Sucking a cock and not wanting anyone to know, but at the same time your excited about him telling others. The thought of me being very submissive on my knees sucking his cock, and hoping he don't tell anybody. But then thinking about him telling other guys, bragging about me sucking his cock. The embarrassment so exciting to me.
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It's a turn on, especially to us submissives who like humiliation, to be outed.
Part of the eroticism is that it's a form of humiliation, and the other part, as I suspect closeted gays also feel, is that wanting to be able to be open and honest with everyone around you- to let the secret out, and maybe even be able to more actively live the lifestyle you want, rather than spend so much effort and time pretending to be 'normal'.
At the same time, most of the reasons many of us stay in the closet is simply that coming out, about whatever our pervs are, is not just coming out as a bi or gay, but coming out as a 'Pervert', a word synonymous with creep, rapist, molestor, foldler, etc... A lot of us don't want the grief in our lives, but also, for a lot of us, being outed would effective ruin our lives because our careers couldn't survive it.
It's sad that we (Americans) are still so sexually juvenile. If society would just stop freaking out about sex in the media, and maybe apply that shock towards violence in the media... Maybe things could be different.
We ARE making progress, it's just slow.. If only the world was as open as it is today 35 years ago, I may have lived a much different life?
Part of the eroticism is that it's a form of humiliation, and the other part, as I suspect closeted gays also feel, is that wanting to be able to be open and honest with everyone around you- to let the secret out, and maybe even be able to more actively live the lifestyle you want, rather than spend so much effort and time pretending to be 'normal'.
At the same time, most of the reasons many of us stay in the closet is simply that coming out, about whatever our pervs are, is not just coming out as a bi or gay, but coming out as a 'Pervert', a word synonymous with creep, rapist, molestor, foldler, etc... A lot of us don't want the grief in our lives, but also, for a lot of us, being outed would effective ruin our lives because our careers couldn't survive it.
It's sad that we (Americans) are still so sexually juvenile. If society would just stop freaking out about sex in the media, and maybe apply that shock towards violence in the media... Maybe things could be different.
We ARE making progress, it's just slow.. If only the world was as open as it is today 35 years ago, I may have lived a much different life?
[ It's sad that we (Americans) are still so sexually juvenile. If society would just stop freaking out about sex in the media, and maybe apply that shock towards violence in the media... Maybe things could be different. ]
I remember years ago, the porn actress Marilyn Chambers in an interview. Where she said," society is so backwards that we except Violence and killings as a "R" rating, yet people having sex a "XXX" rating, so bad and taboo.
I don't act gay and you would never know. But I see my boss's big bulge, and think of being on my knees submitting to him. I think of some of the guys and young girls I work with finding out. It would be so embarrassing and humiliating, but the thought really turns me on big time.
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