Using Cyberspace to Embody our Repressed Selves

[Erosrising76]

I’ve always tried to live purely and in the light. I focused on peace and tranquility and the eternal spiritual side of my existence. The flesh seems short term and impulsive. Its associated with darkness and instability. I wanted peace and longevity so I shunned many bodily urges. But the urges exist and are natural human nature. The darkness grew inside me and developed. As I developed and matured so did this other side of me. It was my carnality embraced and urges exaggerated. Basically my sexuality that came with my body was locked deep inside me and wanted out.
I wouldn’t let it. Staying in the light despite visions of a beast one day taking over me. I started writing about it, calming it temporarily but feeling the euphoria of my erotic nature in those moments I let it take over. The writing let it out and it wanted more. I wanted more but this beast was too dangerous to share with anyone.
It needed an outlet to be safely embodied.
Staying in the light, I was lucky enough find my high school sweetheart and have us each as our one and only to this day. I don’t wanna ruin what we have but this side of me isn’t going away. I tried letting it out for her. She didn’t like it. She was even repulsed by it. Thus I keep it caged inside but it threatens to consume me.
Perhaps I can embody it online and explore this side of me.
It is dark but not evil. It is erotic and bestial and beautiful and wants to help others explore themselves in a healthy way and embrace our bodies and sexuality.
I need some open minded women to guide me in an exploration of my sexual side.

 

[4est_4est_Gump]

Let me guess...



You are voting 'yes'

for pot.

not?​

 

[Debbie]

I’ve always tried to live purely and in the light. I focused on peace and tranquility and the eternal spiritual side of my existence. The flesh seems short term and impulsive. Its associated with darkness and instability. I wanted peace and longevity so I shunned many bodily urges. But the urges exist and are natural human nature. The darkness grew inside me and developed. As I developed and matured so did this other side of me. It was my carnality embraced and urges exaggerated. Basically my sexuality that came with my body was locked deep inside me and wanted out.
I wouldn’t let it. Staying in the light despite visions of a beast one day taking over me. I started writing about it, calming it temporarily but feeling the euphoria of my erotic nature in those moments I let it take over. The writing let it out and it wanted more. I wanted more but this beast was too dangerous to share with anyone.
It needed an outlet to be safely embodied.
Staying in the light, I was lucky enough find my high school sweetheart and have us each as our one and only to this day. I don’t wanna ruin what we have but this side of me isn’t going away. I tried letting it out for her. She didn’t like it. She was even repulsed by it. Thus I keep it caged inside but it threatens to consume me.
Perhaps I can embody it online and explore this side of me.
It is dark but not evil. It is erotic and bestial and beautiful and wants to help others explore themselves in a healthy way and embrace our bodies and sexuality.
I need some open minded women to guide me in an exploration of my sexual side.

What was she repulsed by?


Have you talked to her about this in depth?

 

[4est_4est_Gump]

What was she repulsed by?


Have you talked to her about this in depth?

Yes, but her gagging was an unresponsive answer.

After the big swallow, who gives a shit about what she has to say?

Roll over and go to sleep...

 

[hashtag45]

4est!
What got into you?

 

[Christobal]

Welcome to just being a human. We are flawed and confused. Sorry. That's the way it is. That is OK. Just try and learn from your mistakes. You will make them.

 

[Ms_Ann]

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[mLa2123000195]

Wow, you should have filed your taxes a long time ago.

 

[dolf]

I’ve always tried to live purely and in the light. I focused on peace and tranquility and the eternal spiritual side of my existence. The flesh seems short term and impulsive. Its associated with darkness and instability. I wanted peace and longevity so I shunned many bodily urges. But the urges exist and are natural human nature. The darkness grew inside me and developed. As I developed and matured so did this other side of me. It was my carnality embraced and urges exaggerated. Basically my sexuality that came with my body was locked deep inside me and wanted out.
I wouldn’t let it. Staying in the light despite visions of a beast one day taking over me. I started writing about it, calming it temporarily but feeling the euphoria of my erotic nature in those moments I let it take over. The writing let it out and it wanted more. I wanted more but this beast was too dangerous to share with anyone.
It needed an outlet to be safely embodied.
Staying in the light, I was lucky enough find my high school sweetheart and have us each as our one and only to this day. I don’t wanna ruin what we have but this side of me isn’t going away. I tried letting it out for her. She didn’t like it. She was even repulsed by it. Thus I keep it caged inside but it threatens to consume me.
Perhaps I can embody it online and explore this side of me.
It is dark but not evil. It is erotic and bestial and beautiful and wants to help others explore themselves in a healthy way and embrace our bodies and sexuality.
I need some open minded women to guide me in an exploration of my sexual side.

so, you spun out that whole post as a way to justify asking women to help you cheat on your mrs... you sound like scum to me.

