Through Him I Have Discovered Freedom

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It is through the Ownership and teaching of my Lord that I have been given the gift of understanding on many subjects, I do however, realize that I have so much more to learn and with His guidance and mercy these lessons will be conquered at the appropriate time. I could not share this writing with you unless I first gave praise and recognition where it is due. The words below were inspired by my Owner and with His permission – I share them with you.

Liberty and Freedom for All​

Liberty is the right to exercise the freedom one has obtained. But freedom from what? Freedom from who? Where does freedom exist? So many questions - so few honest answers. Most people try to twist the true meaning liberty and freedom is supposed to have to those that are truly striving to be the women they have been called and chosen to become. Everyone has a destiny, but many fail to follow it.

Freedom – so many women strive for it, so many people pray, beg and plead for it, but do they really want it? Do they really understand it? And at what cost are they willing to obtain it? What they fail to realize is that true freedom is the liberty that lies within us to be who are designed to be.

Freedom has so many different meanings to everyone. It could mean freedom from abuse, freedom from pain, freedom from debt, freedom from any type of harmful bondage whether mental, emotional, spiritual or physical. Female activists are always screaming for freedom. But they do not even know what freedom is?

Women find their true freedom in being what we are destined to be – subservient. It is only when a woman surrenders her entire being to a man which deserves her subservience that she is truly free. Free from the illusion society is trying to shove off on her. The illusion that the ego can says, “I can do anything I want, whenever I want to.” This is a direct outward, as well as inward, sign of blatant rebellion. Rebellion has no place in freedom. Rebellion has no place in subservience.

We need to come to the place where we realize and say “I can do only one thing – serve.” To the ego that sounds like a death sentence, but to the authentic self it is profoundly liberating, because that one thing is wholehearted submission to a power that is greater than we can ever hope or strive to be. This one thing – is what guarantees our freedom.

We often hear the common aphorism “Freedom has a price” and this is usually followed by a few condescending remarks meant to imply that someone has not been responsible enough in their decisions. I have learned while freedom may infact have a price, the rewards and benefits of paying that price far outweigh the cost itself.

A short time ago, I learned a new meaning of freedom. It is the freedom to finally follow my soul and my destiny. Not many are lucky enough to be able to do this. It often seems that life has a way of creeping up on a person and changing their entire existence, most of the time for the bad. Yet, the rewards that I reap by the sacrifice given to obtain my true freedom are what give my heart the lyrics to the melody that my Owner has given to me.

For more than two centuries now, Americans have demanded successive expansions all in the name of ‘freedom’. Expansions of voting and civil rights, education, health benefits, knowledge, protection from fear, and the ‘freedom’ to follow ones dreams and visions. But with the society we live in today the very core meaning that freedom began with is being jeopardized. The sad part of all of this is, is that it is happening right under our noses. The practice of redesign is cognitive. It is in our brains. It is who we are, but we can’t see it. It has been defined that freedom is an “essentially contested concept,” meaning that there will always be diverse and dubious variations of freedom that are inconsistent with each other. There is no single, universal, or objectively correct meaning of freedom. But in reality there is a single, unchallenged, but imperfect, core meaning of freedom that everyone agrees on. Simply put, freedom is the absence of coercion, or is it?

A great French existentialist philosopher once said, (paraphrasing here) that “Freedom is not the license to do whatever you desire, but is the opportunity to become who you are.” (Sartre) I really had to pause and meditate on this. The impact this phrase alone carry’s is absolutely astonishing and unfathomable.

Until recently I was never able to directly relate personally to this concept or idea. Then I met someone I know and call my Lord. He has changed my entire life. He has opened new doors to me that I never even knew existed. He has taken me down paths that I had feared; yet deep inside so desperately yearned to follow. He took the time to look past all of my hurts, pains, walls of stubbornness and oceans of shyness and has turned me into a person I never dreamed I could be. He took the time to conquer all that was within me and turn it to dust in His hands only to reform me in the image I was created to be for His glory and benefit. Because of this, He alone is worthy to be praised.

He gives me strength, love, hope, faith, security, happiness and above all freedom. To most this would sound contradictory considering the circumstances in which my freedom exists. It is through and by His ownership that I have found my freedom. What many fail to see is that it is in the release of the bondage of living a life without submission to thriving in a world built on submission, that I am truly free. Free to be who I am called, destined and designed to be – His subservient.

Simply put it is the freedom from – that has given me the freedom to be that which I am called to be.

