curious_throat
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- Dec 13, 2005
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I there. I'm a bit nervous posting this, because I don't know if I'll go through with it.
I'm 26, and am in a long term relationship that is definately THE one.
I have had a couple MM encounters in the past, but they were all late night, half drunk, half tired, and didn't go the way I wanted.
Lately, I can't stop thinking about giving blowjobs. I've been dreaming about everything from deepthroating (last I checked, I could) to getting throatfucked to getting tied down and gangbanged without mercy.
Yeah, that's what's been running through my mind like crazy for a while now, culminating in just nonstop sexthough this week.
My gf doesn't know, and its probably the only thing I've ever kept from her. We're still building our own physical relationship, and I don't think talking about third parties is even an option at this point... if ever. I think I can live with going behind her back for one afternoon, because it was something I had planned on doing before I met her anyways.
Of course, my other concern is disease. I'm clean (certified), and I'm her only partner (as in ever). I want to suck and swallow, but I'm absolutely terrified of bringing back something that might hurt her.
So yeah, I don't know what to do. I guess this posting is a good first step, yeah?
I'm 26, and am in a long term relationship that is definately THE one.
I have had a couple MM encounters in the past, but they were all late night, half drunk, half tired, and didn't go the way I wanted.
Lately, I can't stop thinking about giving blowjobs. I've been dreaming about everything from deepthroating (last I checked, I could) to getting throatfucked to getting tied down and gangbanged without mercy.
Yeah, that's what's been running through my mind like crazy for a while now, culminating in just nonstop sexthough this week.
My gf doesn't know, and its probably the only thing I've ever kept from her. We're still building our own physical relationship, and I don't think talking about third parties is even an option at this point... if ever. I think I can live with going behind her back for one afternoon, because it was something I had planned on doing before I met her anyways.
Of course, my other concern is disease. I'm clean (certified), and I'm her only partner (as in ever). I want to suck and swallow, but I'm absolutely terrified of bringing back something that might hurt her.
So yeah, I don't know what to do. I guess this posting is a good first step, yeah?
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