Time to take a chance.....

[Merelan]

OOC Sorry but this is a closed thread for Shyguy and myself. You are welcome to read along though.



Merrina

The taxi was due any minute, and she wasn't quite ready. Her nervouseness having made her even more prone to shaking hands and clumsiness. She must look perfect, be dressed just right. Each article of clothing chosen carefully.
It was a big night for her. Her first night out since she had moved to the city.
To a club, an exclusive one. Only by invitation could she attend and witness. For it was a Bdsm club. Himself had gotten her the invitation, and told her only when it had been confirmed.

Himself was her Master. Online that was. In her "real" life, her physical one, she was a teacher. A well respected professor at the small University in the city. She had never met her Master face to face. Though they had talked for hours over the last year and a half. Written stories, played games, traded assignments. And though she had asked again, and again, he had always said not yet. The time wasn't right, she wasn't ready.
At first she had wondered if he was married. But not anymore. She knew he was simply waiting for her to be completely sure and steady. It would be a big step, and one which made her a bit frightened.
But tonight she was to go and watch. See in person, the things she had dreamed of, that he had taught her. Not to participate in any way. But to be able to understand a little clearer what submission truly was.
This was not a playground. Not a place you could go pay to be tied and flogged, nor to pay to have a sub for the night. This was for those who wanted a place to live their lifestyle in an accepting atmosphere. Where they could serve, and be served without the jealous prejudice.
With a last spritz of perfume she spun in front of the mirror. This was her third dress. There wasn't time to change again. Yes, simple had been better. Though she knew no one there, or didn't think she would. It mattered to her how she looked. For she was invited to attend tonight as his possible sub. And she wanted to make a good impression.
He was out of the country, so she would not be faced with meeting him there. It was her night to watch and discover, without the added pressure of pleasing him.
The dress was a simple deep blue one, buttoned up the front. The slits on the full skirt a bit higher then she normally chose. Her legs encased in nude stockings, her feet in simple pumps. Her hair pulled back in a french twist, with the ever present curls falling out all ready. Her hair was long and full, curling in every direction. Even with care it was always slipping out. They gave her a romantic look. Her makeup light, her throat circled with a simple black ribbon, tied at the back. The only jewelry was a ruby on her left hand. One he had sent her for Holiday the year before. It would help her be strong tonight.
For she was trembling as she pulled her shawl around her and met the taxi. Easing back on the seat, handing the driver the address.
Would he know the place? Know it for what it was? Wonder about her. His eyes met hers briefly, but showed nothing.
Once there she thanked him as he held the door. His whisper barely heard.
"Have a lovely night pretty one."
Blushing still as she handed the doorman her invitation. He took her arm and escorted her in. It looked more like a posh restaraunt then anything. Not knowing what to have expected.
She understood one thing. She was woefully undressed. But he showed her through the dining room into a back room, and up a flight of stairs. The place was elegant and chic.
She could have used a drink, but licked her lips instead, as he opened a last door and she found herself in a lovely dancehall.
A bar ran the length of one side. Tables were scattered. Curtains and doors led off to other rooms it seemed. he sat her at a corner table, but one where she had a good view. Asking her her choice of drink, he returned shortly, placing it before her.

"This her her first time here I believe Ma'm?" She nodded.

"There are not many rules, but if someone bothers you, signal one of the men at the bar. I do not think you shall have trouble though. You are welcome to enter any other room, but please to leave those with the red ribbons alone. They are private rooms." He stood tall again and smiled.

"Enjoy yourself, if you need anything, do not hesitate to ask." Then he was gone, and again she was alone. Sipping the wine, which was delicious she watched as couples danced, walked, talked. They seemed to know each other. No one seemed wild or risque. Though there were a few on their knees beside their companions.

She watched as one woman talked and smoked her long black cigarette. One hand running idly through the hair of the other woman, kneeling at her feet, holding the ashtray out for her.

She watched silently, wondering if she would ever find herself like that.