~ His Subservient © 2006~​
 
It is through the Ownership and teaching of my Lord that I have been given the gift of understanding on many subjects, I do however, realize that I have so much more to learn and with His guidance and mercy these lessons will be conquered at the appropriate time. I could not share this writing with you unless I first gave praise and recognition where it is due. The words below were inspired by my Owner and with His permission – I share them with you.


Through Him I Have Discovered Freedom​

Liberty is the right to exercise the freedom one has obtained. But freedom from what? Freedom from who? Where does freedom exist? So many questions - so few honest answers. Most people try to twist the true meaning liberty and freedom is supposed to have to those that are truly striving to be the women they have been called and chosen to become. Everyone has a destiny, but many fail to follow it.

Freedom – so many women strive for it, so many people pray, beg and plead for it, but do they really want it? Do they really understand it? And at what cost are they willing to obtain it? What they fail to realize is that true freedom is the liberty that lies within us to be who are designed to be.

Freedom has so many different meanings to everyone. It could mean freedom from abuse, freedom from pain, freedom from debt, freedom from any type of harmful bondage whether mental, emotional, spiritual or physical. Female activists are always screaming for freedom. But they do not even know what freedom is?

Women find their true freedom in being what we are destined to be – subservient. It is only when a woman surrenders her entire being to a man which deserves her subservience that she is truly free. Free from the illusion society is trying to shove off on her. The illusion that the ego can says, “I can do anything I want, whenever I want to.” This is a direct outward, as well as inward, sign of blatant rebellion. Rebellion has no place in freedom. Rebellion has no place in subservience.

We need to come to the place where we realize and say “I can do only one thing – serve.” To the ego that sounds like a death sentence, but to the authentic self it is profoundly liberating, because that one thing is wholehearted submission to a power that is greater than we can ever hope or strive to be. This one thing – is what guarantees our freedom.

We often hear the common aphorism “Freedom has a price” and this is usually followed by a few condescending remarks meant to imply that someone has not been responsible enough in their decisions. I have learned while freedom may infact have a price, the rewards and benefits of paying that price far outweigh the cost itself.

A short time ago, I learned a new meaning of freedom. It is the freedom to finally follow my soul and my destiny. Not many are lucky enough to be able to do this. It often seems that life has a way of creeping up on a person and changing their entire existence, most of the time for the bad. Yet, the rewards that I reap by the sacrifice given to obtain my true freedom are what give my heart the lyrics to the melody that my Owner has given to me.

For more than two centuries now, Americans have demanded successive expansions all in the name of ‘freedom’. Expansions of voting and civil rights, education, health benefits, knowledge, protection from fear, and the ‘freedom’ to follow ones dreams and visions. But with the society we live in today the very core meaning that freedom began with is being jeopardized. The sad part of all of this is, is that it is happening right under our noses. The practice of redesign is cognitive. It is in our brains. It is who we are, but we can’t see it. It has been defined that freedom is an “essentially contested concept,” meaning that there will always be diverse and dubious variations of freedom that are inconsistent with each other. There is no single, universal, or objectively correct meaning of freedom. But in reality there is a single, unchallenged, but imperfect, core meaning of freedom that everyone agrees on. Simply put, freedom is the absence of coercion, or is it?

A great French existentialist philosopher once said, (paraphrasing here) that “Freedom is not the license to do whatever you desire, but is the opportunity to become who you are.” (Sartre) I really had to pause and meditate on this. The impact this phrase alone carry’s is absolutely astonishing and unfathomable.

Until recently I was never able to directly relate personally to this concept or idea. Then I met someone I know and call my Lord. He has changed my entire life. He has opened new doors to me that I never even knew existed. He has taken me down paths that I had feared; yet deep inside so desperately yearned to follow. He took the time to look past all of my hurts, pains, walls of stubbornness and oceans of shyness and has turned me into a person I never dreamed I could be. He took the time to conquer all that was within me and turn it to dust in His hands only to reform me in the image I was created to be for His glory and benefit. Because of this, He alone is worthy to be praised.

He gives me strength, love, hope, faith, security, happiness and above all freedom. To most this would sound contradictory considering the circumstances in which my freedom exists. It is through and by His ownership that I have found my freedom. What many fail to see is that it is in the release of the bondage of living a life without submission to thriving in a world built on submission, that I am truly free. Free to be who I am called, destined and designed to be – His subservient.

Simply put it is the freedom from – that has given me the freedom to be that which I am called to be.

~ His Subservient © 2006~​
 
Oh dear, another one given the tedious task of writing an Ode To My Master on a public board.
 
What was it about? To say I skimmed it would be an overstatement.
 
