virginity:to the highest bidder

[AngelofyourNighmares]

virginity:to the highest bidder (closed)

Rose Marie
22
Long red hair, dark green eyes, fit body 5'7, full red lips, sassy, smart, sweet, innocent, vulnerable, but it never shows.

So my name is Rose and this is my story.. of how I plan to lose my virginity... its not the most honest way.. and I feel like a prostitute for doing this but if I don't, I can't support my mother, she has cancer and the treatments are not cheap.. and my mother is everything to me. It just been her and I since I can remember. Anyway enough of that, everybody has a reason why they do things in life and this was mine.. so here I am posting a profile on my blog... open and raw.. and I have no idea what I am about to get myself into.

Hi my name is Rose, and I know this is rather unconventional, but I am willing to sell my virginity to the highest bidder... and it won't come cheap, I have or will not justify why I am doing this... it is my right to keep that to myself. I am 22 years old and yes I am still a virgin, I am not looking to get married, to have a relationship, just one night of where I give myself to another.. there will be rules to be discussed in private... a nda to protect both of use, a full work up of most recent medical files, on both parts. I will do a screening as well. I do not want to share personal moments with you, nor do you have to do so with me, I am just looking for one night... and then we say our goodbyes. I have long red hair, dark green eyes, I keep myself in shape. I shall share one picture. I think that is all, the bidding shall begin at 12 am. https://cdn.evoke.ie/wp-content/uploads/2017/12/11164305/Aoife-Walsh-joe-dunne-2-696x503.jpg

I contemplate hitting send... do I really want to do this, no but I have to, I cannot lose my mother, and the medical bills are stacking up.. there are reasons I am still a virgin, but I won't get into that... little did I know the next pang on my phone would be from my best friends brother, dark dangerous and sexy as hell, with money to boot... he knows of my mothers illness, he knows everything about me him and Jamie have been in my life since I was in grade school, he seen me at my best and my worst, he knows all my secrets... all but the one Ive kept hidden for years.. that I am in love with him.. I will never tell him.. I would never ruin my friendship with him or Jamie, aside from my mother they are all I have.

I read the text from him. "What the fuck Rose.. you are not doing this..." I contemplate the message and send back one, "Yes I am and you cannot talk me out of it, sorry but it's happening." He knew he wouldn't be able to talk her out of this, but he still tried... if only Rose knew that in the near future he would stop this, if he had to lay it all on the line and buy her for himself...

Looking for a very detailed role play, of love and passion, and anger and so much more. Pm only.

 

[Homerun2611]

Danny Murphy
30
Dark hair, hazel eyes with just the right flecks of gold, six foot two, 190 pounds of lean, sculpted muscle, dark looks reflecting some demons inside, but a good man, loving heart, protector of those he loves, comes across like a hard guy, self made in the cut throat world of bond trading and high finance, but has never forgotten where he comes from or who really matter to him

Jamie had called him in a panic, "God Danny, she is going to sell herself, sell her virginity to save her mother, she doesn't feel she has any other options left". He tried to understand what his little sister was saying, she was talking so fast she barely made sense. All of a sudden he realized what she was saying, "Oh NO, fuck no, Rose, your talking about Rose, what is she selling?"

Jamie had composed herself, a little, deep breath, "She is selling her virginity, putting it/her up for auction, one night, lots of strings, but it is real, she is going to sell herself!".

Danny felt both a rage and an incomprehensible sadness overwhelm him, he knew the situation, the desperation she must be feeling. He loved Rose, almost as much of a sister as Jamie. He had been a big brother to both growing up, taking them for ice cream, driving in his car, them taking pictures with him in his tux headed to prom. With his father dead he had even attended Daddy/Daughter dances with his sister and danced with both. He hadn't been back to the old neighborhood as much lately as he should, but he had seen Rose. She was no longer that little girl, she was...gorgeous. The first time he had seen her since moving back from New York, he hadn't recognized her, he had just ogled this hot red head who walked with a certain sassiness that he found intoxicating. She had recognized him and come up an hugged him, and he had realized, "Rose!" Her eyes had twinkled, "I've changed a bit, huh Danny?" She certainly had and all of the better.

Later from Jamie, he had learned Rose had certain demons she was working out, they were mostly fantasy so far than anything, but they were a bit dark. He understood, he held similar thoughts, and it only made her more appealing. He struggled with his feelings, and tried to ignore them. It was Rose, his Rose, he shouldn't feel that.

"Danny, Danny, she is going to do it". Jamie was frantic, Danny tried to stay cool, his voice steely, he was direct with his sister, "The Fuck she is, I will talk to her". He clicked end, and sent the text...

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Reading that text, was a shock to her system, she was sure he didn't read her blog, but she knew who did and that was Jamie... oh Jamie, she didn't even think about her, she knew she should have told her first about her intensions, that was one hell of a way to find out, but what else was she to do, call up her best friend and say hey guess what, I am going to sell my virginity to the highest bidder, basically I am a prostitute.. no she couldn't do that, but this probably wasn't the best way for her to find out. At least her mother didn't read her blog, cause she would be devastated if she knew what her daughter was up to, but for Rose it was what needed to be done, and it was just her virginity... it wasn't as if she were giving up her entire life for someone.

Who was she kidding, she didn't know what type of man she might meet, who he might be, what he could do to her... she had mace.. she knew karate, and she was very fit, she was a woman who could handle herself.. and she had to go through with this there was no backing out now, it was posted and it was going to happen.

She knew this was wrong, and what type of person it probably made her look like yet at the same time, she would do whatever it took to save her mothers life and her mothers house as well... her job though she loved it just wasn't paying the bills anymore and her little apartment was not free...and she had bills to pay. She took a long deep breath and tried not to cry... what the hell was she doing... she could have gotten loans, another job, but no none of that would be enough to take care of her mother and herself.. it had to be this way.. and she wasn't selling herself on some street corner, for some cheep price, she was going to make a fortune, it said so in her manifesto and in the contract, she knew she was just trying to make herself feel better, and for a fleeting moment she did, but part of her didn't.

She would just think of this as any other business transaction, that was part of the agreement as well and she would stand by that, and she would stand by this decision she had too, she had so many decisions taken away from her in life, she wouldn't let this one go. She found out her father walked out on her and her mother when she was only two years old, he never wanted her and wanted her mother to get rid of her, she was so lucky her mother didn't.. and she could never thank her mother enough for everything she had done for her. When she was a teenager, she had her first real boyfriend, and he wasn't a good guy, he was violent, and he almost... no she didn't want to think of that night.

She took a deep breath and went into her kitchen to pour herself a glass of wine, she needed to calm herself down. She poured a big glass, and then walked to her living room and got comfortable on her sofa. The time would come soon and she had to prepare herself.

She then got the text message, that read Danny, oh no she thought he knew... she felt her heart beat faster, and every nerve ending in her body tighten up. She responded by telling him she had to do this and she wasn't changing her mind... then she sat in fear of what his response would be.

