Time to vent

[Vinny]

I am a very strong individual mentally. My job is great and I enjoy treating people and helping them get healthy. Last night was one night I do not understand. A male 45 years old comes to the ER. He has renal Cancer that has spread all over. He weighs a mere 71 pounds. 2 months ago I treated him and he looked normal. He believes he will recover and I supported him in this. But I also know that he will not. I gave him some hope and support. I have never been affected like that before. I picture him in my mind and say why. I do not try to reason about it but just wish I could do more for people like him.
Sorry but had to get it out

 

[dreamer]

I'm sorry Vinny. There's really not much to say. But you did the right thing and you know that's about all you could do. Hang in there and keep up the good fight.

Oh...and don't apologize for venting...we all need to sometimes.

 

[Chicklet]

I'm torn.

Sometimes hope and being positive is a great thing, but other times it can only lead to more of a fall when you finally face reality. I don't know what I would have done in your situation...but due to my lack of hope personally I don't think that I would ever choose a medical career.

Chicklet