In response - this post and writing was done by my own free will. I asked for permission to post it. Thank you.
 
Okay, I have now actually skimmed it. I'm still not sure what it's about. I noticed it involves lots of glurge, though.
 
Hey, Etoile, what a great word "glurge". Maybe it has a real meaning which I don't yet know, but it's soo descriptive.

Little Miss, I'm really glad you're happy & have found yourself but for me, posts like that are the equivalent to Tom Cruise's couch bouncing on Oprah.
 
No, I did not post the same thing in two places. I considered going over to BDSM Talk and saying "OMG SHE POSTED IT IN THE CAFE TOO OMG" but I didn't. You are the one who posted the same thing in two places. I'm just up too late and ranting in both of them.
 
incubus'_sub said:
Hey, Etoile, what a great word "glurge". Maybe it has a real meaning which I don't yet know, but it's soo descriptive.

Little Miss, I'm really glad you're happy & have found yourself but for me, posts like that are the equivalent to Tom Cruise's couch bouncing on Oprah.
I think it's originally from Snopes.com but it entered into the popular lexicon! At least the Internet lexicon, anyway. If you Google it you will find all sorts of examples of glurge...but bring the insulin, you're going to need it!
 
PS: Now would not be the time to pull a victimization stunt. You have made exactly four posts, two in this thread and two in the other thread. And the first one in each thread was identical, although this was a little more comfortable. Don't say "they're mean here, they pick on newbies!" because to be honest you haven't really tried to fit in yet, have you? You haven't participated in anything beyond this essay. Once you've tried to ask questions and talk to people, then if you don't like the reaction you can whine about it. But when newbies come in here with this kind of thing as their very first post, without even introducing themselves, well, my response is a pretty typical example of how people react. Ditto for incubus'_sub in the other thread. So please feel free to start over and let us get to know you and appreciate you for who you are as a person...and then we will be more interested in reading your essay. Okay? I'm really a friendly person, anybody here will tell you that, but like I said it's easy to start off on the wrong foot. I kind of suspect you are intelligent because you wrote something well-written with proper grammar and so forth, so it would be good to have you around, but please try to introduce yourself, say hi, let us get to know you.

See, ranting. Okay. Time for bed now. No, really. I'm going to bed...now! Now.
 
His_littlemiss said:
Well - if you didn't like it over there - why did you bother to read it and respond over here?
I never said I didn't like it, did I? Heck, I freely admit that I've barely read it. Because it's almost 1:00am here and I forgot how to read about an hour ago. But seriously, think about it: Why did you feel the need to post it in a subforum as well as the higher-level forum? It just makes no sense. I look forward to reading your rationalization in the morning. Time for bed now, for real this time. Yup.
 
With the number of members that are on this site – I find it rather odd that you would take it upon yourself to expect me to get to know them before I make a post. I would certainly hope that amongst all these great members that there are people who are actually polite and courteous to ‘newbies’ much unlike yourself. And no, I am not playing the ‘victim’ role – I am better than that. I am just simply stating a fact. I have just as much of a right to post my thoughts on this site as anyone else does. I did not realize when I joined that I had to run my posts by you. How is that for a meaningful response? Thank you and btw – sweetest of dreams. :nana:
 
His_littlemiss said:
With the number of members that are on this site – I find it rather odd that you would take it upon yourself to expect me to get to know them before I make a post. I would certainly hope that amongst all these great members that there are people who are actually polite and courteous to ‘newbies’ much unlike yourself. And no, I am not playing the ‘victim’ role – I am better than that. I am just simply stating a fact. I have just as much of a right to post my thoughts on this site as anyone else does. I did not realize when I joined that I had to run my posts by you. How is that for a meaningful response? Thank you and btw – sweetest of dreams. :nana:

Whoaaaaaaaaaa.........you didn't even bother to lurk did you. I know its not mandatory btw that you should. However if you had you may have picked up a few basic traits that Etoile is very consistent with and that is being courteous , friendly and a great moderator for the well being of all involved. I would be a happy woman if I could raise 50% of her diplomacy at times.

Diplomacy is not really a strong point for you I fear. Good luck with the essay you have in fact put a significant number of people offside I would imagine not only by your evident attitude but by attempting to marginalise a rather popular member of the Literotica Community.
 
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His_littlemiss said:
With the number of members that are on this site – I find it rather odd that you would take it upon yourself to expect me to get to know them before I make a post. I would certainly hope that amongst all these great members that there are people who are actually polite and courteous to ‘newbies’ much unlike yourself. And no, I am not playing the ‘victim’ role – I am better than that. I am just simply stating a fact. I have just as much of a right to post my thoughts on this site as anyone else does. I did not realize when I joined that I had to run my posts by you. How is that for a meaningful response? Thank you and btw – sweetest of dreams. :nana:
Actually, I believe Etoile didn't mean that you should get to know people, but that you should give people a chance to get to know you.