 

[Homerun2611]

His first message had been to harsh, rather than letting her know she had options, that he would do anything for her, he had responded impulsively, "What the fuck...". No wonder she hadn't responded. He called Jamie, she pointed him to the blog, when he logged on, he saw it was too late. He could call and ask her to renig, pull it down, cancel, but he knew the determined young lady too well. Even if the action was prostituting herself, in a most extreme and public fashion, she was a woman of her word.

"God damn it Rose!", he screamed at the top of his lungs, the wine glasses shaking above the bar in his condo with the force. Why was she so much like him, so stubborn, even in things that she knew would hurt her.

Then he smiled, he loved the commitment she had to her mother, her mother was a saint, a second mom to Danny. All three of them had largely grown up without fathers. Hers bailed, his and Jamie's had been killed in a freak drive by shooting in the tough ethnic neighborhood they lived in. It was a neighborhood that either crushed or steeled you. It had steeled Danny, but he knew he had to get out. He was a good enough athlete to get a football scholarship to a school he otherwise would have never gotten into. He had negotiated to get into the business program at Texas, despite not having the grades coming out of highschool. However, he was fast, and hit like a heat seeking missile, and somehow they found a spot in the class for the 5 star recruit.

Once there, he was a hell of a college player, but knew he wouldn't make pro. He was not getting any bigger. So he used the resources, tutors, special treatment allowed to four year starting varsity players, and he worked his ass off, and came out of college with straight A's. Being poor finally helped and he got tons of financial aid as he went to Wharton Business school for his MBA, and he became a star in finance. Then as a trader, he used the mentality and work ethic of an elite athlete to excel. His first million by 25, currently $5 million liquid and a million dollar condo downtown. Fuck, he could have helped her, would have given her anything....he read the blog...now he had to try to win her..

His next response to her was simple..."How is the auction being handled?"

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

It wasn’t that she didn’t want to respond to Danny it was that she didn’t really know how to, it was Danny after all, the one man that had and always would be off limits to her. She sighed a deep breath and waited in anticipation to see if he would continue and try to talk her out of this, that wasn’t happening... even if she knew this wasn’t the right thing to do.. even if it was wha had to be done. She took a long drink of her wine, at this rate she would probably drink the entire body, but she didn’t care, at this moment she didn’t care about anything she was rather numb to it all. She had her mind made up and that was that. This was a dangerous path she was going down, for not only herself but her family, and possibly her future, if word got out at work she knew she could lose her job, and though not glamorous she loved being a pharmacy technician.

She decided she had to text Jamie... so she did. “Jamie I am sorry you had to find out this way, I wanted to tell you hell I tried to tell you a thousand times... but I know you wouldn’t understand or that you’d talk me out of it, but please understand.... and please forgive me.” She sent the text and felt her heart tighten, what if she lost her best friend over this... she didn’t know what she would do.

She knew what she was doing was wrong but she was doing this for all the right reasons... and after all it was just sex, though she could tell herself that deep down she knew although she had never experienced sex herself, she knew it definitely meant more. She took a deep breath and looked away from her phone and turned her old faithful laptop back on. I can do this she thought, I have to do this. She was strong and she’d get through this just like she got through everything else. She finished her glass of wine and waited for her blog to load it always took time, bad internet connection and old laptop didn’t really mesh to well together. She thought about her mom, and it made her smile... she had so many good memories with her, that the thought of losing her killed her inside. “I love you mom, and I’m doing all this for you, I hope you’ll forgive me if you ever find out.” She said to herself. She stood and paced for a moment then looked to see how many hits her blog had, and she was surprised how many there were... her heart raced and she calmed herself down, another glass of wine should do the trick she thought to herself as she poured herself another.

SHe turned the laptop off for now, so it would charge before the auction. She grabbed her glass and headed to the bedroom where she changed into a baggy tee shirt and her panties, she needed a shower but didn’t know if she had the energy to do so... later she thought. She sat on her bed, but could not shake this feeling of self loathing, remember Rose your doing this for all the right reasons, god she wanted to pull her fucking hair out right now. She decided to get that quick shower she needed a bit of a jolt, the wine was making her a little woozy and She had a long night ahead of her... she grabbed a cold shower and out her pajamas back on before headed back out to her living room...focus Rose. I can do this, I’m going to do this I have to do this, she thought sternly. She took a deep breath and looked at the time, it was close so so close..

She heard her phone pang and hoped it was Jamie... it was Danny... his response was simple. She explained to him in great detail and told him most of the details were on her blog, but explained how the auction would work, and that she had a bank account set up to where the money would be sent, and that the men could be anonymous if they chose until the encounter, and he could choose the place, but she had to pick the date And time due to work. She also told him about her nda, the background check, and the std reports. She hit send I’m sorry Danny I’m sure your ashamed of me, she thought fighting back her tears.

 

[Homerun2611]

Danny understood the setup, Rose explained it in detail. She had done everything possible to keep herself safe, not fully understanding that the actual process she had created, would attract the darkest element possible. Sue serial killers tended to come from middle class environments, and gang bangers came from the very gutters of society. But if you wanted to find the truly demented, the tortured souls that were waiting to get into hell, but had started practicing here, look at the uber rich.

There were some very sick mother fuckers out there, and they paid exorbitant amount to play out their sick fantasies: asphyxiation, slashing, dismemberment, necrophelia, beastiality. You name the sickest of the sick, and some very, very rich man...or woman was sitting out there, willing to pay whatever price to feed their need, satiate their perverted and demented lust.

The starting bid was $250,000 and he understood Rose's thinking, that would take care of many of her debts, if it went up from there, even better an at half a million, Danny assumed Rose's mother could get all the care she needed, even though they only had federal medicaid support.

Danny hoped the bidding stopped there, that was safe, but as they broached a million dollars, things would get frightening. People just don't pay one million dollars to have a one night experience, deflower a beautiful young virgin, no matter how attractive. No, they would be paying to own her, due with her whatever their sick minds wanted. To have sole authority if she walked away from this, and if so, in what condition.

There were secret sites where women were sold into the sex trade, or as someone's personal lab animal. Rose's site was not one of those sites. However, he was pretty sure if he nosed around to the people he knew liked these sick games, he would find out that some of those sites had been made aware of Rose's auction and had broadcasted the news. If so, the sickos may well come out of the rocks they lived under.

You had to have available funds to participate, and Danny quickly showed that he $5 million he could access immediately if he needed to. He hoped he didn't but he had no intention of letting any sick bastard lay a hand on her. It was time for the auction he was ready to go, he wanted to see the pace of the auction. However, when the first bid wa made, his jaw dropped, "Oh my God, that is the first bid". He knew he was in trouble, they were in trouble, and he called his personal banker, "If I needed to , how fast could I access the equity in my condo if I had to?" He was scared, $5 million might not be enough...what did these guys want to do to Rose?

