I'm a married father to 3 children 2 are disabled. I love my wife I can't leave my family, but I yern to wear panties and stockings and little lingerie and sun dresses. I want to be held and fondled and fucked and suck and kiss and swallow. I know I want it I feel like I need it. I wouldn't know how to go about finding it. I check out guys in the store when I can be discreet. I want to play with a big alpha cock and their smooth muscly body. I want to feel their hot load inside me, coating my walls.