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X’Hal
“Thank you, Emily, for the report.”
Her eyes stayed on the screen as she spoke, reviewing information, analyzing the seemingly random list of numbers and letters in an effort to glean an answer from it. For two weeks, Jump City had been devoid of all semblances of warfare. The aftermath of the Queen of Spades fall had been a messy affair. Many gangs and some very powerful individuals had hurried to fill the void of a missing monarch. Sometimes, they had fought amongst themselves, but, more often than not, the Titans were seen as their true foes. Then it had all stopped, seemingly overnight. Not even the bank of monitors before her, constantly streaming images of the city, could reveal much of anything beyond the mundane. At first, they had all felt this was surely the sign of a new ruler finally coming into play, but still there was nothing. It was unsettling. Emily’s report had been only barely enlightening, revealing that most of the gangs out there seemed to be taking residence in something the vibrant-haired illusion had described as ‘clubs’. It had required a bit of explanation, but X’Hal had been given to understand that these places were used for little more than entertainment and recreation, which was, in the way of Earth slang, ‘very weird’.
“Yeah, sure. It’s what I’m here for. When’s that leader of yours coming back, by the way?”
A scowl flitted unseen over her lips at, what she considered to be, the rather impertinent inquiry. What she knew of the figment, she respected, but her tendency to ask things she had no need of knowing, and had little chance of knowing, was beginning to wear on X’Hal’s patience. As such, her answer was to the point, each consonant and vowel of the foreign language delivered with soft precision.
“Soon.”
“Tch, real enlightening, princess. Look, I get you can’t tell me details, but..”
“Goodbye, Emily.”
The speaker, so filled with noise earlier, fell silent with the simple press of a button a split second after her dismissal. If she was truthful with herself, and she preferred to be so more often than not, her irritation had less to do with Abigail’s creation and more to with the culmination of all the events of the past fourteen months. Instead of getting better, things seemed to be getting worse for the Titans as time moved on. The princess was sure that the tower would have fallen a month ago, if not for the barrier. Thank the Goddess her father had seen fit to send the technology to her when he found it. As it was, they had lost many of their comrades to this war, though some had turned coward and ran. For her own part, her promised year of participation had come and gone. She stayed on this planet now, because she would not abandon her friends and teammates to this evil city as long as it posed a threat, and it did pose a threat. Another scan of the monitors revealed that all seemed calm in Jump City, but appearances were ever deceiving. She’d grown adept at tuning out the choking emotion of the bit of civilization they were fighting for, but the calm that fell over the city now was something the constantly pricked at the back of her neck. There was menace behind that calm and if she was not a proud Tamaranean warrior, X’Hal would be afraid of what that meant.
Standing up for the first time in hours, the princess stretched, though not entirely to her liking. The control room was cramped and meant to house all the necessary technologies, but it was not made for the full range of movement a body needed, and her body continually protested the time she spent sitting and watching the monitors. Taking one more look, her lips settled in a stern frown as she caught sight of Alice. The blonde woman had gone missing once more last night. She did not fault the covert forays into enemy territory, the empathy would feel any sign of betrayal from her if it was to those means, but she did fault her for the impetuous and foolish risks she was undertaking in doing such a thing alone and without planning. Grief was making the clone reckless and as someone who called her ‘friend’ X’Hal did not like the cowardice involved in such an act. For a moment, fury boiled in her veins as irritation and disappointment gave way to the wish that she would be allowed to ‘beat some sense into’ her friend. Then she let it pass through her with a deep breath and regained her own serenity once more.
She needed to get her mind off of those things that stressed and worried her. Leaving the control room, her bare feet led her to the answer she usually sought when needing to relax, the training room. Restlessness thrummed in her limbs, and if it was not for the fact that she found impatience juvenile, she would have flown down the few flights separating her from her destination. Instead, her sense of decorum won out over what she really wanted, and she determinedly placed one foot in front of the other in a sedate but purposeful pace. She used the time to plan what she would do. There were the same exercises she had done ever since she was a child, but there was no challenge in that. These ‘gymnastics’ Alice was so fond of were well and good for improving dexterity, and she did have yet to master the devices created for the task, but she did not happen to relish the thought of falling, a secret she told no one for fear that they would laugh. What she truly wanted was a spar. There was no lack of partners, each member of the Titans were competent enough to prove challenging in various ways, but most did not wish for a battle so early in the morning.
