bradley 2002
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I'm in my early 30's and married, with kids, house in the suburbs etc. etc. Out of convenience, I consider myself to be straight, but have a lot of male fantasies as does my wife. On a number of occassions I have been fully massaged to orgasm by both male and female therapists (quite common in Australia) and have no problem with this at all, even if I'm given a bi tag I can say a big so-what!
I've never touched another guy sexually. I like being touched by guys, hence the massage thing (a different feeling altogether from girls), but to be honest I can't say that guys as a whole really turned me on. Penises turn me on ..... it's just that the guy attached to them does nothing for me.
For the last few years I have been fantasising heavily about TV's/shemales, and have found myself dialling up a lot of online sites. I can't actually join the sites as they would show up on my credit card bill, and this would be difficult to explain. Having said this, some of the previews are quite indepth, and explicit enough to get a good idea.
Let's be honest, most TV's simply look like guys with long hair and breasts, but some are absolute goddesses. Almost supermodels that just happen to have a penis. To me it's the best of both worlds. All the attributes of a woman, with something extra. I think there are a lot of guys around like me, obviously.
My fantasies are quite different to my true story.
In the privacy of my mind, I do everything sexually with a TV that I saw on a website, by the name of Kandy (tacky name I know, but what a face and body!) If I were game I would try everything from full oral to anal, but reality is a little different.
A few months ago I answered an ad in the paper in which an asian TV offered a massage service as well as the normal sex services. I thought this would be a great way of at least feeling comfortable without having to perform anything on her. I had called her a couple of times to get prices, and backed out at the last minute. Finally I knew it was time to at least do something.
I was terrified when I paced around her block several times, and finally summoned the nerve to knock on the door. She answered, and I wasn't elated or dissapointed, in fact she looked like your average slightly tall asian girl, but no glamour. I told her it was my first time, and nervously took my clothes off and sat on a fairly untidy and unmade bed. Trying to make small talk was impossible, as I was still tempted to walk out, but I knew that I couldn't.
Still dressed, she massaged my back and legs with Nivea allowing me to relax a little. She had big breasts, and a great tanned body, so definately there was something to focus on.
After briefly working me face down, she asked me to turn over. She then asked if I wanted her to remove her clothes. I said yes, and she removed her skirt, still postitioning her back to me. I couldn't get a glimpse of her penis for the first 60 seconds, but did when she turned around.
Her breasts gave me a rush. Although there was a small scar under each nipple, they were technically perfect. For a guy that has only ever been in the presence of vagina's I got a shock .... a pleasant one. It was perfectly formed, big (which surprised me even more) and sprang to an erection almost immediately.
I came hard just at the sight of her penis. It seems weird, but to think that I made it erect aroused me.
I wanted to touch it but didn't.
She made several comments to me, asking would I ever consider going down on a penis such as hers, and would I ever consider anal sex with someone like her. I think/know she wanted to initiate me, but after coming I wanted to clear the place as soon as I could.
Looking back now, I wish I'd taken the next step, as I know that I have unfinished business with her or someone like her.
I've never touched another guy sexually. I like being touched by guys, hence the massage thing (a different feeling altogether from girls), but to be honest I can't say that guys as a whole really turned me on. Penises turn me on ..... it's just that the guy attached to them does nothing for me.
For the last few years I have been fantasising heavily about TV's/shemales, and have found myself dialling up a lot of online sites. I can't actually join the sites as they would show up on my credit card bill, and this would be difficult to explain. Having said this, some of the previews are quite indepth, and explicit enough to get a good idea.
Let's be honest, most TV's simply look like guys with long hair and breasts, but some are absolute goddesses. Almost supermodels that just happen to have a penis. To me it's the best of both worlds. All the attributes of a woman, with something extra. I think there are a lot of guys around like me, obviously.
My fantasies are quite different to my true story.
In the privacy of my mind, I do everything sexually with a TV that I saw on a website, by the name of Kandy (tacky name I know, but what a face and body!) If I were game I would try everything from full oral to anal, but reality is a little different.
A few months ago I answered an ad in the paper in which an asian TV offered a massage service as well as the normal sex services. I thought this would be a great way of at least feeling comfortable without having to perform anything on her. I had called her a couple of times to get prices, and backed out at the last minute. Finally I knew it was time to at least do something.
I was terrified when I paced around her block several times, and finally summoned the nerve to knock on the door. She answered, and I wasn't elated or dissapointed, in fact she looked like your average slightly tall asian girl, but no glamour. I told her it was my first time, and nervously took my clothes off and sat on a fairly untidy and unmade bed. Trying to make small talk was impossible, as I was still tempted to walk out, but I knew that I couldn't.
Still dressed, she massaged my back and legs with Nivea allowing me to relax a little. She had big breasts, and a great tanned body, so definately there was something to focus on.
After briefly working me face down, she asked me to turn over. She then asked if I wanted her to remove her clothes. I said yes, and she removed her skirt, still postitioning her back to me. I couldn't get a glimpse of her penis for the first 60 seconds, but did when she turned around.
Her breasts gave me a rush. Although there was a small scar under each nipple, they were technically perfect. For a guy that has only ever been in the presence of vagina's I got a shock .... a pleasant one. It was perfectly formed, big (which surprised me even more) and sprang to an erection almost immediately.
I came hard just at the sight of her penis. It seems weird, but to think that I made it erect aroused me.
I wanted to touch it but didn't.
She made several comments to me, asking would I ever consider going down on a penis such as hers, and would I ever consider anal sex with someone like her. I think/know she wanted to initiate me, but after coming I wanted to clear the place as soon as I could.
Looking back now, I wish I'd taken the next step, as I know that I have unfinished business with her or someone like her.