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She hated having to explain anything to Danny, what he must think of her now, how he probably was looking at her judging her, she never really cared much of what people thought of her unless those people were Danny and Jamie. She had set up a perfect what she thought flawless auction, where she was pretty sure she was pretty secured.. and not in a position to really get hurt. She sighed to herself, she never thought Danny would find out, but then again she knew his sister read her blog avidly.. what did she think would happen, god she really was a foolish girl. She shook the feeling of dread off.

She needed coffee, she knew this was going to be a very long night and she needed something to keep her going... coffee was the answer, then again she realized that she would not have slept anyway. She walked to the kitchen and started a pot of coffee... drumming her nails on the kitchen counter as she waited. Deep breaths Rose she told herself.. saying that mantra over and over in her head again. The coffee finished and she pulled out her biggest mug and made her a cup, more sugar and creamer then there was coffee. She sighed and went back to her living room.

She turned her laptop back on waited for it to load and then pulled up the auction site.. where the timer showed up and the starting bid was 250.000 she was not really looking for more than that, the most she hoped for was 500.000, that would be enough to pay for her mothers medical bills, and as well as the mortgage and still have money left over.. she knew this was wrong she wasn't blind or dumb after all but this was the only way. She took a long deep breath and her tee shirt rose some as she shifted, she already felt exposed, she didn't need to feel that way in the confines of her own home.

She sighed to herself when she heard the familiar pang on her phone, it was a incoming text from Jamie.. she braced herself. "Rose, I love you... I always will your my best friend... hell my sister, I don't want you to do this, it isn't safe, you will never lose me, but this isn't you, we can find another way.. I know you don't believe that but we will and can.. its not to late.. if you do this it will be, think about it. I love you, be safe XO." Rose read the message as tears filled her eyes, it was to late, she already committed.. please forgive me Jamie was all she wrote back. She shivered all over, she had already let down two of the most important people in her life, and deep down she was letting down herself, but once she committed to do something that was that. Its fine, it will be okay. She had to believe that, she did believe that.

She looked at the clock, 5 minutes to go... 5 minutes to back out.. no, she had to do this. She looked at her phone and wondered if she should turn it off, no better not.. never know if there would be a emergency with her mom. She breathed deeply and took a long drink of her coffee.. and so it starts she thought to herself.. well there you go, not ill be a real prostitute.. even if it was just one night.. the word still fit, she was still selling herself... even if it was for a lot of money. Oh well she thought she would be able to take care of her mother and that's all that mattered, even if she knew deep down that her mother would never ever want her to do something like this.

She watched in wait... but didn't really want to but she was compelled to, she really had no choice she was the one that set all this up she was the one that had to see it through, she had set a time frame for the bidding you had exactly 4 hours 12 am to 4 am. She had no choice she had to watch had to see what her virginity was worth even if it did make her stomach hurt. She chewed on her lip as the first bid came in. Holy fuck she thought to herself.. 500.000 right off the bat, this can't be happening she thought to herself. She was glad however that it paused for about half a hour... was this a good or bad sign, she found herself getting eerie, who would pay such a price for just one night with her... no stop it Rose.. your just thinking of what Jamie said.. you have to see this out.. she watched it stopped for a hour, then two.. then picked back up at 75... that was enough she had enough, she looked away and paced her living room.

 

[Homerun2611]

$500 grand opening shot scared him, uh oh, how fast would this move. He had called, tried to find greater liquidity if needed, but he had just gotten the call, he could not get financed that fast. 48 hour Federal regulation. He knew the rules, this transaction had to clear tonight. He wanted the bidding to exhaust itself, before he came in. Quickly it was obvious either there was only one bidder, or there was no other market. He waited and started to feel better. Halfway through, only a single bid. He decided to shake the trees, test if there were other bidders. The $750 was Danny. He waited, watched.

The next hour saw nothing. 60 minutes to go. $750k was a hit, but manageable. He started to nod off. Bzzzz, he heard the buzzer, half an hour to go the next bid came in. He expected $1 million, what he saw hit him like a Mike Tyson punch. $4 million.

Louis Markova, was a former KGB administer of pain. He was a masochist of the worst kind. Kidnapping or purchasing woman who struck his fancy. Over two weeks he would rape and slowly cut them apart, so barely alive, he would feed them to his pit bulls...and watch. He was the high bidder. Ever since the post, he had his men trying to find this girl, but with 30 minutes left, they had not located her. He had to have her, a 22 year old beautiful virgin. He and his dogs, must experience this. He made his move, he considered it over.

Danny was panicking, that was almost all he had. He could only imagine what kind of sick fuck had made this bid. With 10 minutes left, he countered, it was all he had, $5 million dollars. He held his breath. 1, 2, 3 minutes passed. 7 minutes left. At 5 minutes it buzzed, $5.5 million. Danny didn’t know what to do, well, yes he did. He called Victor. Victor was a loan shark for high roller. Borrowing money from Victor meant accruing interest at 20% per month. A dollar borrowed would mean paying back close to $3 million. Not paying off your debt, was a fate worse than death. Danny met Victor, paying off a friend’s debt. He never thought he would consider using the number himself.

“Hello”, the Sicilian answered. “Victor it is Danny, I need $750,000 in the next sixty seconds”. “You know the terms Danny, you won’t get any special treatment”. Danny swallowed, he knew, but Rose and Jamie were his life, the only real family he would ever have. Danny lived by a simple credo, ‘you deliver for family, no matter the cost’. The deal with the Devil made, the funds hit his account with 10 seconds left, hi winning bid went in with two. He was flat broke, in hock up to his eyeballs, but Rose was safe.

Now he was being naive. Louis pounded his fist on the desk, his keyboard shattered. His lead Lieutenant smiled. “Why so angry Sir? We found her, that asshole just saved you $5.5 million....”

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Although she looked away, she was compelled to continue to watch. She was glad the bidding had slowed most woman wouldn't be happy about that, but Rose wasn't most woman she only wanted enough to save her mother, nothing more nothing less. She rubbed her eyes, she was gaining a headache and she had absolutely no-one to talk to about this. She bit her lip, finally tears eventually came to her eyes and she thought what have I done. She took a deep breath and relaxed, it was just one night, one night only. Deep breath rose deep breath. It hadnt buzzed in a while good she thought good. She sighed thank God this was almost over. Okay it's almost over, she was exhausted. Her eyes nearly bolted out of her head at the numbers. I can do this.

She was grateful it seemed took stop at 75, that was more then she could ever hope for, more then she'd ever need. Hour left, just one hour. She stood up again and started to pace. She was so tired, but compelled herself to stay awake. She heard the next pang and fell off the couch. 4 million... No no way in hell was she doing this, who in there right mind would pay that just for a virgin.

She, gasped fear taking over, she thought of Jamie's text her words coming back to haunt her. Her head hurt so bad, tears were rolling down her cheeks and she was shaking all over. What the Fuck had she really gotten herself into, she could back out, no she couldn't it stated once the auction starts its legal binding and all sales were Final. There were better ways and she was to selfish and stupid to see it, she shook her head, no she did the only thing she knew she had control over and that was her own body. She had no idea the reality of the man that was bidding so high on her. She chewed her lips and climbed back to the couch. She was still shaking as she watched that clock and the screen. She breathed deeply and tried to regain some composure.