X’Hal stopped dead in her tracks as she came to the end of a hallway. A woman, that was most certainly not there seconds ago, had appeared in front of a bank of windows. Her hair was pale. All of her was pale, only her hair stood out because there were tints of yellow in it that glinted gold here and there in the sunlight. X’Hal’s footsteps were silent, but the pale stranger turned towards her anyways, as if she had heard the princess’ arrival all the same. Pale cheeks. Pale pink lips. The woman’s eyes were not pale. They were dark as an angry sea, though there was no anger in them. Peace, happiness, and an undercurrent of sorrow was all she felt in this woman. There was also something else. Something she had only ever felt in one other person, the feeling of many whispers at the edge of her being.
“You are dead.”
It had been months since Phantasm’s death, she’d never known the specter in life, nor had her father, so she considered the ghostly apparition’s destruction to be her true death, but X’Hal could never mistake that ethereal quality. It was for this, and the lack of menace in her countenance, that the princess did not attack the stranger. Speaking of which, the strange woman seemed almost amused at the plain words she had spoken. Those pale lips quirked into a faint smile as her contrasting eyes roved over the alien in an appraising manner. Then the strange ghost grinned before responding in kind.
“And you’re not.”
The Tamaranean scarcely had time to draw breath, much less use that breath to form words and demand some explanation of this unexpected haunting of the tower, when the pale woman had closed the distance left between them. In fact, she was invading X’Hal’s personal space in a way that was very reminiscent of how she had first met Alice, without the violation of her body. There was also no bright-eyed look of curiosity about her, though, now that the connection had been made, she did recognize some resemblance between her cloned friend and the stranger before her that was at least refraining from touching her as Alice never seemed to do. The amusement that had been in specter’s eyes faded a bit now, a grave air taking over her features.
“She’s proud of you, ya know? So’s your dad for that matter. How in the world did sweet Kor turn out such a serious kid? You must get it from her. Anyways, your mum thinks you need to move on already. Vengeance and fury won’t....”
In mid-syllable, the woman vanished. As suddenly as she had been, she was not. There was not even the residual trace of emotion to mark her momentary presence. X’Hal was left with something she had very seldom experienced in her life, a feeling that made her tremble where she stood as the blood drained from her skin. She took a small step back as shock made its’ way through her system. It was not what she had seen that shook her so deeply. Months with Phantasm around had numbed her to the surprise of lingering spirits. It was the mention of her mother, and the harrying emotions connected to her memory, that made it hard to breathe.
Alice
Music, soft and slow, drifted through the smoke that blanketed the air like a fog. It burned her heightened senses, but she was too deep in the bottle to care. More importantly, she wanted to drown in the inebriation even deeper than she already was. It was dangerous, her being like this, but the bar was more or less deserted and not a single soul that knew her was in a five mile radius at the moment. A lazy grin spread over her features as she motioned for the rather large green man to come fill her glass once more. When he obliged her and came over, the bottle in his hand filled with some dark liquid that burned her nose even worse than the smoke did, she spread her hands out for them both to contemplate.
”They look like big, good, strong hands, don’t they? I always thought that’s what they were.”
Well, perhaps they didn’t look it, a fact that had her giggling silently. They were slim, pale, and free of calluses. The only thing that might’ve given their strength away was the blood red lacquer she’d painted over the nails that morning. For his part, the bartender ignored her. She probably seemed like so many others that came to this filthy place to forget. The film, just like this song, was before his time anyways and, of course, went over his head. Even though, Alice could clearly remember sitting in the movie theater, the scratchy material of the seats rubbing against her skin as she watched the Rock Biter become consumed by The Nothing. No, wait, that wasn’t her. That was Kal-El. Laughter, sad, desperate, and so full of longing that it almost sounded like she was crying, even to her own ears, bubbled out of her throat at that realization. She cut off the odd sound with a sharp intake of smoky air, singeing her lungs.
