Truth is --- I'm Tired

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I'm tired.

I'm tired of not feeling loved.
I'm tired of working hard and it seems like it goes no where.
I'm tired of trying to be everything everyone else needs of me.
I'm tired of not being able to just be me.
I'm tired of being overlooked.
I'm tired of needing to wait for when someone else is ready, and the assumption is that at any point I am ready.
I'm tired of voicing my needs and desires, and they not be validated.
I'm tired of being asked my opinion and advice and it never taken.
I'm tired and just going throw motions day in and day out.
I'm tired of life the way it currently is. (I'm not

I just want to be made to feel alive.

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Yes, I am married. Yes, this brings a whole host of complications.
I am not looking to change my married status (perhaps ironic). I am looking to escape my reality. I'm 41 years old, out of shape. I am no Adonis, but I hope I don't have to be to be happy. Where my body might not be able to stimulate your eyes, my mind and words can.

I want to be the object of someone's desire. Since my wife's ability to desire has become depleted, perhaps there is someone here who would like to make me feel alive again, and I in turn could do the same.

 

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Bump.

 

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Anyone else tired and who could use some distracting rest?

 

[Iceprincess12]

I'm tired too, I woke up early. I like quiet naps though.

Distractions are...

...ooh cheese. I wonder if cows like cheese?

 

[coachdb18]

Oh, so tired!!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=3&v=Uai7M4RpoLU

http://i.imgur.com/cgs5i6U.jpg

 

[daddysbaby150]

I'm tired.

I'm tired of not feeling loved.
I'm tired of working hard and it seems like it goes no where.
I'm tired of trying to be everything everyone else needs of me.
I'm tired of not being able to just be me.
I'm tired of being overlooked.
I'm tired of needing to wait for when someone else is ready, and the assumption is that at any point I am ready.
I'm tired of voicing my needs and desires, and they not be validated.
I'm tired of being asked my opinion and advice and it never taken.
I'm tired and just going throw motions day in and day out.
I'm tired of life the way it currently is. (I'm not

I just want to be made to feel alive.

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Yes, I am married. Yes, this brings a whole host of complications.
I am not looking to change my married status (perhaps ironic). I am looking to escape my reality. I'm 41 years old, out of shape. I am no Adonis, but I hope I don't have to be to be happy. Where my body might not be able to stimulate your eyes, my mind and words can.

I want to be the object of someone's desire. Since my wife's ability to desire has become depleted, perhaps there is someone here who would like to make me feel alive again, and I in turn could do the same.

So sorry to read of your struggles. No one can make changes for you. Start small. I'm sure you are much more awesome than you're letting on. I would be interested to see the same prose above, only with positive thoughts about yourself and your situation. I'm sure you could find something. Either way, bumping for you in hopes you find what you are looking for. Best of luck!