

Ohhhhhh another hawt Dominant, feels like mah birthday !

Homburg I'll raise a swoon in your honor also.

Things are great, sincerely thought this year was going to be a travesty. Nice to be wrong just once in awhile. Though as I mentioned to Miss CM above I've seen some challenges, my attitude in contending with said challenges has matured somewhat. Damn that feels good.

I do miss you.

I do miss your talking cock.

: laughs : I'd forgotten him. Happy Happy Joy Joy !!!

: losing it here xxxx :
 
Sooo good to see you, and to hear how well things are going. Many congrats!

Another one : smiles : Thank you Miss ITW, hope you're getting great wine and even greater attention ! I am so out of the loop here not sure what to say other than thank you :rose:
 
Great to see you! Thanks so much for checking in and letting us know what you are up to. So great to hear things are going well for you.

Another favorite of mine : smiles : I seriously should do some reading so I can say something that doesn't sound bland ! So happy you commented Miss Ecstaticsub and hope you're giving your moniker a run for it's money :rose:
 
Good to hear from you! Good luck in your endeavors!

Oooh cool wolf icon. Would make another brilliant tattoo that I won't permit my son to get, this year ! I must tell him ! Thank you so much Miss Yasashi, I think luck is very much of your own making sometimes. Believing in yourself and working hard seem to bring it in torrents. I want more : smiles :
 
So good to hear from you!!! {{{{hugs}}}}

Awwww Etoile and married : smiles : Congratulations yourself, this is great news indeed. I'm making all sorts of gurly cooing noises in the background, pity you can't hear me I sound like quite the fool . Happy for you : hugs :
 
Hello Rebecca-san!
Good to hear from you and that life is great for you!
Congratulation on your son's high-school graduation!

And I'll try find out on which tabloid you are writing ... :)

:rose:

Lit ate my reply : cries :

Aww thank you Miss Rida-chan, I heard from our Neon-chan recently and I owe her a reply. Thanks for the reminder ! Graduation was bittersweet, I think I'll keep it light and fluffy though : smiles :

I hate the writing, seriously. If I work hard at it , get all my ducks in line I'm quite good at it, apparently. They're keeping me. Started out as a one off favor for a photographer. Did I mention I hate it ? I don't mean in the smokun I hate that it feels good kind of hate it either. Stresses me to Hell and back. I do suspect however it's very good for me.

I hope you're doing great, I miss you :rose:
 
Yay! I've been asking where you were. I'm very happy to hear things are going well! We miss you tons!:rose:

You -are- an remarkable woman Miss NH23, I'd be a damn liar if I didn't mention I caught the topic of the thread about your medical condition. I've read the first post by you then stopped there. Anything I say after this point is mere trivia however I say the following with total sincerity .........I always liked you, your spirit, your sense of ethics on the board and your generosity. I am certain these traits of yours are not exclusive to the Literotica Community, for what it's worth I'm wishing you the most positive of outcomes. You deserve it.

: gentle hugs & much love :
 
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