“They’re strong, really! They’re strong enough to tear through steel, strong enough to stop bullets, strong enough to tear you apart.”
Ah, that had is attention. He was looking at her straight now, scowling, with a piercing glare on his features. Never threaten the one that serves you drinks. The lazy grin was back on her lips and her eyes glimmered dangerously at the verdant-skinned man, before she picked up the tumbler in front of her and emptied its’ contents into her mouth. See, I’m not anymore of a threat then your usual patrons. I just want to get drunk off my ass and forget. That was why she’d come here, wasn’t it? To do the impossible, and forget the loss, the terror, the helplessness that ate at her heart. Damn, she almost wished she smoked, but nicotine was an empty waste of time and burned too much to be worth it for her, even a little. Still, she had the bartender’s attention.
“I could have saved him.. somehow… I know it.”
The words were mostly mumbled, as she stared into her empty glass and what was left of the drink at the bottom of it. She would’ve cried then, but the tears were buried under the pleasant numbness of fermented grain. Anyways, she’d cried too much for it to be worth it anymore. That’s what she told herself, but still, that empty feeling in her chest was still there. One of her best friends was still dead and she got to live with the knowledge that it should’ve been her. That was her job, that was her role. She was supposed to be able to save everyone, especially those she cared for! Raising her glass back to her lips, she took what drops that were left and slammed it back down on the bar.
“I know I was useless, powerless, caught up just how Her Majesty wanted me! Damn runes! Etrigan always told me to steer well clear of them.”
Glass skittered across the smooth surface and tumbled off the edge. Alice watched them go and opened her hand, letting the shards that were clinging to her skin fall off and join their brethren. There was no damage to the pale smoothness of her fingers and palm. No matter how much pressure she put on it, that mixture of silicon, dirt, and heat would turn into dust before it ever pierced her skin. Such useless, strong hands. She idly marveled at them.
“There was something at the edge of it…. Something..”
“Sorry. Guns aren’t my usual style, but,” The metal of the revolver was a comforting coolness against her skin, a pleasing contrast to the burning sensation in her lungs and eyes, a faint echo of the steel she was supposed to be. The dangerous glint that had been in her eyes was still there, as was that lazy grin. She rather pitied this poor guy. If she was in his place, surely she would’ve moved to hurt her too. Keeping the muzzle pressed against his temple, she tilted her head slightly, taking in the luminescence of energy that flared a rather pretty aquamarine around his hands and glowed in swirling patterns over his arms and face. She’d be willing to bet they went everywhere else too, but finding out at this moment would be rather rude. “this way, no one will ever suspect me.”
His blood was red, his brain was oddly black though. Meta-humans were weird like that, she supposed. The splatters on her clothes, skin, hair conveniently matched the color scheme anyways. How was that for a bit of blind luck. Slipping off the stool, she softly clucked her tongue at the remaining patrons. Like she would’ve been so silly as to have not left any avenues of escape the moment she stepped foot into this place. Granted, only a few had figured that out. The rest weren’t backing down from a fight. She was strong, fast, and had a gun, but she was only one against many. Those were some nice odds, right? A smirk, devoid of pity, replaced the grin as she went about casually placing another bullet into the recently emptied chamber.
“You understand, don’t you? I can’t have anyone connecting me to here. Enemies or friends. Nothing personal.”
Alice drifted for a few moments between sleep and awake. Somewhere she could hear the sound of waves lapping gently against the shore. The dreams were getting worse, more realistic, more like what she would do if she was… like that. At least, with the apocalyptic ones she could tell that they weren’t real when she woke up. Lately, she’d been having doubts. For the millionth time, she pondered if going out like this, losing herself to the vices of the world so she could forget, was really worth the not knowing if she was safe anymore or not. Guilt settled hard and heavy in her stomach. She needed to stop. She needed help. One of these days something would go really wrong. The fear that her nightmares might become reality whispered at her.
