Trauma bonded and cold treatment from D

[Lucyfun]

I have a narrow circle,the excitement each time he calls me to serve him,to serve his needs,even with doubts I ended up going without choice.

I crave attention,care,which cannot get anywhere,as if the intensity of sex with this D could make me forget

No aftercare after evey time.He would even block me,I started to lose hope then he would suddenly call me to seduce me again.I cannot commpletely block his number.

He is married so am I.but his coldness and me trying to understand him exhausts me,no communication