She didn't want to do this, she had to do this, or so she continued telling herself this over and over again. It's only money to some people, she was just a conquest nothing to worry about probably just some rich old man, who was lonely and wanted to shove this is a ex wife's face, or so that's what she told herself. She knew she was probably fooling herself, she was just imagining what she hoped to be. At 5 million she realized she dropped the glass she was holding. Oh God she thought. How could she let this happen, she should have put a cap on this, what kind of man would pay this much money for just a virgin. She was shaking so bad that when she bent to clean the glass up she cut her hand. She cried out, and was bleeding all over the place she rushed to the bathroom, grabbed the first aid kit, washed her hand though it hurt like hell, and then she managed to bandage herself up. She grabbed a broom, and the dust pain and cleaned up the remaining glass. She couldn't believe the price, it was insane. Get it together Rose.

She had no-one right now and she couldn't admit to anyone that she was terrified or that she was a fucking idiot For ever doing this. She tried not to cry, she wanted to scream, God she was so stupid. You are a damn fool. She might be getting a ton of money, but what was she going to lose in the meantime, aside from her dignity and respect. She felt tears rolling once more. Calm down, just please hear calm down she thought. Oh God, why did I do this.

She once more ran her fingers through her hair. She was stunned at the final bid, and the bidding was officially closed, not only was she a prostitute possibly the highest paid prostitute she was a got damned fool as well. She slammed the lap top closed and wrapped her arms tightly around her before sinking to the floor in tears, she was so very tired, but couldn't find herself to move her head hurt, her hand hurt, she couldn't breath, her eyes were burning, and she just literally lost herself.

She heard her phone pang but had no energy to move.

 

[Homerun2611]

Danny just sat there. He had acted impulsively and he knew it. Victor, why had he called Victor. He knew why, but he was mad. He should have arranged more money, but who would have thought $5 million was not enough. He never dreamed it would hit $2 million. He couldn't even think about the enormity of what had happened. He just wanted to talk to Rose. He wished she had called him initially, he could have given her, and would have given her, what she needed. Now he owed Victor.

He picked up the phone, he knew she had to be awake. Who could have slept through this? He questioned himself, his motives. He had done it for Rose, she was like a sister, but was that all? He knew part of it was more, he had felt something strong when he had seen her. He may love her like a sister, but he wanted her like a woman. The idea of some sicko being Rose, his Rose's first had sickened him, any man being Rose's first had sickened him. Any man that is, besides himself. Was that why he had done it, was he not as chivalrous and good as the wanted to think of himself? He knew it hadn't just been being a white knight, but that had certainly been a big part of it.

He wasn't sure where they went from here, but he needed to talk to her. He called, and nothing. Her voicemail box, was full. He left a text, "I don't care when you get this, PLEASE call me - Danny".

He had barely left the text when Jamie called. "Did you see it, $5.75 million, Danny, what kind of sick lunatic paid that for Rose?" Danny smiled a pathetic grin, "this sick lunatic, that's who".

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Rose was falling apart and she had no one to blame but herself. She had put herself in danger, and the realization of this terrified her... she wanted to rub her hands together, but her hand hurt to bad, she looked at the bandage and you could see the blood through thr bandage, she looked as if she hadn’t slept in days, and she was bundled in a heap against the couch. Why didn’t she let someone help her or ask for her, she knew why she never wanted to owe anyone. She took a deep breath and tried to get herself together, but she was frozen, her stomach was churning and she realized she haven’t eaten since the morning before, it was 5 am and she was tired, in pain, and sick.... she deserved to feel this way. She should have put a gap, she should have been smarter about this auction, but she wasn’t and now she was paying for it. She tried standing but got dizzy, and sat back down. God Jamie and Danny must hate her how. She couldn’t handle losing them, as much as she loved Jamie, though to lose Danny would absolutely devastate her.

She didn’t want to move, she was paralyzed, numb to everything that had just happened. She finally was able to get herself up and grabbed her phone it was almost dead, and all she wanted was to lay down. She couldn’t though, she put the phone on charge and headed to her bathroom, she looked at herself in the mirror, she looked horrible, dark circles under her eyes, her hair was struck to her skin, from sweating, she looked as if someone sucked the life out of her, she splashed some water on her face, and changed the bandage on her hand. She didn’t think about the blood that had landed on the floor by the sofa, she would worry about that tomorrow, this was tomorrow another day then. She sat on the edge of her bed, still in a haze. She put her head in her hands, and started to cry again. She wanted to go to sleep and sleep forever, but try and she may she knew she couldn’t. She took a deep breath and walked to the kitchen for a glass of water, and sat at the table. She was just kind of going with the motions, but soon she would have to set the meet and greet and then plan where this would all happen. The thought terrified her. Well rose no one to blame but yourself, if something bad happens, at least your mom will be taken care of, the money went straight to her account, so that was something and there was a agreement that if something ever happened to rose her mother got everything.

She sat at the table playing out everything that had happened, playing out everything that could possibly happen, and once more her hands started to shake. She heard her phone ringing, but was to shook to move at the moment, Jamie’s words played over and over in her head. She could feel her heart racing, actually she could hear it, it was so deafening in her small apartment. She heard her cell pang of a incoming text message but ignored that too.

What was she doing, she never wanted this to get so out of hand, had she known she would have been wiser, smarter... but she didn’t and couldn’t go back now. She left the cup on the kitchen table afraid she would repeat what had happened, she read the text but knew she couldn’t face what she forgot what that she had given Jamie a key.... she crawled into her bed, her head aching, her hand hurting, her tummy growling and hurting, she closed her eyes but sleep wouldn’t come... so instead she just cried... she had never been so low, never so unsure of herself, yet here she was coming undone... strong rose finally broke.

 

[Homerun2611]

Repeated calls went unanswered, as did his text. Victor called him, verifying that the transfer had happened in time, and that the meter was now running. Laughingly he wished him luck. It was now almost 5 AM. He hoped Rose was just sleeping, but there is no way that had been true an hour ago, or at least he couldn't imagine.

He could see her having regrets, maybe the magnitude of the bid had completely freaked her out. God, what if she did something stupid, correct that, something else stupid? He was going nuts, he had already taken two shots of Jack Daniels, and they hadn't taken any of the edge off. He shot gunned a beer and nothing. Alcohol was not the answer, was it ever? He knew there was only one thing that would work and that was he had to know Rose was okay.

He called his sister, she answered on the first ring. "Have you spoken to Rose, I need to know she is all right?". Jamie had not heard from her either, despite multiple attempts. "Danny, how did you get the money?" Jamie was honest, "most of it I had, I have had a good run, but the rest I had to borrow from a bad guy...It was the only way...I would have done the same thing if it was you in trouble". Jamie knew that was true, her brother was her hero, he always had been. It had seemed he had left them behind a bit, and despite the circumstances, it was nice ot have him back. Suddenly she thought, "Danny, I have a key...I have a key to Rose's apartment, meet me there in 15 minutes, we can make sure she is okay".