J’onn.
She called to him, the same way she did every morning, every night, hoping, maybe. There was nothing. The telepathic pathway echoed her voice dully, like a pebble tumbling down a well. He was gone. The single constant in her life was gone. Tears welled in her throat, threatening to prick at her eyes. Alice sighed and then took a deep breath, steeling her nerves against the day, against living, against being, and opened her eyes to the bright rays of early morning sun. They were partially blocked by a rather wet and naked Morgen, who was sweeping a wet cloth over Alice’s face, though whether in an effort to wake her or just clean the burgundy make up off of her skin, she wasn’t entirely sure. For a moment, she felt laughing. The picture they portrayed was very reminiscent of Disney’s The Little Mermaid, complete with mermaid no less.
“Whatever you’re doing lately, you’re getting very sloppy at it. Nearly drowned yourself in the bay before dawn, crashing into the water unconscious like that. You’re lucky that I’m a light sleeper.”
What exactly was she getting sloppy at? The blonde clone pulled herself up from where she’d been laying on the rocky shore and immediately regretted. Groaning, her hands lifted to clutch her head as it filled with pain and a distinct tinge of nausea. One of these days she was going to figure out why she could drink alcohol like water, but not be able to avoid the inevitable symptoms of a hangover. She pinched the bridge of her nose as she willed herself to think of what she had been up to the night before, pushing the events of her nightmare out of the way, or at least as best she could. She had her little disguise of Wrath on so she obviously went into Jump City. No one was contacting her though, so she probably did it on her own stubborn whims. If Kestral wasn’t off and about, she would’ve been in store for one hell of a lecture. Slowly, but surely, the events of the night fell into place as most of the nauseous feeling wore off. Her head still hurt like hell though. She’d just have to put up with it. Turning to Morgen, she sighed and aimlessly nodded her head before lightly tugging on the now stained cloth in the nude woman’s hand.
“I didn’t make you this to use as a pretty rag, you know. You’re going to give poor Ronan a heart attack if he decides to look out a window.”
For her part, Morgen rolled her eyes, but the beginnings of a grin could be seen tugging at the corner of her lips. Alice watched silently, her forehead puckered with her idly trying to will her headache away, as the raven-haired clone took her nice sweet time unfurling the black fabric, before going about scrubbing dark reds out of it. When Alice had designed the dress, she’d been going for an ancient greek meets the middle east sort of look, and part of her mourned the fact that Morgen took to clothes like fish took to a seaweed wrap and wasabi. The outfit worked for her perfectly, and the cloth was well suited to being near constantly immersed in water without experiencing much wear and tear, but it remained that blond was looking at a bunch of bare, slightly glimmering skin, thanks to the sun catching tiny scales just right.
“That man is so sensitive. It’s just skin and flesh.”
“And his mother.”
Alice got the dress thrown at her face for that, a hit that she easily deflected by catching the soaking cloth in one her hands. Then they were both laughing, with most of the amusement being on the sea-faring creature’s side. Alice wasn’t exactly sure why Ronan’s discomfort amused Ula’s double so much. She knew Ula herself wouldn’t have found it very funny if she was in the same situation and the blonde had never bothered to actually ask. Over the months, though, she’d gathered that the mermaid just failed to grasp modesty at a level that even this particular kryptonian and the rather free-spirited race of Tamaran stuck to. When Morgen’s laughter subsided, Alice shrugged her shoulders and threw the dripping garment back at her.
“I know. I know. Just trust me that seeing a parental figure in the nude is incredibly creepy.”
X’Hal
“Thank you, Emily, for the report.”
