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Transwomen, how do you experience Hormone Replacement Therapy?
I have been heavily dosed on estrogen and spironolactone for seven years.
This alleged sex site offers almost no veridical information of use to transfolk, preferring crude, stereotypical, degrading fantasies, and fomenting outrageous hate speech under the pretext of verifying supposed fraudsters.
The site is replete with computer illiteracy. Participants (like me) are charged with stealing identities and photographs, entirely factitiously. The "police" who terrorize the site have no interest in attempting to trace such purported parallel personalities, and do not have facial recognition tech that would make charges of misappropriated images serious.
Rather, these miscreants spray individuals with libelous accusations, clearly assuming they can silence and otherwise intimidate those of which they disapprove for ideological reasons.
These abhorrent practices result in absurdities that should be recognized immediately as traps in which the perpetrators should prefer not to be caught. But since Literotica is unknown except to its prisoners, and the site refuses transparency, the crazy train rolls on.
In my case my dead name was revealed, an outcome that could have caused me great harm, and which would be prohibited anywhere else in the free world. At the same time my works under that name were declared repeatedly to belong to someone other than me.
What is the point of this? A loathesome, obviously lying crossdresser yapping about his fetishes, his bogus autogynephilia, and his other questionable personal habits tied him "self" in knots playing this game, but is now quiet. As he should be.
Having been a Communist, and having lived and worked in Communist countries, I know the syndrome. But Literotica raises the ante and unintentionally drops trou. Even the Gestapo and KGB knew limits. Their lies had to be comprehensible to the masses.
In addition, Trotsky and the purge trial victims were accused of being Nazi agents but that reflected their previous power. It was not gratuitous. Same with Nazi propaganda about Jews. That reflected the terror planted in the ruined German ruling class by the gentle, hunchbacked, sensitive critic of Leninism, Rosa.
I have no power on this degenerate site, except my ability to argue and to expose fakers. I am unconcerned about fakers with sexual motives. But as an American journalist I am increasingly concerned by abuse of the net.
Eroticism trades in fantasy. The Literotica Libel Legion mandates, in the spirit of Orwell's Animal Farm, that some fantasies are more fantastic than others, in the functional sense. Thus, a fantasy of prison sexual enslavement, written by someone who doubtless never served a day behind bars, trumps my fantasy, which was that Literotica would educate me about myself and my Big Domme, as it did when I found this: https://www.literotica.com/s/a-natural-gurl
I have learned nothing from the current iteration of the site except that 4chan has infected a whole generation. Reading Literotica before and after Charlottesville is a shocking experience. What was once a sex inspiration platform is now a Nazi megaphone comparable to this:
https://www.jmberlin.de/sites/defau...-stuermertitel-sidebarimage.jpg?itok=ZFXpYwcJ
I emphasize the weirdness of my experience here. Political intimidation is familiar to me; but not combined with such extreme paranoia. Rumormongering to curb dissidents is old news; but since Literotica does so on the micro level socially, there are no limits to its capacity for brutalization and erasure of personality.
And again, as I have stated previously, the puzzle of origins persists. Those who before GamerGate purveyed political conspiracies as cudgels against troublesome individuals were taught to do so. Only members of the real Stalinist network claimed Trotskyists and anarchists betrayed the Spanish Republic. Bizarre claims that famous intellectuals were CIA spies persist in benighted Russia and psychoticized North Korea, but disappeared in Cuba, Nicaragua, and China.
Literotica is an irrelevant excrescence. Why, then, do I post this query? Especially since, aside from me, there are no transwomen active on this site?
A good question. Call it habit. I am a journalist. I have had recourse to small and obscure media often in my career. None of the "readers" here will have heard of such periodicals as España Libre (New York), illyria (New York), Alarma (Barcelona, Paris, San Francisco), Orto (Barcelona), or San Francisco Faith, The Anderson Valley Advertiser, and the short-lived San Francisco Free Press. Yet they were crucial to the development of my work.
And so, in the words of Henry Miller, a man unknown here, and often quoted by my father, his friend, "always merry and bright," I present these questions, knowing full well that they will elicit no replies.
My version of this:
1. If you are on HRT, how long have you been so?
2. What is your form of therapy, I e. Injections, tablets, or patches?
3. Have you used Estradiol in more than one form?
4. What measurable effect has Estradiol had on your breasts?
5. How do you experience your breasts after HRT?
6. If your breasts have grown in HRT, how have your nipples and aureoles changed?
7. What is the role of your breasts in sex? How do you position them?
8. Do you like to have them sucked?
9. Do you wear bikinis in public?
10. Do you have a favorite style of bra?
11. Do you want top surgery?
12. How big do you want your breasts to be?
13. If you have big boobs, do you strip, or want to?
14. Do you contour your cleavage?
15. Have you thought about painting your boobs?
16. How much of your breasts do you expose during your daily interactions?
17. Would you go topless in public?
18. Braless?
19. Do you want your boobs to be touched or squeezed?
20. How important are your breasts to you?
21. Do you have nicknames for them? (Not just "the girls" -- mine are Natalia and Frida.)
For next time, regarding your bottom area, do you watch Brazilian trans porn?
How do you react to these statements:
Transwomen fantasize a high off estrogen. I have found that edible THC makes my boobies feel bigger. But putting on femme clothes always sent me, and still delivers me, into a "second universe." I become intoxicated, although I don't conceive of being "titty drunk."
My boobies are the center of my life. They, and how they feel at any moment, determine how i walk, talk, and relate to humans. They are computers, and storage tanks for sunlight. I thank the goddess for my gynecomastia.
Love to all my sisters.