 

[ShyGuy68]

Jack

He couldn’t believe that things had finally fallen into place, and he would finally get to meet his sweet one after having known her for so long.

He was a bit sad that he had told her a little lie, since their relationship was based on 100% openness between them. But he didn’t think that she would have gone to the exclusive club if she knew he would be there as well. And there was also the advantage that in this way, he would get to observe her reaction to what would be happening that night.

They lived far apart in real life, but chance had finally brought him to her city. Since he had quite a few contacts in the BDSM society, he had been able to get two invitations to this club. She hadn’t hesitated much once she had received the invitation, one reason was that he wouldn’t be home that evening anyway, since he was away on business, and thus they wouldn’t be busy spending time on-line together.

He had arrived at the club a bit early, so he was sure he would be there once she arrived. Once there he had made sure that the arrangements he had requested were fulfilled. So it wasn’t by chance that the doorman, after having spotted her marked invitation, placed her at that specific corner table. He was sitting in the booth behind the curtain that was about 30 feet from her table. He had switched off all of the light in the booth, so that he could observe her table through a crack in the curtains, without being found out. To make sure she wouldn’t find out that he was there, he had dresses in dark only, and left the sign of “do not disturb”, a red ribbon, in front of the curtain.

The wait had been almost unbearable, and he couldn’t help now and then wondering if she would back out. But finally his patience was rewarded, as he spotted the doorman leading what could only be Merrina to the table. It wasn’t hard for him to recognize her after the pictures they had shared, and her beautiful hair was one of the trademarks he recognized her on as well.

Soon after she had gotten her drink, the light in the room dimmed, and the curtains covering the scene in the opposite end of the room was draw. It was custom that there was a speaker who held a lecture on something BDSM related at the biweekly meetings. And this evening the theme was spankings. The speaker was an experienced Master, who had been in the lifestyle for years. This evening’s presentation started with the hand as the tool of spanking, and then moved over the crop, paddle, flogger, leather belt and cane. He had brought quite a few of these items along with him, and let them circle in the room. To underline the lecture, he had kept a set of his toys at the stage, and demonstrated them on a sub, as the lecture covered the different tools.

Jack had placed himself closer to the gap in the curtain, so he could watch both Merrina, and the stage without having to move to much around. Once the toys reached Merrina, his eyes didn’t leave her as she was busy examining them, and playfully testing the effect of them on her left hand.

 

[Merelan]

Merrina:

The lights had dimmed and the speaker started. Spanking. Even in the dark I felt my flush. Thanking God no one could see me. This was something he and I had discussed frequently. The need for the sensation had overwhelmed me at times and i had spanked myself. But, it had lacked. Lacked intensity.
This man seemed knowledgeble. He showed his toys, and his sub. She obeyed instantly as he spoke, placing herself in varying positions as he showed us one and then another. My throat was dry and I gulped at the wine.
The room seemed hotter as I handled first the light cane, then a flogger. A paddle was next. The warmth from her skin seemed to linger. I swatted my hand a few times. Yes, this would hurt. The woman's ass was beet red, marked with stripes and bruises. But her face glowed, and she knelt and thanked him as he raised her, telling her of his pride. kissing her deeply, then swatting her on the ass again with his bare hand. I winced, but she did not.

His pride? Yes, for she had shown his skills to all advantage with her responses. I longed to talk to her, ask how it felt, how she had started. But she disappeared as he continuied. My glass was filled again, and I sipped. It was a fine white, sweet, yet not overly. He talked more of the varying items and how to tell quality, and such.
His terms unfamiliar, yet, bizzarely not.
For we had discussed all this, indeed, there was little we had not.
Another gulp as the lights were rasied a bit on the audience. Questions?
I had a million, but could not speak, or move. So much I longed to learn, but, not here, not with strangers. I wanted Master to be here. My Jack.
Perhaps next time he could. Picturing us here. Then blushing, for he would know how the spankings had effected me.