Her eyes stayed on the screen as she spoke, reviewing information, analyzing the seemingly random list of numbers and letters in an effort to glean an answer from it. For two weeks, Jump City had been devoid of all semblances of warfare. The aftermath of the Queen of Spades fall had been a messy affair. Many gangs and some very powerful individuals had hurried to fill the void of a missing monarch. Sometimes, they had fought amongst themselves, but, more often than not, the Titans were seen as their true foes. Then it had all stopped, seemingly overnight. Not even the bank of monitors before her, constantly streaming images of the city, could reveal much of anything beyond the mundane. At first, they had all felt this was surely the sign of a new ruler finally coming into play, but still there was nothing. It was unsettling. Emily’s report had been only barely enlightening, revealing that most of the gangs out there seemed to be taking residence in something the vibrant-haired illusion had described as ‘clubs’. It had required a bit of explanation, but X’Hal had been given to understand that these places were used for little more than entertainment and recreation, which was, in the way of Earth slang, ‘very weird’.
“Yeah, sure. It’s what I’m here for. When’s that leader of yours coming back, by the way?”
A scowl flitted unseen over her lips at, what she considered to be, the rather impertinent inquiry. What she knew of the figment, she respected, but her tendency to ask things she had no need of knowing, and had little chance of knowing, was beginning to wear on X’Hal’s patience. As such, her answer was to the point, each consonant and vowel of the foreign language delivered with soft precision.
“Soon.”
“Tch, real enlightening, princess. Look, I get you can’t tell me details, but..”
“Goodbye, Emily.”
The speaker, so filled with noise earlier, fell silent with the simple press of a button a split second after her dismissal. If she was truthful with herself, and she preferred to be so more often than not, her irritation had less to do with Abigail’s creation and more to with the culmination of all the events of the past fourteen months. Instead of getting better, things seemed to be getting worse for the Titans as time moved on. The princess was sure that the tower would have fallen a month ago, if not for the barrier. Thank the Goddess her father had seen fit to send the technology to her when he found it. As it was, they had lost many of their comrades to this war, though some had turned coward and ran. For her own part, her promised year of participation had come and gone. She stayed on this planet now, because she would not abandon her friends and teammates to this evil city as long as it posed a threat, and it did pose a threat. Another scan of the monitors revealed that all seemed calm in Jump City, but appearances were ever deceiving. She’d grown adept at tuning out the choking emotion of the bit of civilization they were fighting for, but the calm that fell over the city now was something the constantly pricked at the back of her neck. There was menace behind that calm and if she was not a proud Tamaranean warrior, X’Hal would be afraid of what that meant.
Standing up for the first time in hours, the princess stretched, though not entirely to her liking. The control room was cramped and meant to house all the necessary technologies, but it was not made for the full range of movement a body needed, and her body continually protested the time she spent sitting and watching the monitors. Taking one more look, her lips settled in a stern frown as she caught sight of Alice. The blonde woman had gone missing once more last night. She did not fault the covert forays into enemy territory, the empathy would feel any sign of betrayal from her if it was to those means, but she did fault her for the impetuous and foolish risks she was undertaking in doing such a thing alone and without planning. Grief was making the clone reckless and as someone who called her ‘friend’ X’Hal did not like the cowardice involved in such an act. For a moment, fury boiled in her veins as irritation and disappointment gave way to the wish that she would be allowed to ‘beat some sense into’ her friend. Then she let it pass through her with a deep breath and regained her own serenity once more.
She needed to get her mind off of those things that stressed and worried her. Leaving the control room, her bare feet led her to the answer she usually sought when needing to relax, the training room. Restlessness thrummed in her limbs, and if it was not for the fact that she found impatience juvenile, she would have flown down the few flights separating her from her destination. Instead, her sense of decorum won out over what she really wanted, and she determinedly placed one foot in front of the other in a sedate but purposeful pace. She used the time to plan what she would do. There were the same exercises she had done ever since she was a child, but there was no challenge in that. These ‘gymnastics’ Alice was so fond of were well and good for improving dexterity, and she did have yet to master the devices created for the task, but she did not happen to relish the thought of falling, a secret she told no one for fear that they would laugh. What she truly wanted was a spar. There was no lack of partners, each member of the Titans were competent enough to prove challenging in various ways, but most did not wish for a battle so early in the morning.