(( O )...( O ))
I have been heavily dosed on estrogen and spironolactone for seven years.
This alleged sex site offers almost no veridical information of use to transfolk, preferring crude, stereotypical, degrading fantasies, and fomenting outrageous hate speech under the pretext of verifying supposed fraudsters.
The site is replete with computer illiteracy. Participants (like me) are charged with stealing identities and photographs, entirely factitiously. The "police" who terrorize the site have no interest in attempting to trace such purported parallel personalities, and do not have facial recognition tech that would make charges of misappropriated images serious.
Rather, these miscreants spray individuals with libelous accusations, clearly assuming they can silence and otherwise intimidate those of which they disapprove for ideological reasons.
These abhorrent practices result in absurdities that should be recognized immediately as traps in which the perpetrators should prefer not to be caught. But since Literotica is unknown except to its prisoners, and the site refuses transparency, the crazy train rolls on.
In my case my dead name was revealed, an outcome that could have caused me great harm, and which would be prohibited anywhere else in the free world. At the same time my works under that name were declared repeatedly to belong to someone other than me.
What is the point of this? A loathesome, obviously lying crossdresser yapping about his fetishes, his bogus autogynephilia, and his other questionable personal habits tied him "self" in knots playing this game, but is now quiet. As he should be.
Having been a Communist, and having lived and worked in Communist countries, I know the syndrome. But Literotica raises the ante and unintentionally drops trou. Even the Gestapo and KGB knew limits. Their lies had to be comprehensible to the masses.
In addition, Trotsky and the purge trial victims were accused of being Nazi agents but that reflected their previous power. It was not gratuitous. Same with Nazi propaganda about Jews. That reflected the terror planted in the ruined German ruling class by the gentle, hunchbacked, sensitive critic of Leninism, Rosa.
I have no power on this degenerate site, except my ability to argue and to expose fakers. I am unconcerned about fakers with sexual motives. But as an American journalist I am increasingly concerned by abuse of the net.
Eroticism trades in fantasy. The Literotica Libel Legion mandates, in the spirit of Orwell's Animal Farm, that some fantasies are more fantastic than others, in the functional sense. Thus, a fantasy of prison sexual enslavement, written by someone who doubtless never served a day behind bars, trumps my fantasy, which was that Literotica would educate me about myself and my Big Domme, as it did when I found this: https://www.literotica.com/s/a-natural-gurl
I have learned nothing from the current iteration of the site except that 4chan has infected a whole generation. Reading Literotica before and after Charlottesville is a shocking experience. What was once a sex inspiration platform is now a Nazi megaphone comparable to this:
https://www.jmberlin.de/sites/defau...-stuermertitel-sidebarimage.jpg?itok=ZFXpYwcJ
I emphasize the weirdness of my experience here. Political intimidation is familiar to me; but not combined with such extreme paranoia. Rumormongering to curb dissidents is old news; but since Literotica does so on the micro level socially, there are no limits to its capacity for brutalization and erasure of personality.
And again, as I have stated previously, the puzzle of origins persists. Those who before GamerGate purveyed political conspiracies as cudgels against troublesome individuals were taught to do so. Only members of the real Stalinist network claimed Trotskyists and anarchists betrayed the Spanish Republic. Bizarre claims that famous intellectuals were CIA spies persist in benighted Russia and psychoticized North Korea, but disappeared in Cuba, Nicaragua, and China.
Literotica is an irrelevant excrescence. Why, then, do I post this query? Especially since, aside from me, there are no transwomen active on this site?
A good question. Call it habit. I am a journalist. I have had recourse to small and obscure media often in my career. None of the "readers" here will have heard of such periodicals as España Libre (New York), illyria (New York), Alarma (Barcelona, Paris, San Francisco), Orto (Barcelona), or San Francisco Faith, The Anderson Valley Advertiser, and the short-lived San Francisco Free Press. Yet they were crucial to the development of my work.
And so, in the words of Henry Miller, a man unknown here, and often quoted by my father, his friend, "always merry and bright," I present these questions, knowing full well that they will elicit no replies.
My version of this:
1. If you are on HRT, how long have you been so?
2. What is your form of therapy, I e. Injections, tablets, or patches?
3. Have you used Estradiol in more than one form?
4. What measurable effect has Estradiol had on your breasts?
5. How do you experience your breasts after HRT?
6. If your breasts have grown in HRT, how have your nipples and aureoles changed?
7. What is the role of your breasts in sex? How do you position them?
8. Do you like to have them sucked?
9. Do you wear bikinis in public?
10. Do you have a favorite style of bra?
11. Do you want top surgery?
12. How big do you want your breasts to be?
13. If you have big boobs, do you strip, or want to?
14. Do you contour your cleavage?
15. Have you thought about painting your boobs?
16. How much of your breasts do you expose during your daily interactions?
17. Would you go topless in public?
18. Braless?
19. Do you want your boobs to be touched or squeezed?
20. How important are your breasts to you?
21. Do you have nicknames for them? (Not just "the girls" -- mine are Natalia and Frida.)
For next time, regarding your bottom area, do you watch Brazilian trans porn?
How do you react to these statements:
Transwomen fantasize a high off estrogen. I have found that edible THC makes my boobies feel bigger. But putting on femme clothes always sent me, and still delivers me, into a "second universe." I become intoxicated, although I don't conceive of being "titty drunk."
My boobies are the center of my life. They, and how they feel at any moment, determine how i walk, talk, and relate to humans. They are computers, and storage tanks for sunlight. I thank the goddess for my gynecomastia.
Love to all my sisters.
(( O )...( O ))
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