I, too, was very irritated to see the same thread on both the 'Talk' and the 'Café'. Irritated enough to not read your essay in the first place. I hope, though, that we all get over a bad first impression and you stick around, so we can get to know each other. :)
 
etoile can play the good cop... i'm going to play the bad cop...

"Women find their true freedom in being what we are destined to be – subservient. It is only when a woman surrenders her entire being to a man which deserves her subservience that she is truly free. Free from the illusion society is trying to shove off on her. The illusion that the ego can says, “I can do anything I want, whenever I want to.” This is a direct outward, as well as inward, sign of blatant rebellion. Rebellion has no place in freedom. Rebellion has no place in subservience. "

BULL.

maybe YOU feel that through subservience you've found freedom. heck if i didn't have responsibility and a brain i'd probably pretty fucking happy and free feeling too... ignorance is bliss after all, but don't you DARE say that it's a woman thing to be subserviant. Many definatelly are NOT.
There was this crap book about how to make men happy (i was sick and waiting at CVS pharmacy and flipping through it while i waited), and the woman goes on to support her claim that women should be subserviant, citing the idea that if two people were dancing and they both tried to lead there would be a mess. She felt comfortable and free when she finally let go. At first she thought she had it bad becasue she couldn't lead, but then she realized how much effort, how much thought, and how tough it must be to lead and she didn't envy her man the job of leading anymore.
I personally think she was lazy. if they were really cool dance partners they'd take turns leading, taking and giving clues interchangably.

-love the angry puffy feminist.
 
Oh, wow, Ammre, you read that thing. And I can't believe she wrote this. But she did indeed.
I officially want to correct my last post. I don't want to get to know you any better, His_littlemiss. I don't like people who tell me what I am, have to do, should feel, because I'm a woman.
 
chris9 said:
Oh, wow, Ammre, you read that thing. And I can't believe she wrote this. But she did indeed.
I officially want to correct my last post. I don't want to get to know you any better, His_littlemiss. I don't like people who tell me what I am, have to do, should feel, because I'm a woman.

Make me a sandwich, woman!

Actually, I have a friend who has a similar opinion that we discussed on the boards a few months back. I thought it was all bollocks. Hmmm, much like how I think of this essay. Littlemiss, if you want to be subservient and submit to your Dom, go ahead. But don't try to think that your kink has to apply to all women universally and that those women who don't agree are either stupid or rebelling against some deep-rooted natural order.

And tell whoever wrote this article to lay off the dramatic prose. Ladies, I hand her back over to you. :rolleyes:
 
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Sorry, I didn't read it all, barely any actually because I get tired of people grandstanding with printed essays and tributes about what a great sub/slave they are, often with litte evidence to back it up, especially considering others and being courteous. I know there seems to be a new breed of sub who takes delight in writing flowery 'aren't I just so net etiquette submissive' then flying off the mouth at everyone and anyone outside those particular pieces of creative writing, but for me it just proves they have read one too many novels or sites about how to be a good submissive and decided it is a good role to act out for attention, not who they really are. Etoile is correct, it not only helps you fit in but shows some genuine interest in those here, not just me, me, me type action, if you do post on some discussion threads, perhaps introduce yourself and say hello, before showing us your supposedly deep and intimate display of super-subness. As the saying goes, 'words are cheap'...I prefer to learn about someone by how they treat others most of the time and over a period of time, not who they profess we should believe them to be and how we should act. Personally I do not believe the little idea women are meant to be subservient....sheeesh, I know a lot of men who have barely enough brain cells to survive, why would I think I should be subservient to them just because they have a dick? Sheeesh, grow up if that is how you judge superiority or dominance, or better still, buy one from the adult store then you too can be dominant.

Catalina :rose:

PS. Add to that you do not need to duplicate the same thread in both Cafe and Talk. For someone who professes to be so subsevient you sure want to make sure we all notice you. Anyway, I have merged the threads for you so you can read it all in one place.
 
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ammre said:
etoile can play the good cop... i'm going to play the bad cop...