X’Hal stopped dead in her tracks as she came to the end of a hallway. A woman, that was most certainly not there seconds ago, had appeared in front of a bank of windows. Her hair was pale. All of her was pale, only her hair stood out because there were tints of yellow in it that glinted gold here and there in the sunlight. X’Hal’s footsteps were silent, but the pale stranger turned towards her anyways, as if she had heard the princess’ arrival all the same. Pale cheeks. Pale pink lips. The woman’s eyes were not pale. They were dark as an angry sea, though there was no anger in them. Peace, happiness, and an undercurrent of sorrow was all she felt in this woman. There was also something else. Something she had only ever felt in one other person, the feeling of many whispers at the edge of her being.
“You are dead.”
It had been months since Phantasm’s death, she’d never known the specter in life, nor had her father, so she considered the ghostly apparition’s destruction to be her true death, but X’Hal could never mistake that ethereal quality. It was for this, and the lack of menace in her countenance, that the princess did not attack the stranger. Speaking of which, the strange woman seemed almost amused at the plain words she had spoken. Those pale lips quirked into a faint smile as her contrasting eyes roved over the alien in an appraising manner. Then the strange ghost grinned before responding in kind.
“And you’re not.”
The Tamaranean scarcely had time to draw breath, much less use that breath to form words and demand some explanation of this unexpected haunting of the tower, when the pale woman had closed the distance left between them. In fact, she was invading X’Hal’s personal space in a way that was very reminiscent of how she had first met Alice, without the violation of her body. There was also no bright-eyed look of curiosity about her, though, now that the connection had been made, she did recognize some resemblance between her cloned friend and the stranger before her that was at least refraining from touching her as Alice never seemed to do. The amusement that had been in specter’s eyes faded a bit now, a grave air taking over her features.
“She’s proud of you, ya know? So’s your dad for that matter. How in the world did sweet Kor turn out such a serious kid? You must get it from her. Anyways, your mum thinks you need to move on already. Vengeance and fury won’t....”
In mid-syllable, the woman vanished. As suddenly as she had been, she was not. There was not even the residual trace of emotion to mark her momentary presence. X’Hal was left with something she had very seldom experienced in her life, a feeling that made her tremble where she stood as the blood drained from her skin. She took a small step back as shock made its’ way through her system. It was not what she had seen that shook her so deeply. Months with Phantasm around had numbed her to the surprise of lingering spirits. It was the mention of her mother, and the harrying emotions connected to her memory, that made it hard to breathe.
Alice
Now you say you're lonely
You cry the whole night through
Well, you can cry me a river, cry me a river
I cried a river over you
You cry the whole night through
Well, you can cry me a river, cry me a river
I cried a river over you
Music, soft and slow, drifted through the smoke that blanketed the air like a fog. It burned her heightened senses, but she was too deep in the bottle to care. More importantly, she wanted to drown in the inebriation even deeper than she already was. It was dangerous, her being like this, but the bar was more or less deserted and not a single soul that knew her was in a five mile radius at the moment. A lazy grin spread over her features as she motioned for the rather large green man to come fill her glass once more. When he obliged her and came over, the bottle in his hand filled with some dark liquid that burned her nose even worse than the smoke did, she spread her hands out for them both to contemplate.
Now you say you're sorry
For bein' so untrue
Well, you can cry me a river, cry me a river
I cried a river over you
For bein' so untrue
Well, you can cry me a river, cry me a river
I cried a river over you
”They look like big, good, strong hands, don’t they? I always thought that’s what they were.”
Well, perhaps they didn’t look it, a fact that had her giggling silently. They were slim, pale, and free of calluses. The only thing that might’ve given their strength away was the blood red lacquer she’d painted over the nails that morning. For his part, the bartender ignored her. She probably seemed like so many others that came to this filthy place to forget. The film, just like this song, was before his time anyways and, of course, went over his head. Even though, Alice could clearly remember sitting in the movie theater, the scratchy material of the seats rubbing against her skin as she watched the Rock Biter become consumed by The Nothing. No, wait, that wasn’t her. That was Kal-El. Laughter, sad, desperate, and so full of longing that it almost sounded like she was crying, even to her own ears, bubbled out of her throat at that realization. She cut off the odd sound with a sharp intake of smoky air, singeing her lungs.