 

[ShyGuy68]

Jack

As the light was raised a bit, he was able to notice that her cheeks had started to flush a bit. He knew her well enough to know that that was her reaction as when she was having very erotic thoughts. He also noticed that she was on her second glass of wine, so he quickly lifted the phone placed in the booth, and pressed the number for the bar, asking them not to serve her any more wine. He also asked them to deliver the slim gift wrapped box, left for her in the bar, in 10 minutes.

Again his nervousness returned to him. Would she get upset when she read the note in the gift, where he explained that he was there after all, and that she was to meet him soon? Even though she wouldn’t get to see him to start with, since the gift for her was an exclusive black silk blindfold.

The note also had instructions for her, to go to the booth where we were sitting. And before she entered it, she was to tie the blindfold around her head, so she wouldn’t see him to start with.

 

[Merelan]

I finished the wine, but he only brought me water instead, and a box. Puzzled I handed it back. But he laid a hand on mine, leaning in.

"A gift." I sat looking at it as he left. From who? Hastily looking around.
No, no one here I knew. Yet. Slowly I opened the envelope. It was from Himself. My darling. How kind.
But as I read I realized. He was here! Flushing beet red. He was watching me, right now. Trying hard not to look around.
He was seeing me, had seen me. Remembering how I handles the toys and played with them, listening intently. He would have known how I was reacting. Was reacting even now, my legs rubbing together as I felt myself get wetter.
I was to put on the silken blindfold, and let the waiter lead me to him.

Had I groomed properly for meeting him? What a silly thought, so vain, yet there it was. My hands shook so I could not tie it, catching my hair in it. The waiter came over and did it for me, his hand lingering in my curls. I was so nervous he seemed to be trying to calm me.
I stumbled as we first walked, the wine going to my head. Lucky he had served me water. Luck? Or had it been him, Watching out for me even then.

Yes, how like him. And now to meet him. The eyes in the room seemed to burn into me, seeing my thoughts, and fears. Laughter in one corner seemed directed at me, though I knew it wasn't. something brushed my face, a curtain, then I was stopped and led with one hand.

Silence, as I stood there. Someone was still there, though I felt the waiter leave. My head half turning. though a stranger, I felt I was being left.
Was he here? Was this him? Watching me?
How did I look? Was he happy, upset? I felt weak and close to tears, my nervouseness taking over my calmness.
Centering my breathing, I held my hands at my side and took a couple deep breaths.

"Hello? Darling?"

 

[ShyGuy68]

Jack

He saw her surprise when she read his note, and how she looked around to see if she could spot him. By instinct he stepped back into the booth, even though he was sure that she couldn’t see him. Then he saw how she blushed as she read the note, and then afterwards how she handled the blindfold, before she tried to tie it around her eyes. It was obvious to her that the had problems doing it, her hands was simply shaking to much, but a waiter picked up on it, and quickly came to her aid.

Once blindfolded, the waiter guided her to his booth. Just as they reached it, he sat down opposite the opening, waiting for her. Once she had entered through the curtain, which the waiter pulled shut behind her. He sat there and studied her in the light from the candles, he and lighted as she approached him. She stood there, breathing deep while she was waiting for him to say something. After a few minutes she grew impatient and nervous enough to say “Hello? Darling?”

“Yes my dear, I’m here. Now move towards my voice” he replied, and quickly she did so. It took her just a few steps, before she was standing between his spread legs. He took her hands, and after having kissed each of them, placed them on his shoulders. “My dear to start with I’ll let you use your hands to explore me, and if you feel like it, you can kiss me as well.” He then placed his hands on his knees, and felt her soft hands start to explore him.

 

[Merelan]

His voice came out of no where, and i wanted to dash forward and embrace him.


“Yes my dear, I’m here. Now move towards my voice” I stepped and tried hard not to stumble. Feeling his presence so close, smelling him in the air.