Danny was relieved. He was a little scared of what they might find, but he was confident in Rose, she was tougher than people realized, he couldn't imagine her trying to really hurt herself. At 5:30 AM, they were standing in front of Rose's apartment, as they opened the door, the first thng they saw were remnants of the broken glass she had not fully cleaned up, and drops of blood on the sofa, Danny's heart began to race...

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

The phone just kept ringing, and panging, calls and texts, both Jamie and Danny, she couldn’t face either of them. Finally she just turned the phone off, her head was hurting so bad and she just couldn’t deal with the sounds anymore, the silence was a welcome solace for the time being anyway. She sniffled into her pillow, the crying had racked her body, now not only did her head her, her back hurt and so did her chest, she tried to fall asleep but she just couldn’t. Maybe she should get up take a shower, it would probably make her feel better, but she just didn’t want to move.

She almost screamed into the pillow, not only had she lost herself she was pretty sure, Jamie And Danny probably hated her... she didn’t blame them at the moment she hated herself too. SHe pulled her quilt over her head even though it was hot, and she hadn’t turned the central air on yet, but she just wanted to feel invisible for a little while. Finally her sobs slowed down and she was able to just gently cry, but even then after a while, it stopped when didn’t have any tears left to cry. She curled herself into a ball, and clung tight to her pillow. She stayed in that position for what felt like forever. Finally she crawled out of bed and at least wash the snot away from her face.

She needed a shower, but just the thought of that simple task alone, was far to much for her handle at the moment. She finished up in the bathroom, and crawled back into bed, and just stared at the ceiling, going over and over the end auction in her head. The money was monumental, but the most she had hoped for was 500,000 but it went so much farther then that.. yet here she was. She shook her head, how did I let my life get so out of hand. She didn’t need know what she was going to do, yes she did, she would do what she always did, and that was doing what she had to do. She knew she had to pull herself together, but at the moment she just couldn’t. All she wanted to do was crawl into a hole and die, figuratively speaking. She should call her mother, check in’s but her mother knew her to well... she would be able to tell right away that something wasn’t right, so she decided against it. Oh mom I’ve let you down so much, I’m so sorry and with that she started to cry again.

She hated feeling this way, Rose was not a vulnerable person... she had overcome so much, and she knew she could overcome this as well. But at the same time she just couldn’t think of what was to come, only of what was. She didn’t hear her door open, all she knew was that she was crying softly under her covers, in her hot bedroom... and she had no one to turn to, no one that would understand anyway.

 

[Homerun2611]

Danny turned on the light in the living room and realized his fears were probably over exaggerated. There was definitely broken glass, but it appeared to be just that the remnants of a broken glass, largely cleaned up. There were only a few drops of blood, certainly nothing to suggest a struggle, or worse yet, suicide.

Jamie and Danny walked into the bedroom and it was scorching, had to be over 80 degrees, and all they saw was a lump moving up and down in the center of the mattress. It was moving up and down, but you could hear the whimpering and the soft cries. They sat down on the edge of the bed, and both put their hands on her. Jamie spoke first. "Rose, it is Jamie and Danny, we are here for you? We love you". She let the covers fall and sat up, holding her legs in a fetal position. "Oh God, what have I done, did you see what someone paid, why would they do that, why would they pay that kind of money, what are they going to do to me?"

Watching her was heart wrenching, he realized more than ever the hell she was putting herself through, and how desperate she must have felt to put herself in this position. The had much to discuss, but he needed to try to make her feel better as fast as he could. Danny reached out his hand, and cupped her cheek. "Well, I can't tell you about the other guy, but I paid the winning price because I love you, and couldn't stand the thought of someone doing that to you....I am the winning bidder Rose, and you don't have to do anythng"

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Her head was spinning, and her world was falling apart, she had no idea what she was going to do... she had no idea, what the person that bought her was going to do, but she knew whatever it was her mother would be taken care of, she could be at peace for what she had done just knowing that. She sobbed now a little more softly, although she knew there was no more tears to cry, and yet here she was crying them. She had to get her shit together this was a done deal... she made it that way, but right now she just needed a few more hours, a few more hours to get herself together.

She was so hot, tired, hungry, she was also in pain, her hand hurt, her head ached, and her body hurt from crying so much, and she knew she looked a complete mess, but she didn’t care right now. She was absolutely miserable, and all she wanted was to be sucked away somewhere and just to be left alone for a few days, but she knew that could not happen. She felt her bed shift and her alerts were up and her heart was pounding so hard you could hear it, then she heard Jamie’s voice.. she was here she didn’t hate her. BUt when she heard Danny was there that shame she felt showed all over her face. She threw her blanket from her body, and held her legs in a fetal position, she would be lying if she said she wasn’t glad that Jamie was there, but she never wanted Danny to see her this way. She admitted her fears in a rush, and she realized she was shaking all over.

She looked away from them both, and said in a small voice.. “You both should hate me, I hate myself....” she said and a few lone tears rolled out of her eyes. She angrily wiped the tears that were in her eyes... she had never let anyone see her this way, yet here she was showing just how vulnerable she was. She felt goosebumps against her skin, when Danny cupped her cheek... he always had the affect on her, but at the same time, she knew he probably only saw disgust when he looked at her. She thought she was dreaming when she heard his next words, and then looked at Jamie who gently smiled and patted her hand, she didn’t know if she was elated or angry... she loved Danny more then she ever imagined in this moment, but she could never accept his money.. so all this really was for nothing.

She was grateful though, but what did he have to do for the money, she felt dizzy, confused, and comforted all at the same time... her and Danny had to talk but not in front of his sister...

She wouldn’t accept the money, couldn’t, and she would not be able to pay the hospital bills... her head was spinning.

 

[Homerun2611]

“You both should hate me, I hate myself....” , and he realized what a soul crushing decision this had been. He had to change that, he tried to make a joke. "Yes, you were a very bad girl, both of you were for not telling me sooner....maybe I will need to spank you". He had said it as a joke, but shocked, how he felt himself start to get hard, almost immediately after he had said that. Was it the thought of spanking Rose...or maybe Jamie...or both...or maybe just seeing them in that postion? It was something, as he was hard in a minute, and needed stop letting his mind go there. He knew he had a dark side, he found himself looking at some sites a bit too often, but he had never thought about it in the context of the two women he loved most.

He blushed and tried to change the subject. He saw at first relief and then concern in Rose's eyes, and knew what he was thinking. "You will take the money, or at least what your mother needs, and you need to save her and her house and whatever."

She pushed back, cried that she needed to do this again. Danny explained to her, he would rather die or be flat broke than let that happened. He was hurt she hadn't come to him initially, but he understood pride. God he understood pride. They were like family though.