You drove me, nearly drove me out of my head
While you never shed a tear
While you never shed a tear
“They’re strong, really! They’re strong enough to tear through steel, strong enough to stop bullets, strong enough to tear you apart.”
Ah, that had is attention. He was looking at her straight now, scowling, with a piercing glare on his features. Never threaten the one that serves you drinks. The lazy grin was back on her lips and her eyes glimmered dangerously at the verdant-skinned man, before she picked up the tumbler in front of her and emptied its’ contents into her mouth. See, I’m not anymore of a threat then your usual patrons. I just want to get drunk off my ass and forget. That was why she’d come here, wasn’t it? To do the impossible, and forget the loss, the terror, the helplessness that ate at her heart. Damn, she almost wished she smoked, but nicotine was an empty waste of time and burned too much to be worth it for her, even a little. Still, she had the bartender’s attention.
Remember, I remember all that you said
Told me love was too plebeian
Told me you were through with me and
Told me love was too plebeian
Told me you were through with me and
“I could have saved him.. somehow… I know it.”
The words were mostly mumbled, as she stared into her empty glass and what was left of the drink at the bottom of it. She would’ve cried then, but the tears were buried under the pleasant numbness of fermented grain. Anyways, she’d cried too much for it to be worth it anymore. That’s what she told herself, but still, that empty feeling in her chest was still there. One of her best friends was still dead and she got to live with the knowledge that it should’ve been her. That was her job, that was her role. She was supposed to be able to save everyone, especially those she cared for! Raising her glass back to her lips, she took what drops that were left and slammed it back down on the bar.
“I know I was useless, powerless, caught up just how Her Majesty wanted me! Damn runes! Etrigan always told me to steer well clear of them.”
Glass skittered across the smooth surface and tumbled off the edge. Alice watched them go and opened her hand, letting the shards that were clinging to her skin fall off and join their brethren. There was no damage to the pale smoothness of her fingers and palm. No matter how much pressure she put on it, that mixture of silicon, dirt, and heat would turn into dust before it ever pierced her skin. Such useless, strong hands. She idly marveled at them.
“There was something at the edge of it…. Something..”
Now you say you love me
Well, just to prove you do
Come on and cry me a river, cry me a river
I cried a river over you
Well, just to prove you do
Come on and cry me a river, cry me a river
I cried a river over you
“Sorry. Guns aren’t my usual style, but,” The metal of the revolver was a comforting coolness against her skin, a pleasing contrast to the burning sensation in her lungs and eyes, a faint echo of the steel she was supposed to be. The dangerous glint that had been in her eyes was still there, as was that lazy grin. She rather pitied this poor guy. If she was in his place, surely she would’ve moved to hurt her too. Keeping the muzzle pressed against his temple, she tilted her head slightly, taking in the luminescence of energy that flared a rather pretty aquamarine around his hands and glowed in swirling patterns over his arms and face. She’d be willing to bet they went everywhere else too, but finding out at this moment would be rather rude. “this way, no one will ever suspect me.”
His blood was red, his brain was oddly black though. Meta-humans were weird like that, she supposed. The splatters on her clothes, skin, hair conveniently matched the color scheme anyways. How was that for a bit of blind luck. Slipping off the stool, she softly clucked her tongue at the remaining patrons. Like she would’ve been so silly as to have not left any avenues of escape the moment she stepped foot into this place. Granted, only a few had figured that out. The rest weren’t backing down from a fight. She was strong, fast, and had a gun, but she was only one against many. Those were some nice odds, right? A smirk, devoid of pity, replaced the grin as she went about casually placing another bullet into the recently emptied chamber.
“You understand, don’t you? I can’t have anyone connecting me to here. Enemies or friends. Nothing personal.”
I cried a river over you
I cried a river over you….
I cried a river over you….