"Women find their true freedom in being what we are destined to be – subservient. It is only when a woman surrenders her entire being to a man which deserves her subservience that she is truly free. Free from the illusion society is trying to shove off on her. The illusion that the ego can says, “I can do anything I want, whenever I want to.” This is a direct outward, as well as inward, sign of blatant rebellion. Rebellion has no place in freedom. Rebellion has no place in subservience. "

BULL.

maybe YOU feel that through subservience you've found freedom. heck if i didn't have responsibility and a brain i'd probably pretty fucking happy and free feeling too... ignorance is bliss after all, but don't you DARE say that it's a woman thing to be subserviant. Many definatelly are NOT.
There was this crap book about how to make men happy (i was sick and waiting at CVS pharmacy and flipping through it while i waited), and the woman goes on to support her claim that women should be subserviant, citing the idea that if two people were dancing and they both tried to lead there would be a mess. She felt comfortable and free when she finally let go. At first she thought she had it bad becasue she couldn't lead, but then she realized how much effort, how much thought, and how tough it must be to lead and she didn't envy her man the job of leading anymore.
I personally think she was lazy. if they were really cool dance partners they'd take turns leading, taking and giving clues interchangably.

-love the angry puffy feminist.


Great post fellow feminist. Could of course be interesting if someone with this mindset found themselves owned by a Master such as mine who expects me to take on a lot of responsibility and decision making in his absence or just because he wants to save himself the energy, and really sees serving as doing something other than sitting looking pretty and waiting for the next 'suck me bitch' command. For us serving and being subservient means you are there to ease his life, not the other way around, and that means actually doing things so he doesn't have to. Guess I don't make a good pillow princess. :eek:

Catalina :catroar:
 
catalina_francisco said:
Sorry, I didn't read it all, barely any actually because I get tired of people grandstanding with printed essays and tributes about what a great sub/slave they are, often with litte evidence to back it up, especially considering others and being courteous. I know there seems to be a new breed of sub who takes delight in writing flowery 'aren't I just so net etiquette submissive' then flying off the mouth at everyone and anyone outside those particular pieces of creative writing, but for me it just proves they have read one too many novels or sites about how to be a good submissive and decided it is a good role to act out for attention, not who they really are. Etoile is correct, it not only helps you fit in but shows some genuine interest in those here, not just me, me, me type action, if you do post on some discussion threads, perhaps introduce yourself and say hello, before showing us your supposedly deep and intimate display of super-subness. As the saying goes, 'words are cheap'...I prefer to learn about someone by how they treat others most of the time and over a period of time, not who they profess we should believe them to be and how we should act. Personally I do not believe the little idea women are meant to be subservient....sheeesh, I know a lot of men who have barely enough brain cells to survive, why would I think I should be subservient to them just because they have a dick? Sheeesh, grow up if that is how you judge superiority or dominance, or better still, buy one from the adult store then you too can be dominant.

Catalina :rose:

PS. Add to that you do not need to duplicate the same thread in both Cafe and Talk. For someone who professes to be so subsevient you sure want to make sure we all notice you. Anyway, I have merged the threads for you so you can read it all in one place.


Dammit Catalina! You always put down the sorta things I want to say but don't have the patience or diplomacy to actually commit to text.

Everything you've posted here share my sentiments.





And for the record, I only grandstanded once and that was only to poke fun at the real grandstanders. :D
 
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O'Mac said:
Dammit Catalina! You always put down the sorta things I want to say but don't have the patience or diplomacy to actually commit to text.

Everything you've posted here share my sentiments.

:D

LOL, thanks. To be fair, I guess many of us have experienced this euphoric moment when it seems we are destined to be the image of perfection in terms of D/s if we have anything to do with it, when we feel the urge to shout it from the rooftops....then reality and experience comes along to show us it is not possible to be perfect, to never feel like objecting to doing what is asked and expected, to never slip up or make a bad choice, to never have a moment of resentment at something which seems impossible or unfair, to never feel like it is overwhelming, and that all those images we have in our head exist only in fantasy and fiction and porn because in reality that is where they belong as it is the only place they can exist unblemished.

Either His_littlemiss is in that phase (oh, the memories), or is someone trying to get a rise out of all of us....I suspect the first is more it. It is a sad reality that perfection does not exist no matter how much we might wish it were so, or some might try and have us believe they are 24/7......sheeesh, I don't have a very high opinion of myself as a slave despite what he says (after all, he is a very understanding, wise and tolerant Master :cathappy: )....the important thing is to accept we are not perfect and to maintain some sense of doing our best to come as close to that perfection as is possible. It never ends, the point of perfection never becomes a reality, but the desire is there.

Catalina :rose:
 
What a funny read. And a great way to end my day. By the way, I didn't read the "essays". They were simply too long to bother with. But the posters responses were great.
 
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