Rose walked through her situation, in reality she needed at least a million maybe a million and a half, Danny could do that easily he wouldn't take no for an answer. She did not want to owe anyone. "God Rose, it is not a loan, it is a gift, do you know how good I feel to do this for you and for your mother. What else do you work for, but to be there for the people you love."

She pushed back, and finally frustrated he said, "Here, I have needs, and I don't think I would be the worst guy to lose your virginity to", he was talking without thinking, and he wasn't being serious, other than, he realized how much he did want to maybe be that guy. But he never would have considered buying it, and he knew she wasn't interested in him that way. He was Jamie's brother, almost an uncle. The next comment shocked him, it was Jamie. "He wouldn't be the worst guy to lose your virginity to at all". He looked at his sister who had a grin on her face he didn't recognize. He looked back at Rose, and she was laughing. Thank God.

It was a joke, to them, they had taken his joked and turned it back on him. When had his sister and his little Rose, turned into these sexy women. Women who could tease, women who could make him fantasize and want. He took Rose into his arms, "all kidding aside, i want to do this, I won't take no for an answer, and you don't have to do anything, I love you".

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

It wasn’t as if she didn’t mull over the decision she made a thousand times in her head, she would go back and forth and knew she shouldn’t have been doing this. She looked at him, and half smiled at his joke. She had to turn her head to hide the blush that had just crept up her neck, had Jamie not been there she might have told him to do it, she might be a virgin but she had very dark desires, and Danny was in many of her fantasies, but Jamie was not, although Jamie was gorgeous, Rose was not into woman. She felt a little better though after his comment, he was just trying to lighten the mood and she appreciated him for it. Of all the times to be thinking of Danny this definitely was the worst time for it and his comment, made it much worse unbeknownst it to him. She sat up a little straighter now, And looked at him and Jamie, this was her family.... she would do anything for them, and proven they would do anything for her. She shook her head, trying to grasp her thoughts about what had happened in the last six hours.. and she couldn’t take any of it back.

She noticed his own face turn red, he had embarrassed himself and didn’t even mean to, he never looked sexier. She looked at him, as if to say I love you but I can’t accept your money, you can’t do this.. and before she could say anything it was as if he had read her mind, which was endearing yet weird all at the same time, but he had known her so well so, that was probably the reason.

She freaked out and pushed back saying she had to do this again, she couldn’t let Danny lose all his money he worked to hard for it. She looked away ashamed at herself but humbled that someone would risk losing everything they had just to save her life, just because they loved her. She still couldn’t take his money it would be wrong, Danny wasn’t just some guy, deep down inside he meant everything to her, and she wanted him... maybe she could use this... no what was she thinking she was just like his bratty little sister. She reached up and touched his cheek gently silently thanking him. There was more she wanted to say to him but not with Jamie there.

He refused not to give her what she needed when it came to the money, she would tell him later that she couldn’t accept it, wouldn’t rather but not in front of Jamie, Jamie would be crushed, and she didn’t want to put her through that. She could never repay that kind of money, and she refused to ever owe or ever feel like she owed at least. She listened to him, and his words touched her heart more then he would ever know. She agreed with everything he said but at the same time she could not accept this gift it was way to much and he had worked way to hard.

She was so taken aback by his kindness and it showed as she pushed back, her breathing heavy and her heart racing.. but his words, though he didn’t realize that she actually had a plan working in her head, and his words were part of them. If he only knew how much she wanted him to be her first, would love it if he was... she knew deep down he didn’t look at her like that and she’d had always understood why. She heard what Jamie said and was stunned and the look on her face is what shocked rose more, she pushed it out of her mind for now, but hell who wouldn’t be attracted to Danny he was everything a woman could want in a man and he was sex on a stick. Rose kind of laughed just to avoid the conversation even though it’s what she was thinking in her own head.

She had so many thoughts in her head once more. When she was in his arms she felt complete like everything was right in the world. Jamie heard her phone going off, it was a text message, from her boyfriend asking if everything was okay, but reminding her she had to be at work in a hour. “I have to go Rose, Danny stay with her, make sure she eats, and gets a shower, and check her hand out please. Rose take care of yourself I’ll be over tomorrow, I love you.” She then leaned in and kissed rose on the lips probably a little longer then she should have, she kissed Danny on the cheek and left.

When rose was sure she was gone she sat up on the bed... “Danny this discussion isn’t over.” She said softly.

 

[Homerun2611]

"I know it isn't, and I know your pride, hell Rose, I have the same pride". He sent a text to his boss, he hadn't taken a sick day, ever, but he would take one today. He was physcially and emotionally drained, empty. He propped up the pillows on her bed, "Do you have the heat on in here Rose?" He was kidding, but barely. He had on sweats over a t-shirt and gym shots, and he got up and took off the heavy covering. He was still hot, but it was bearable.

He laid down in her bed. We can talk in a bit, I am not going anywhere. He pulled her over, yes it made it even warmer, but he was broke fianancially, and she was broke emotionally. Holding her felt right.

Four hours later, she was still sound asleep, her head on his strong chest, her thigh up over his, her hand resting on his cock. She didn't mean to be there, it had happened naturally, but he couldn't help but recognize how good everything felt at this moment. How absolutely perfect she felt in his arms. He couldn't fall back to sleep. So he just laid there, stroking her hair and back. She was asleep, but she almost seemed to purr, and despite himself he got aroused. Her breasts, pushing into his chest, their bodies sweating, she started to fondle him. He looked he knew she was asleep. This was awkward, but felt so good. It was innocent, at least for her, and he tried not to focus on what was happening below. For almost an hour she nuzzled into him, lightly rubbing against his hardness the entire time.

Finally he felt her stir, and feigned, being asleeep, how else could he explain their current position. As she awoke she realized where her hand was and his condition. "Oh no, I'm so..." Danny played nonchalent, acting as if she had just awoken him. "What is it...oh god I'm sorry, i just sometimes wake up like that, it was nothing you did", he lied a white lie. Her hand removed, she turned and looked up at him, "So, can we talk now?"

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She was glad that he agreed with her, for now at least, but that didn’t mean that they weren’t going to talk, and that she wasn’t going to tell him what she wanted to tell him. She watched him carefully as he maneuvered his phone, she knew what he was more and likely doing, she was on vacation, took vacation just for the sole purpose of the auction and the aftermath of said auction. “Danny you don’t have to stay... really.” He cut her off and told her to shush which she did. She watched him as he started to tend to her bed, “I forgot to turn the air on, I think Jamie may have before she came it, but it will take a while to cool down.” She said softly. She watched him as he removed a few layers of cloths, it wasn’t like she hadn’t ever seen him in a tee shirt or gym shorts before, but now it was different this auction had changed everything. She took a deep breath trying to get a grip on reality and real life right now.