Alice drifted for a few moments between sleep and awake. Somewhere she could hear the sound of waves lapping gently against the shore. The dreams were getting worse, more realistic, more like what she would do if she was… like that. At least, with the apocalyptic ones she could tell that they weren’t real when she woke up. Lately, she’d been having doubts. For the millionth time, she pondered if going out like this, losing herself to the vices of the world so she could forget, was really worth the not knowing if she was safe anymore or not. Guilt settled hard and heavy in her stomach. She needed to stop. She needed help. One of these days something would go really wrong. The fear that her nightmares might become reality whispered at her.
J’onn.
She called to him, the same way she did every morning, every night, hoping, maybe. There was nothing. The telepathic pathway echoed her voice dully, like a pebble tumbling down a well. He was gone. The single constant in her life was gone. Tears welled in her throat, threatening to prick at her eyes. Alice sighed and then took a deep breath, steeling her nerves against the day, against living, against being, and opened her eyes to the bright rays of early morning sun. They were partially blocked by a rather wet and naked Morgen, who was sweeping a wet cloth over Alice’s face, though whether in an effort to wake her or just clean the burgundy make up off of her skin, she wasn’t entirely sure. For a moment, she felt laughing. The picture they portrayed was very reminiscent of Disney’s The Little Mermaid, complete with mermaid no less.
“Whatever you’re doing lately, you’re getting very sloppy at it. Nearly drowned yourself in the bay before dawn, crashing into the water unconscious like that. You’re lucky that I’m a light sleeper.”
What exactly was she getting sloppy at? The blonde clone pulled herself up from where she’d been laying on the rocky shore and immediately regretted. Groaning, her hands lifted to clutch her head as it filled with pain and a distinct tinge of nausea. One of these days she was going to figure out why she could drink alcohol like water, but not be able to avoid the inevitable symptoms of a hangover. She pinched the bridge of her nose as she willed herself to think of what she had been up to the night before, pushing the events of her nightmare out of the way, or at least as best she could. She had her little disguise of Wrath on so she obviously went into Jump City. No one was contacting her though, so she probably did it on her own stubborn whims. If Kestral wasn’t off and about, she would’ve been in store for one hell of a lecture. Slowly, but surely, the events of the night fell into place as most of the nauseous feeling wore off. Her head still hurt like hell though. She’d just have to put up with it. Turning to Morgen, she sighed and aimlessly nodded her head before lightly tugging on the now stained cloth in the nude woman’s hand.
“I didn’t make you this to use as a pretty rag, you know. You’re going to give poor Ronan a heart attack if he decides to look out a window.”
For her part, Morgen rolled her eyes, but the beginnings of a grin could be seen tugging at the corner of her lips. Alice watched silently, her forehead puckered with her idly trying to will her headache away, as the raven-haired clone took her nice sweet time unfurling the black fabric, before going about scrubbing dark reds out of it. When Alice had designed the dress, she’d been going for an ancient greek meets the middle east sort of look, and part of her mourned the fact that Morgen took to clothes like fish took to a seaweed wrap and wasabi. The outfit worked for her perfectly, and the cloth was well suited to being near constantly immersed in water without experiencing much wear and tear, but it remained that blond was looking at a bunch of bare, slightly glimmering skin, thanks to the sun catching tiny scales just right.
“That man is so sensitive. It’s just skin and flesh.”
“And his mother.”
Alice got the dress thrown at her face for that, a hit that she easily deflected by catching the soaking cloth in one her hands. Then they were both laughing, with most of the amusement being on the sea-faring creature’s side. Alice wasn’t exactly sure why Ronan’s discomfort amused Ula’s double so much. She knew Ula herself wouldn’t have found it very funny if she was in the same situation and the blonde had never bothered to actually ask. Over the months, though, she’d gathered that the mermaid just failed to grasp modesty at a level that even this particular kryptonian and the rather free-spirited race of Tamaran stuck to. When Morgen’s laughter subsided, Alice shrugged her shoulders and threw the dripping garment back at her.
“I know. I know. Just trust me that seeing a parental figure in the nude is incredibly creepy.”