“My dear to start with I’ll let you use your hands to explore me, and if you feel like it, you can kiss me as well.” I reached out and found his face, with his help. His lips kissed my palm, then he seemed to settle back.
But I wanted to see him, be with him. One hand reached for the blindfold, then jerked away. I heard his laughing sigh. He had seen.

"Can I not see you?" Questioning him already. Lovely start dear.

"Yes Sir." Finding his face again, stroking his cheek, remembering how he looked, how his eyes sparkled. How his smile lit his whole face. Lightly touching his arms, his strong arms, longing to be held and cuddle by him. Finally by him. His hands, I loved hands, touching, then lifting one, then the other. Placing a kiss on the palm. Sinking to my knees, trying to stay strong. But this was Himself. Here with me.

I burst into tears, burying my face in his lap. Ashamed I had already failed him.

 

[ShyGuy68]

Jack

He enjoyed the sensation of her fingers as they explored his face, and then here were her lips kissing his palms. They were so soft and gentle, and he couldn’t wait to feel them against his lips for real. Then she sank to her knees, and as she buried her face in his lap, he could see her body shiver with her cries. Quickly he made her get up from her knees, so he could wrap his arms around her. He whispered into her ear how wonderful it was finally to be with her, and that she would get to see him for real soon.

Slowly she stopped crying, and started to relax in his arms. Once she did that, he started to let his hands trace her face. Letting his fingertips touch all the features, he had studied on the picture so many times. It didn’t last long, before he couldn’t hesitate kissing her any longer. So he placed his hands on her head, and slowly guided her head towards his. Finally their lips met, and as their tongues met, it was like time just disappeared, and was replaced by pure joy.

 

[Merelan]

His arms wrapped aorund me and soothed me. I forced myself to calm down, my nerves settling with his touch.

Then his lips found mine and i moaned, pressing into him. Him. My love, my Master. I wanted to cry all over again.

 

[ShyGuy68]

He noticed how she moaned as they kissed passionately, and in that instant she untied her blindfold. He could sense the surprise in her body, but he didn’t break the kiss, just continued it, looking into her beautiful eyes whenever he could catch them.

Slowly he broke the kiss, pulled away from her, but still holding her head in his hands. As his eyes got lost in hers, he let his hand trails down over her arms. They found her ass all by themselves, gripped it tight, and pulling her into him even tighter.

 

[Merelan]

Our eyes met and I moaned, as he pulled me closer. His fingers digging into my ass, pressing me against him.

"Oh god." Not sure whenther to speak, or cry, or rip his clothes off. Suddenly my body was on fire.

 

[ShyGuy68]

He heard her moan “oh god” as his hands gripped her ass, and it told him that she didn’t want him to stop. So that’s what he did, removing his hands from her ass, and letting them fall to his knees. She moaned in protest, but he didn’t pay attention to her at all. He simply told her to strip for him.

 

[Merelan]

Pulling away sharply.

"Here. No." Then ducking my head. "Can't we go somewhere, private? I mean....." But he lifted myhead by my chin, with one finger. I met his eyes. For the first time seeing their deepness. So blue, so beautiful. Getting lost in them. But they were also firm.

"Please, I am not sure." My voice trailing off.

 

[ShyGuy68]

Merrina resisted his order, and asked if they could go somewhere private. While looking into her eyes, after having heard her plea, he replied "My dearest, we will not be disturbed here at all. And your task is to obey my wish isn't it?"

With these words he leaned back, and waited to see what would happen now.