She watched as he laid down, he didn’t listen to his sister, she was sure that Danny thought what she needed most of was rest, after she slept then he’d feed her, make sure she showered and he would look at the hand, for now what she needed most was sleep. She nodded her head knowing Danny wouldn’t change his mind about talking later, so she did pretty much as she was told for the moment. When he pulled her closer to him, she could feel her heartbeat speed up, but at this moment she wanted nothing more then to be closer to him. She felt good comfortable safe.

She fell fast asleep, and she was sleeping rather sound... until dreams started creeping into her subconscious. Being in Danny’s arms, was the happiest she had ever been, and even though he was just there to be there for her, she couldn’t help but wonder if there might have been more... no she couldn’t think that it was wrong. The first dream she had was set up just like they were right now... sleeping in one another’s arms, only when she did wake up Danny kisses her and not a kiss on the cheek, a passionate no holds bars kiss. God just kissing him, she dreamed was perfect. The second part of the dream after the kiss, she sits up and looks at him serious... but says, would you really want to spank me.. would you feel better. She could feel her skin prickle as she asked, and he told her yes yes it would, so he did just that and spanked her until she came. She whimpered a little in her sleep. The dream was so vivid, so real. How many other nights had she dreamt of Danny, touched herself to the thought of him... to many to count. She could feel herself beginning to wake, only difference was now she was soaked.

She slowly woke and looked over at him, seeing he was still asleep she smiled shyly... god he was so perfect. She then realizes her hand was on his cock and she felt utterly mortified. “Danny I’m so sorry.. god.” She hurriedly moved her hand away. SHe was grateful however that he did not look mortified. She could tell he was only trying to make her feel better. She looked up at him softly... “Can we talk now, I have to tell you something, and ask you something.” She wondered if she should react on part of her dream, she knew he was angry, yet he was being so calm... but she was sure he was still a man and there was a firecracker ready to explode.

She wondered if he could would he punish her... no maybe she should just leave that out.

 

[Homerun2611]

He looked at her, and he was confident that she had no idea, she had and he had encouraged her to gently play with him for the last hour. Mmmmm, he would have liked to continue. Was it the emotion, the tension of last night, whatever it was, his body craved release, and it craved it at the touch of a woman. Over the last hour, he had realized how incredible Rose felt in his arms, her body, he was attracted to her, but this seemed neither the time nor the place, to broach the topic. Given how Jamie, might feel, it may never be.

We have plenty of time today, but we need to do a few things first. Danny got up, his firm body moving athletically across the floor and into the kitchen. Looking into the fridge their were eggs, some random vegetables, cheese, a barely there half gallon of milk, and some other things that were barely recognizable as food. "I think veggie and cheese omelettes are the only option, does that work?" She smiled and nodded, and he let his culinary skills take over. Living alone as long as he had, he was a pretty good cook. Not super fancy, but all the basics and many different types of pasta. Here his options were limited, but it was darn good, if he did say so himself.

They ate, and the let the present go, and reminisced about the past. The daddy daughter dance, the silly pictures, the birthday parties. When they were finished, he said he would clean up, and she should hop into the shower. 15 minutes later, out she came. One towel wrapped around her body, she looked....sexy as hell. He didn't mean to, but he let his eyes scan up and down her body, she saw him and blushed. Caught red handed he tried to make a joke, "we better get you dressed or the purpose of this auction is about to be moot". He meant it as a joke, but the hard on, in his shorts suggested otherwise.

"Come here let me look at that hand?" The cut was fairly deep, so he found some antiseptic in the bathroom and cleaned and rebandaged the cut. She smiled as he cared for her, and leaned in to kiss him thank you. It was reflexive, as he turned his head, and the kiss on the cheek became a kiss on the lips. They should have pulled away, recognized the innocent mistake, but they didn't. How long had they each thought about it, not thinking the other would be interested, they realized they were wrong. Their lips stayed together, their eyes closed. He raised his hand and gently cradled her cheek, the kiss finally breaking. They were both embarrassed, Danny was abot to apologize, when suddenly Hope leaned into him, hopped on his lap, and put her arms around his neck. Was it purely an emotional release, better to kiss that cry? Whatever it was, it felt good and he didn't question it. His hands on her waist, only the towel between him and her naked body, he pulled her in closely and let his lips part, her tongue slipped in, and they moved their friendship to a brand new level, at least for today...

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She smiled at him, when he assured her she had done nothing wrong and that he was fine, she hated to admit, but having him here with her felt right. She thought back to her dreams and how vivid they were, but they still had so much to discuss, but at the moment she couldn’t find anything that she wanted to say at the moment, she wanted to make her dreams come true that’s all she really wanted at the moment. She knew at the moment part of her wanted him, because of what he had done for her, part of it was cause she needed him, and the other part was because she just simply wanted him, she had always wanted him, but she just couldn’t admit it, she didn’t want this to be about a auction, or because at the moment she just needed to feel close to another person, or that she needed him. She shook the thoughts off. She looked at him and smiled softly, she had never felt closer to Danny then she did at this moment. She thought about her best friend, and knew they could never do this, but there was the matter of the auction... she did make a promise after all, she could always use that as a excuse, oh god what the hell was she thinking.

She listened to him and smiled softly, he was right, she was hungry, and she needed a shower, she listened that what he said, letting him take charge. She watched him as he walked to her kitchen, she had never seen a better looking man, no scratch that Danny wasn’t better looking, Danny was the epitome of a man. She blushed as he looked through her refrigerator, she made the comment that she had to get to the grocery store, and said she was sorry she didn’t have more. She nodded her head about the food he decided on. She had tasted Danny’s food before and he was a excellent cook. She bit her lip and looked away, why was everything about him so perfect.... it made not wanting him so much harder, And there was nothing sexier then a man that could cook. She watched him, her eyes scanning over his body, god he was so damn hot. His omelette was delicious and she told him so, she hadn’t realized how hungry she was.

As they are they forgot about the present for a little while, and it was wonderful they had shared so many amazing memories together, she couldn’t remember a time Danny wasn’t there for her. She loved talking about the past with him, it made everything go away if only for a little while. She did as she was told, but before she left she kissed him on the cheek. “Thank you Danny for everything.” And with that she headed to the bathroom to get a shower. She didn’t take her time, she took a quick shower she wanted to get back to Danny, she wrapped her towel tightly around her, and brushed her hair in haste and walked back out to him, she should have dressed first, but either way she would have had to wear her towel her apartment wasn’t big, one bedroom, small bathroom, small kitchen, and the living room was the biggest room in the whole apartment but it was cheap and she’d could afford it. She felt a little out of place in only her towel but this was Danny she was safe and It wasn’t as if he had never seen her in a towel before, but this was different. When she saw him look her up and down she blushed deeply but didnt say anything. She couldn’t help but giggle at his joke, but if she knew the thoughts that were going through her mind, and the dreams she had, he might be the one blushing.

