wanting my first CD /mtf experience

[gman1970]

I am a married man who has always had bi curiousities and urges but never acted on or told anyone. I am one from the age before internet and had magazines to browse through but really didn't get turned on by much except the shemale ads in the back. I lobed it when the internet come about and found myself constantly looking up shemale or transexual sites. Now I have been watching man on man as well. I only recently started to get the nerve to act on these urges. I look on craigslist and have had a few contacts but none in real life. I do however have a CD that I'm talking with now and trying to get a meet setup and is looking very promising.

Looking for any helpful comments or instruction on doing something like this.

Tell me your first experience of man on man, man and transgender or male and cross dresser.
I am nervous but very horny at the same time just don't want to screw this up.