*True Confessions*

[samanthak1721]

NG - but don't you just love the way it makes you feel inside? Nervous, happy, speeding around ~ enjoy it, it sounds like you more than deserve it!

 

[naughtygirl]

NG - but don't you just love the way it makes you feel inside? Nervous, happy, speeding around ~ enjoy it, it sounds like you more than deserve it!

yes, all that plus totally terrified!

Thanks Sam!

 

[redelicious]

My confessions for the night, or for the moment...

* He called today, at work - said that he still wants to talk and be friends, knows that I must hate him for what he did. He just doesn't seem to understand that I can't really talk because I care too much. Besides, everytime we talk, we end up back where we were, and if he really wants to try to work out his life, and I really care for him that much, shouldn't I make him stand by his decision?

* Went to the Dr. today - did not get good news, completely bummed tonight.

*Told hubby - he said "oh, okay" and proceeded to go to bed.

*Need to be held so badly right now, I can't hardly stand it.

*Wishing I could be somewhere else.

* Reading over last few days confessions, and seeing Red's brought tears to my eyes and chills all over. We need to talk, I think we are married to the same man.

Mmm, that's all for now -
Sam

*Chills*

Oh, Sam, don't know what to say. First Sorta, now you. This is not a happy coincidence.

I am sorry about your doctor's visit. I hope you are ok.



Red

 

[naughtygirl]

My confessions for the night, or for the moment...

* He called today, at work - said that he still wants to talk and be friends, knows that I must hate him for what he did. He just doesn't seem to understand that I can't really talk because I care too much. Besides, everytime we talk, we end up back where we were, and if he really wants to try to work out his life, and I really care for him that much, shouldn't I make him stand by his decision?

* Went to the Dr. today - did not get good news, completely bummed tonight.

*Told hubby - he said "oh, okay" and proceeded to go to bed.

*Need to be held so badly right now, I can't hardly stand it.

*Wishing I could be somewhere else.

* Reading over last few days confessions, and seeing Red's brought tears to my eyes and chills all over. We need to talk, I think we are married to the same man.

Mmm, that's all for now -
Sam

*hugging Sam*

 

[SexyAmber]

My confessions for the night, or for the moment...

* He called today, at work - said that he still wants to talk and be friends, knows that I must hate him for what he did. He just doesn't seem to understand that I can't really talk because I care too much. Besides, everytime we talk, we end up back where we were, and if he really wants to try to work out his life, and I really care for him that much, shouldn't I make him stand by his decision?

* Went to the Dr. today - did not get good news, completely bummed tonight.

*Told hubby - he said "oh, okay" and proceeded to go to bed.

*Need to be held so badly right now, I can't hardly stand it.

*Wishing I could be somewhere else.

* Reading over last few days confessions, and seeing Red's brought tears to my eyes and chills all over. We need to talk, I think we are married to the same man.

Mmm, that's all for now -
Sam

*hugs*

 

[Jewelz]

*taking pieces of my heart and giving them to amber, sam, ng, red, sorta*.....my love and thoughts are with all of you...i love you gurlz sooo much

 

[redelicious]

*taking pieces of my heart and giving them to amber, sam, ng, red, sorta*.....my love and thoughts are with all of you...i love you gurlz sooo much

{{{{{Jewelz}}}}}

 

[navarre]

My confessions for the night, or for the moment...

* He called today, at work - said that he still wants to talk and be friends, knows that I must hate him for what he did. He just doesn't seem to understand that I can't really talk because I care too much. Besides, everytime we talk, we end up back where we were, and if he really wants to try to work out his life, and I really care for him that much, shouldn't I make him stand by his decision?

* Went to the Dr. today - did not get good news, completely bummed tonight.

*Told hubby - he said "oh, okay" and proceeded to go to bed.

*Need to be held so badly right now, I can't hardly stand it.

*Wishing I could be somewhere else.

* Reading over last few days confessions, and seeing Red's brought tears to my eyes and chills all over. We need to talk, I think we are married to the same man.

Mmm, that's all for now -
Sam

*wraps his arms around her....hugs her tight*

 

[samanthak1721]

Red,
You are right - I was just sitting here thinking that - I don't know, I guess that I know my reasons for being on the net a lot, and this site... I've stopped by a few chat sites before, and none quite had the tone and friendliness of this one. Anyway, I got to thinking, if I were happy with my marriage - satisfied and treated right, I probably never would have been looking for this "connection" with other people, you know?