She walked over to him slowly and gave him her hand and smiled gently. She watched as he took care of her hand, took care of her, and she could feel her emotions taking over. She wasn’t thinking, as she leaned in the kiss him on the cheek, and whispered thank you. SHe was stunned when he turned and there lips touched, she felt the electricity all at once. She knew she should have pulled away, but the current was pulling her closer and closer to him. She couldn’t stop, she didn’t want to...even if she knew they had to, she had much to say to him. He felt so good though his lips against hers, she felt things in her body she’d had never felt before. SHe smiled at him tenderly when he cupped her cheek, and broke the kiss. SHe needed more even if all they did was kiss. SHe took the next step and crawled into his lap, and kissed him once more. Part of this was just because she was emotional and needed him. She wanted To feel closer to him, needed it. SHe found herself, a soft moan escapes her lips as there kiss intensifys.

SHe knew they needed to stop, but she didn’t want to... she also didnt want To do this because of emotions.

 

[Homerun2611]

He was kissing her and enjoying it immensely. Their tongues dancing, was this really his Rose? Her body pressed on top of his lap, could she feel him hardening? It didn't matter, he couldn't stop it if he wanted to, it had a mind of its own, and it knew what lie beneath the towel. "Mmmm" the slightest moan escaped from his lips. He started to let his hand run over her body, her soft shoulders, his nails down her arms, goosebumps, she giggled. Good, laughter, even caused my tickling, laughter was laughter, and she needed to find some happiness.

Was he doing this for her though, or for him? He kissed her more deeply, where was this headed? Certainly no more than kissing, right? Right? He let his hands travel over the towel, gripping her back and sides, pulling her in. Needing her, wanting her, this was probably so wrong, but it did feel good, for both of them right? They finally realized what they were doing, needed to break. She still had her arms up and around her neck. His hand slid down, and was resting on her little tush. He had a twinkle in his eye, a grin came across his face, and he rubbed her little hiney, "So wasn't I supposed to give you a little spank here for not letting me know what you needed until I spent all my money to buy you?"

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

His kisses were intoxicating, and it felt so so good, to good rather. He tasted so good, she wondered what other body parts might taste like in her mouth, or god, she had never had these thoughts before, Danny was awakening so much in her. It was hot so so hot, or was it just that she was hot, she was so hot, he had lit a inferno inside of her, and she didn’t know if she could stop even if she knew she should, she just at the moment couldn’t. She wanted more, needed him, like the crops needed the rain. Her breathing was erratic and her heart was pounding so hard against her chest.

Hearing him slightly moan sent shivers through her entire body, lord he hadn’t even hardly touched her and she was already going crazy. She felt his hands running along her bare shoulders, tingles ran all along her, causing goosebumps to spring against her skin. She giggled when he raked her nails along her skin, it tickled yet felt so damn good, she tried to control her feelings but she just couldn’t. She pulled back for a moment, just to smile at him.

She needed him, but there was still much to talk about, much that she wanted to say to him. The deeper he kissed her, the hotter she got, she could feel herself becoming wet, she might be a virgin but she wasn’t no saint. She was tingly all over, and it felt so damn good. The closer he pulled her to her, the more wet she became, all from a kiss, she had never nor did she think she would ever feel so good. She couldn’t stop, and she knew he couldn’t stop either, but there was something she needed to ask him, and something she needed to tell him.

When they broke though, she felt a sense of loss but that didn’t make any sense what so ever. SHe didn’t move however, she still needed to feel his closeness, needed to be near him. When his hand was against her ass, again she felt that familiar tingling go through her entire body, each touch made her more And more crazy for him. She took a deep breath as he rubbed her butt slowly. She looked at him a little surprised and shifted for a moment unlocking the hold that she had laced around his neck.

“Danny I need to talk to you, I have to ask you something, and tell you something.” She said softly, and this time she meant it he would hear her out.

 

[Homerun2611]

He felt her wiggle, pressing her legs together as they had kissed, his cock getting harder and harder underneath her, pressing up into her. She hadn't responded to his spanking joke, if only she knew how much he wanted to. He stopped rubbing her ass. She wanted to talk, he was sure tell him that she wouldn't/couldn't take the money. She would take it, or her mother would. He knew she didn't need it all, he could quickly pay Victor back with interest, $200 thousand wasted, but it could have been worse. One month would have cost another $200k.

If she wanted to talk, she would have to start it, he shut her up the only way he knew how, and continued doing what he wanted to do anyway. He pulled her back in kissing, but now he was massaging her breasts through the towel, her nipples erect almost immediately. God he was turned on, the thoughts of his sister, his connection to Rose. Right now she was just a woman, a woman he desired more than he had ever desired anyone, and she was here on his lap, wearing only a towel.

She had responded, she had things she needed to talk about, but she wanted this too, he could feel it in how her body responded. She broke the kiss again, "Danny we have to talk, please?!?". He wanted to do everything but talk, breathing hard, craving her, he let his hand start to slide up the inside of her thigh, now inside the towel, "Are you sure you need to talk right now?"

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She was squirming in his lap, doing everything to keep herself from going to far, even though at this moment she wanted to go to far, for once in her life she wanted to go to far. She could feel his hard cock through the towel, she had to Control her breathing. She didn’t respond to the joke, that was what she wanted to talk to him about well in part. She was partly grateful when he stopped rubbing her ass, she was able to concentrate a little more, on her breathing and controlling herself. If he would just let her talk for one minute, then maybe they could continue what they were doing. She took a deep breath and looked at him more seriously then before, us she couldn’t help herself.

She needed to ask him one thing, and tell him another just one thing, and they could continue, cause lord knows she didn’t want to stop. Well dammit Danny she thought to herself when he leaned in and kissed her deeply once more stopping her mid sentence, oh he was good she thought too damn good. Her heart was racing and she leaned into his kiss losing her senses all over again. When he touched her sensitive breast through the towel, she felt her nipples harden, and a low moan escaped her lips. She had never wanted anything more then she wanted him, but there were boundaries.. and things she needed to get off of her chest.

She was losing all control and she didn’t know if she liked it, or if she was scared to death by it, she had never really given control over another person... ever. Dammit she would say what she had to say, what she needed him to hear. She broke the kiss, and looked at him a little irritated for a moment. She almost screamed out that she needed to talk to him. “Yes I’m sure, just hear me out, I promise it’s worth while.” She said and crawled off his lap for a moment. “First about the money, I accept but I will only take what I need which is 500.000, but I have one catch, I sold my virginity, you are and will accept it.... also this is important, I know I made a lot of rules, but if I am going to take your money you are going to get your moneys worth... so anything you want you get, absolutely anything, except sharing I won’t share... everything and anything else is open, that’s the only way this deal will work.”

She was dead serious, and she was serious about the amount of money she would accept, she also knew she would somehow pay him back but he didn’t need to know. “Now I said what I wanted to say, now I have something to ask, if we do this, you can have me whenever, wherever, however. All I ask is rather I need to know, do you want this... not just because of the auction, do you want me?” She asked that in a soft insecure voice. With that before she let him answer, she decided to act, but she still wanted a answer and a agreement. She then laid across his lap on her tummy.

“Tell me Danny what you want... show me.” She said softly.