 

[Merelan]

I bowed my head and stood silent, for a fraction of a second. It was what he wished.
Slowly I swayed as I unbuttoned my dress, teasing him with lttle flashes, and myself with my slowness. For I longed to be naked with him. Was this not what we had wished, desired?
I turned when I was unbuttoned at the waist, so my back waas to him, letting the dress fall to my feet. A puddle of silk. Only in a black underset. Unhooking the bra, and tossing it over my shoulder at him. like in the movies, almost laughing as I did.
Exhilerated, suddenly free and wild. I turned and placed a foot between his legs. Slowly unrolling one, then the other thigh high. Dropping them to the floor. Only in my thong now. What would he do if I stopped there? For he must see, scent how arounsed I was.
I stood and let my hair fall about my shoulders. Free from the ins it went wild.
Then knelt at his feet. Suddenly shy and feeling very nude. Afraid to meet his eyes.

 

[ShyGuy68]

Her strip had aroused him big time, and she had been very close to touching his crotch with her feet, when she placed it between her legs. If she had touched him, she would have been able to feel that his cock had turned hard already from watching and being with her.

After having let her hair loose, she knelt at his feet again. She hadn’t removed her panties, but he would take care of that later. For now he had to see if he could do anything about her shyness. So he took her head in his hands again, turned her face towards him, and kissed her passionately again. She didn’t hesitate in responding to his kiss, and soon he could feel the tension disappear from her body. After a while he pulled back from the kiss, and with his hands he motioned her to stand up again.

As she stood there between his legs, he couldn’t resist letting his hands run over her naked skin. Soon they found her breasts, where they teased her hard nipples. He then kissed her belly, before he let his mouth move up to her breasts. He took turn kissing the nipples, before he gently bit them. His hands found her ass again, and this time he gently slapped it a few times. After doing that one hand trailed off to the inside of her thighs, sliding up towards her panties clad crotch. When it reached it, he cupped it and pressed against it.

 

[Merelan]

His lips, his touch. My body was on fire as he caressed me. Sliding over my skin like a velvet glove.
Light slaps only arouseing me further. I felt liek i was drooling, licking my lips over and over. My breath coming i deep gasps. If he touches my crotch he will see how wet and aroused i am.
It has been so long, and I have waited too long for him. And here he is, touching me, for real. Not some fantasy he has me acting out. But here, in the flesh.
Moaing I try to control my body, but it arches towards him.

 

[ShyGuy68]

Once his hand found her crotch, he should feel that her panties were moist. He couldn’t resist teasing her pussy through the thin fabric. And it didn’t take long before she started moaning and arching towards him. Without warning he stopped what he was doing, and pushed her a step backwards.

“Now my dear, it seems like you forgot something when you stripped, and it’s time to take care of that. So take off your panties, and then get over my knees. You have to be punished for not following my orders!”

 

[Merelan]

As he rubbed at me I was close, and closer. But he stopped.
Biting my lip I met his eyes.
“Now my dear, it seems like you forgot something when you stripped, and it’s time to take care of that. So take off your panties, and then get over my knees. You have to be punished for not following my orders!” Feeling the flush.
Shaking my head no I tried to pull away. But his hand reached and took mine, strokign it softly. Not a word spoken but his touch, his look. It was what I had craved. remembering the toys that had passed around earlier, and the actions I was sure he had seen. I knew he knew.
I dropped my head and pulled the thong from me, handing it to him. But was unable to lay across him. Instead I knelt, trying, so hard to obey. Willing him to see that.
I had not been spanked since my youth, and in totally different context then. Except by myself when he had asked me too. Remembering the red ass that had shown in the mirror, and the soaked panties.
Rioughly he pulled me to him, growling in my ear.
"Over my knee." Instantly obeying that tone. Trusting, yet fearful, and all to well knowing that I was already getting aroused more and more. I lay there for a few seconds, waiting. Nothing. He was just sitting here. I squirmed, till i felt his hand on the small of my back.

He was watching my ass, and my reactions. I felt so exposed, so open to him.

 

[ShyGuy68]

He could see that she had a hard time obeying his orders, by the way she started to pull away from him. He quickly caught her hand, stroking a few times, simply looking at her without saying anything. She reacted by dropping her head before taking her panties off, and kneeling at his feet.

He recognized that she had a problem obeying him, so he grabbed her and pulled her into him. “Over my knee” he said, and he could see that she finally had gathered enough courage to do as told.

