Want to meet and advice

[andy_name]

I am a 19-years old guy from Russia and want to meet someone from other country here. Do you want it too?
By the way, I want to leave Russia, and maybe I found D/S on this forum to go to there

I'm the beginner in BDSM and I worry about - is it normal that I love BDSM videos and photos?
I mean, it's not a question about morality, but about my personality. Does it normal in psychological sense?

 

[andy_name]

And can someone recommend a book on the easy English that I knew where describes the basics of BDSM?