Vacation.. and revilations

[DarkLadyOfDeath]

So yeah.. this is more something I'de slap up in my OL journal but the people who generally read it are friends and family who know of my life... but have no understanding really of the whole bdsm/ d/s aspects and that which lies their in.

But anyways we went on our yearly family trip up in the BWCAW up in the northern part of minnisota.. a absolutely gorgeouse place to be if you love the outdoors. it also happened to fall on my brothers 21st birthday this year and I brought my current b/f for what I thought would be a nice peacful vacation..

Boy was I wrong.. prolly one of the worst vacations I've ever had to the place that was more or less my sanctuary or escape every year to truely relax and revive myself for the comeing year. Long story short.. My bf got my brother drunk after repeated polite askings of not encourageing him... then after getting him in this state failed to keep an eye on him. So we where wandering the forest searching for him around 3am. Then the two where attached at the hip afterwards after getting a verbal reaming from me.. a mild one mind you.

I am certaintly more of a Domme then I ever realized.

at least I had fish to fillet to take my pent up aggresions out on. and a vibrator to calm myself down with after we got home. 'cause no I did not get laid either.

All grouching set aside. Yet another attempted relationship is a Bust.

 

[fallon2]

Personally,

Since I think you didn't have a vacation . . .
I am going to (takes out his checkbook) send you a check for enough for you to go away, to wherever you want, for a REAL vacation.
Enjoy yourself, and treat yoursef, royally!

 

[DarkLadyOfDeath]

Though I didn't get to relax on this vacation I learned some very interesting things not only about myself but life in general and my family.. so it wasn't a waste of time or energy. And I did find some serenity in my ritual massacre of large tasty fish. After wednesday.. I just went out fishing whenever I felt like it and enjoyed myself.. I stopped worrying about teh two idot juvinile males there and spent some time with my father and mother.. and nature. There is nothing like howling to the wolves on a star studded night. yes.. I'm special.. ( a'right just very odd) Though Didn't get exactly what I wanted.. and I see your point here.. I Did gain in the end I think somethin That I value more then that quiet serenity.