 

[Killswitch1]

so, you spun out that whole post as a way to justify asking women to help you cheat on your mrs... you sound like scum to me.

Why? Guys bein upfront and honest and Im not even sure he's asking for sex.

 

[lovetoread]

he pretty much is asking for sex

and blaming the wife for not being into his kinks

 

[Noor]

Wow, I don't feel repressed.
Everyone on the GB can tell you, dude, cheating is wrong

 

[hashtag45]

I'm with KS on this one.
Personally, I respect a lot more someone who's upfront and honest (like the OP seems to be) as opposed to a guy who either pretends to be single, or plays the role of the upstanding Litizen or white knight in order to schmooze and bullshit the ladies.

 

[Noor]

I'm with KS on this one.
Personally, I respect a lot more someone who's upfront and honest (like the OP seems to be) as opposed to a guy who either pretends to be single, or plays the role of the white knight in order to schmooze the ladies.

Except he couched it in new age psychobabble.

 

[hashtag45]

Except he couched it in new age psychobabble.

Indeed. His post seems to be a combination of honesty and New Age stuff :

I was lucky enough find my high school sweetheart and have us each as our one and only to this day. I don’t wanna ruin what we have but this side of me isn’t going away.

I tried letting it out for her. She didn’t like it. Thus I keep it caged inside but it threatens to consume me.
Perhaps I can embody it online and explore this side online

I’ve always tried to live purely and in the light. I focused on peace and tranquility and the eternal spiritual side of my existence. The flesh seems short term and impulsive. Its associated with darkness and instability
It is dark but not evil. It is erotic and bestial and beautiful and wants to help others explore themselves in a healthy way and embrace our bodies and sexuality.

 

[dolf]

there's nothing upfront about it. he's not even upfront with himself.

''my wife doesn't understand me...''

the oldest pile of bullshit in the barn.

 

[Killswitch1]

Lots of assumptions here.

He may be asking to only speak about things.

You know nothing of his wife, perhaps she is a-sexual or repressed. He didn't indicate these are some wild assed sexual freakazoid activities he thinks about.

The "beast" to him or his girl may be first base to you.

I just don't get the Im a sleaze tryin some new scam deal here with this one.

 

[Hard_Rom]

All that blathering on just to find a cyber fuck on the side!?

Dude this belongs in the personals. Where it would be politely ignored. Here on the GB everyone from the SJW in white knight armour to the trolls in their Make America Great Again wife beaters will have the knives out.

Edit to '.....' and slink away.

 

[Debbie]

Yes, but her gagging was an unresponsive answer.

After the big swallow, who gives a shit about what she has to say?

Roll over and go to sleep...

If you don't want to hear what she has to say you might be missing out on hearing her say...

"I'm horny as fuck now. Fuck me big boy."



Just saying.


girly, while you're on your knees

play the tune blow me please






Op, come back and share. I want to know more.

signed

nosy nellie

 

[MisterGarrison]

I’ve always tried to live purely and in the light. I focused on peace and tranquility and the eternal spiritual side of my existence. The flesh seems short term and impulsive. Its associated with darkness and instability. I wanted peace and longevity so I shunned many bodily urges. But the urges exist and are natural human nature. The darkness grew inside me and developed. As I developed and matured so did this other side of me. It was my carnality embraced and urges exaggerated. Basically my sexuality that came with my body was locked deep inside me and wanted out.
I wouldn’t let it. Staying in the light despite visions of a beast one day taking over me. I started writing about it, calming it temporarily but feeling the euphoria of my erotic nature in those moments I let it take over. The writing let it out and it wanted more. I wanted more but this beast was too dangerous to share with anyone.
It needed an outlet to be safely embodied.
Staying in the light, I was lucky enough find my high school sweetheart and have us each as our one and only to this day. I don’t wanna ruin what we have but this side of me isn’t going away. I tried letting it out for her. She didn’t like it. She was even repulsed by it. Thus I keep it caged inside but it threatens to consume me.
Perhaps I can embody it online and explore this side of me.
It is dark but not evil. It is erotic and bestial and beautiful and wants to help others explore themselves in a healthy way and embrace our bodies and sexuality.
I need some open minded women to guide me in an exploration of my sexual side.

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