My husband (and you can probably relate) - cannot take the blame for anything, the world is out to get him and he is his first priority. I "know" that he won't ever hit me, too, but sometimes I wonder. He's gotten better in the last 7 years, but I'm still not happy - he's still a child. Mommie's boy, yada, yada - I work 40 hours a week, come home to cook, clean, mow the yard, do the laundry. He comes home to sit on his ass and watch tv, and wait for dinner. I couldn't tell you why I stay, and although I would swear to you that I know he'd never hit me, I still do anything and everything in my power to keep him happy so that I don't have to deal with the temper tantrums. I think they call that co-dependance. Who knows?

Did you ever wonder why every single type of license you get expires and you have to go renew it? I think it should be that way with marriage, too.

Dr. - not so good, looks like surgery is in the cards for me - double checking on monday, but it's looking like that is the next step (both my half-sisters have had breast cancer). After that we'll just see.

I do thank you so much for your thoughts, you are a sweetie!
Now that this post is soooo long - I'll shut up!

 

[samanthak1721]

I must post again....

Red, NG, Amber, Jewelz and Nav - thank you all so much...I needed this so badly...

Happier thoughts...think I can get to 100 tonight????

 

[Jewelz]

I must post again....

Red, NG, Amber, Jewelz and Nav - thank you all so much...I needed this so badly...

Happier thoughts...think I can get to 100 tonight????

you are very welcome doll

and YES..i do think so!!

 

[TantaLiza]

2. Found he is so much more than sex and his romantic and passionate side is breath taking

3. The sex is wicked too

4. I miss his voice and the way he says baby

5. I am scared of the feelings I am starting to develop

6. I am trying not to run from it

7. I missed all my lit friends today

8. I would give up forever to touch him
QUOTE]


Oh Amber...do I ever know what you mean....especially #5....


Now for my confession...

*am saddened to hear of my great aunt's passing this morning... she's in a better place now....

*grieving for my grandmother's loss...

*am happy and scared at the same time....

*missing someone very much...

*wishing I had a time machine...to go back to the past weekend...

*wanting to hear that deep voice in the night....

*aching for His touch....

*ashamed to want more than I'm allowed....

*excited for the future...

*ready to take things head on...

*loves the feel of His arms around me...even in my imagination....

*3 more days til I have to go back to work..... UUUUUUUUgggggggggghhhhhhhhh


.....more to cum...in the morning....

 

[redelicious]

Red,
You are right - I was just sitting here thinking that - I don't know, I guess that I know my reasons for being on the net a lot, and this site... I've stopped by a few chat sites before, and none quite had the tone and friendliness of this one. Anyway, I got to thinking, if I were happy with my marriage - satisfied and treated right, I probably never would have been looking for this "connection" with other people, you know?

Absolutely. I think a lot of people can relate to that. Too many.

My husband (and you can probably relate) - cannot take the blame for anything, the world is out to get him and he is his first priority. I "know" that he won't ever hit me, too, but sometimes I wonder. He's gotten better in the last 7 years, but I'm still not happy - he's still a child. Mommie's boy, yada, yada

[SNIP]

It's official. We are married to the same person. Just out of curiousity, how do you get along with your Mother-in-Law? Mine's f---ing nuts. No wonder my husband has problems. Talk about dependency I could tell you stories. . .

I will be thinking about you and your doctor's appointment. Please keep us posted


Red

 

[TantaLiza]

Sending out big hugs to all the Ladies of Lit.....it's nice to know you have someone to talk to....

Kisses.....

Liza

 

[samanthak1721]

My mother-in-law?? Not a full deck, hell, probably just the 2 of clubs if you want to get specific. The woman has NEVER held a job, yet has at least 3 rings on each finger *including her thumbs* - she stays at home all day, depressed, barely gets out of bed, her knee hurts, her back hurts, her head hurts (will someone please tell her how sorry they are so she will shut the f*ck up????) - before this phase of psyco-drama, she stayed up all night watching tv, slept while her husband was at work, and left to hang out with her family when he got home. Let me tell you - my father in law? - closest thing I've had to a dad in 20 years. Great man, puts up with a lot of her shit so that life is easier (sound familiar?)
Uh - yeah - she's a nut and I don't like her. we don't argue, so to speak, we just don't talk. It's not a loud or argumentative relationship, I just don't like her so I stay as far away as I can.

 

[SexyAmber]

*hugs to everyone*




*wonders if I go to bed if time will pass faster until I see him again, thinks yes and blows kisses to everyone*

 

[samanthak1721]

Thanks, hon - should I call you Tantaliza or just Liza?

Night, Amber - and thanks again!

