SheDevilShay
Really Experienced
- Joined
- Jul 30, 2007
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- 269
I am still learning to understand myself.. it took me ALONG time to realize I enjoy being hurt.. and I still feel as if its wrong and I feel guilty.. not afraid.. I LOVE when he hurts me and I trust my dom will respect my safe word.. the trust is there... My inherent need to be hurt... scares me though.. when I am scared or sad, I want him to hurt me... sometimes.. even when I am happy.. I just want him to spank me or hurt me... I don't understand this...
I was hoping someone would have some input into this and help me understand it so I can fully embrace it with out guilt.
I was hoping someone would have some input into this and help me understand it so I can fully embrace it with out guilt.