EMPRESSLAINIE
Really Experienced
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I had said I was lesbian seriously even before I knew I was a female person, before transition.
I have seen many tgirls who have said that after transition and even before SRS they had started to become attracted to men.
I find that now, after more than 5 years, I am increasingly wanted to be held, cuddled, and loved by a man, and wanting to suck on him too.
I live with another tgirl and its like a loveless marriage, but we care deeply about each other, no sex. Same with my ?fiancee who is only six months younger than me, looks like a 25yr old ZsaZsa Gabor, and have known for 23 years, 18 of them before my transition. We also love each other, no sex, she even said she would marry me, and my SO would be included, who she treats like a daughter. Yeah, people think I am her mother, she is 36.
I suppose with those feelings, although I am still strongly attracted to women, and still actually don't like men in general, that I have to confess to myself that I must be bisexual.
If I got a vagina, I could see myself having a male lover or maybe even husband. The problem is when you are over 75, older men are scarce or non-existent, especially any in good health. So us girls over that age and even over 70 start lying about our age and looking for men in their 50's and 60's.
On a porn site, I have put up many pictures of me, been honest about my status and age, and every week I get hit on by boy's from 18 to 29. Most are quite open about wanting sex or cybersex with me; I am even on **********, but don't perform there much. I don't understand the attraction that I or someone similar would have for boys of that age.
I had said I was lesbian seriously even before I knew I was a female person, before transition.
I have seen many tgirls who have said that after transition and even before SRS they had started to become attracted to men.
I find that now, after more than 5 years, I am increasingly wanted to be held, cuddled, and loved by a man, and wanting to suck on him too.
I live with another tgirl and its like a loveless marriage, but we care deeply about each other, no sex. Same with my ?fiancee who is only six months younger than me, looks like a 25yr old ZsaZsa Gabor, and have known for 23 years, 18 of them before my transition. We also love each other, no sex, she even said she would marry me, and my SO would be included, who she treats like a daughter. Yeah, people think I am her mother, she is 36.
I suppose with those feelings, although I am still strongly attracted to women, and still actually don't like men in general, that I have to confess to myself that I must be bisexual.
If I got a vagina, I could see myself having a male lover or maybe even husband. The problem is when you are over 75, older men are scarce or non-existent, especially any in good health. So us girls over that age and even over 70 start lying about our age and looking for men in their 50's and 60's.
On a porn site, I have put up many pictures of me, been honest about my status and age, and every week I get hit on by boy's from 18 to 29. Most are quite open about wanting sex or cybersex with me; I am even on **********, but don't perform there much. I don't understand the attraction that I or someone similar would have for boys of that age.