After she had been over his knees for a little, he placed his left hand on her back, holding her down and watching her. He then started to caress her ass with his right hand, gently rubbing it, and playfully slapping it. “Prepare yourself my dearest, because soon I’ll start spanking you. Now if you want me to stop, or slow down, you know the safewords.” And after having caressed her a bit more, without further warning he let his hand fall on her ass.

She did buckle a bit at first, but he kept her pressed against his knees while he continued the spanking. As he sensed that she wouldn’t move away from his knees now, he removed his hand from her back, and let it slide in around her body. He found her tits, and started to gently tease her nipples, as his hand continued to fall on her ass.

 

[Merelan]

His hand was soft and warm, then Crack.
I flinched and cried out. Though it was more surprise then hurt. I had hit myself harder then that. But as he continued, the burn got more and more. Starting to sting, then spread. i felt my pussy responding to the warmth. Then his hand slid down me, and i thought he was through. But instead he held me back down and played with my breasts.
Biting my lips to keep from crying out I ground into him. His hardness a rock in my belly. His fingers teasing and twisting at my nipples, then softly stroking the side of my breast.
I wanted more.
Raising my ass up as he slowed his hands.

 

[ShyGuy68]

Spanking her and playing with her body had left him rock hard, but that would wait to be taken care of later. By the way she raised her ass, he could see that she had liked the spanking. So it was time for a bit more of that, but this time it would be with the paddle. He had earlier placed the paddle, so he could reach it without having to get up, so he took it, and let it fall on her ass.

She almost jumped on his lap when it landed on her ass, but his hand held her down in place. He kept spanking her with the paddle, over and over again, until she had gotten 20 lashes on each ass cheek.

By then he put the paddle down, so he could let his hand caress her bright red ass. He caressed it gently, before he let his hand slide in between her legs. There he found her pussy, and slowly let the tip of his index finger slide up and down between her pussy lips. Teasing her to start with, until he let it slide deep into her wetness.

 

[Merelan]

His hand was soothing and cool, then a sharp crack.
Immense pain swept through me as I cried out, trying to move away. But he held me still. Almost the words were at my lips. Almost I gave in. But a small part of me dared me, to see if I could.
Within a few strikes I was no longer in the pain, but somewhere in a cloud. No longer was it me, but a part of me set free by the pain. I felt it, embraced it even, to keep me there. But the intense feeling in my pussy called me too.
And my nipples felt so swollen and hard they ached.
it wasn't till he stopped, and rubbed it gently that i cried out again. Tears streamed down my face though, and my hair was stuck to me where I had cried, or sweated. I felt a wreck, yet moe alive, and in need.
Hunger. I hungered for him. now. His hands slipped to my pussy.
"Please." It escaped my lips as his finger slipped inside. She was soaked, I felt she must be streaming with her juices.

 

[ShyGuy68]

“Please” she whispered as his finger entered her. Knowing that what he had done to her had turned her on, and made her wanting him, made him want her as well. So he then told her to kneel in front of him on the floor. She quickly obeyed his orders, and as she sat there kneeling in front of him, he undid his pants, and let them fall to the floor along with his briefs. His rock hard cock stood to attention, and she literally licked her lips as she saw it. “Here you go my dear, here’s something for you to play with” he said, before he sat down again, with his legs spread.

 

[Merelan]

I knelt, my ass burning as i tried to lift myself off it. But soon forgetting it as he undoes his pants.
I have longed for this, he knows it. Teased me with it. I moan as I nuzzle against his hand. Silently thanking him. Then run my nose along his shaft. It is as i knew, smelled like I had magined. felt as silken and strong as I fantasized. My tongue licking out and tasting at the tip. My eyes meeting his. Sudennly shy, knowing he is watching. How i long to throw myself on it and show him how good I am with my mouth. But he wants it slow, and tantalizing. I know this.