 

[redelicious]

My mother-in-law?? Not a full deck, hell, probably just the 2 of clubs if you want to get specific. The woman has NEVER held a job, yet has at least 3 rings on each finger *including her thumbs* - she stays at home all day, depressed, barely gets out of bed, her knee hurts, her back hurts, her head hurts (will someone please tell her how sorry they are so she will shut the f*ck up????) - before this phase of psyco-drama, she stayed up all night watching tv, slept while her husband was at work, and left to hang out with her family when he got home. Let me tell you - my father in law? - closest thing I've had to a dad in 20 years. Great man, puts up with a lot of her shit so that life is easier (sound familiar?)
Uh - yeah - she's a nut and I don't like her. we don't argue, so to speak, we just don't talk. It's not a loud or argumentative relationship, I just don't like her so I stay as far away as I can.

My God, this is Waaaayyy to eerie.

Mine is now widowed, but same sort of situation. Hubby's dad stayed for the sake of everyone's sanity.
She never worked, her husband took care of her until he died. Then she went and spent all the insurance money and such on Bingo - still refusing to work for more than a month anywhere. She actually called us up after Christmas essentially demanding $1000.00 to pay her bills and mortgage. And here's me with an 8 month old, not working, waiting on tax refund to pay our own bills. Oh, HELL no.
And now that she has a male grandchild she wants to be around all the time (doesn't seem to have time for the female grandkid in the family). She actually told my husband that she wanted to keep my son overnight so she could play with him as if he were her own. That scares the shit out of me frankly.

Ugh, now I'm rambling

 

[TantaLiza]

Thanks, hon - should I call you Tantaliza or just Liza?

Night, Amber - and thanks again!

Liza works just fine...I'm here with an ear and a shoulder anytime....

Hugs!!

 

[TantaLiza]

*wonders if I go to bed if time will pass faster until I see him again, thinks yes and blows kisses to everyone*

I ask myself the same question everytime I hang up the phone... *sigh*

Night Amber, honey.....

 

[samanthak1721]

Ramble on, girl!!!

I swore to my husband that if we ever did have any kids (another fighting point) that there was no way in hell that his mother would watch her/him for more than an hour at a time, not more than twice a week - and it must be nap time. She isn't feeding my kids, she isn't playing with them - or they're minds.
Of course, my mom is just as bad in a completely different way, so she's out for babysitter too. (not that I have to worry about it!)

 

[redelicious]

Ramble on, girl!!!

I swore to my husband that if we ever did have any kids (another fighting point) that there was no way in hell that his mother would watch her/him for more than an hour at a time, not more than twice a week - and it must be nap time. She isn't feeding my kids, she isn't playing with them - or they're minds.
Of course, my mom is just as bad in a completely different way, so she's out for babysitter too. (not that I have to worry about it!)

We have had that same conversation. Recently, in fact.

I may not be the best wife, but you don't wanna mess with MOMMY, you know?

 

[samanthak1721]

LMFAO - Oh no - you can't say a thing bad about mommie - that's just wrong (bad Sam -Bad!!) - " She's a saint, doing the best she can, and so what if she stays in bed all the time, she's tired, and she's depressed. She can't help it, it's just the way it is, and hey, why in the hell am I defending her to you? You can't even make fried chicken like she can!!!"
It's not funny, I don't guess, but I have to laugh with relief. God - what a nice feeling to have someone who actually knows exactly what my life is like! What a freakin' relief!!

 

[samanthak1721]

Where is Naded? I need a male's point of view. Did he leave us forever?

 

[redelicious]

LMFAO - Oh no - you can't say a thing bad about mommie - that's just wrong (bad Sam -Bad!!) - " She's a saint, doing the best she can, and so what if she stays in bed all the time, she's tired, and she's depressed. She can't help it, it's just the way it is, and hey, why in the hell am I defending her to you? You can't even make fried chicken like she can!!!"
It's not funny, I don't guess, but I have to laugh with relief. God - what a nice feeling to have someone who actually knows exactly what my life is like! What a freakin' relief!!

LOL, ok actually what I meant was - don't mess with the Mommy in me. In other words, no way will I let her have any real influence over my son.

Having said that, I have also had to listen to the excuses about her depression, etc. Know what I think? This woman is not dumb by any means. She constantly manipulates everyone and if they (her kids) would stop excusing her behavior she would HAVE to grow up. But they won't, so it's their own damn fault. It's a classic case of role reversal. She's the kid, they are the parents.

I'll be damned if I let my son get sucked into it.

I do understand!!!!