This has just been a bad day

[Purrde Flower]

Very un Purrde Flower like behavior to follow. If it screws your image of me up then dont read it.





What is it with people today! Am I not allowed to have a ME ME day? Noooo. Of course not. I have to be frickin cheerful and happy and whatever else 100% of the time. The very first time I ever express displeasure to anyone they act like I have snakes rolling out of my head. Why can't I just have one frickin person around me just be there when I damn well need them to be! Its not that damn much to ask. It just annoys me to no end.. No end I tell you at how selfish some people really are. It wouldnt kill you one minute to think of someone other than your own farkin self. 30 seconds would prolbey put you six feet under you think I bet.

I wanna cry and stop my feet and throw a damn fit! I want to scream as loud as I can and maybe even hit a wall or somehting. I'm mad, angry annoyed ticked off. Nothing is floating my frickin boat today.

Im tired of biting my lip when I have somehting to say because I am sooo concearned at howe YOU might take it. Im tired of being so alone and I hate you for it. I hate you and I will never ever forgive you.

 

[Purrde Flower]

and kiss my lily white ass!

 

[marksgirl]

I'm sorry, wanna spank me!

 

[marksgirl]

and kiss my lily white ass!

Gladly!

 

[Sexy_lawyer03]

people

we'll be here for you - have your rant and we will see what we can do to make it better!

 

[scrymettet]

and kiss my lily white ass!

I can do that

 

[Purrde Flower]

Well now I feel guilty. im still angry. But I feel soo guilty now. *sigh*

 

[scrymettet]

I'm sorry, wanna spank me!

That too.

 

[unclej]

well then, how about a great big cyber-type hug.

(((((((((((((((hug))))))))))))))))

if that doesn't do it then tell me who needs their ass kicked and we'll just get all red neck on 'em.

and if that doesn't do it then we'll....we'll...ok, we'll sick nora on 'em.

 

[bad kitty]

Well now I feel guilty. im still angry. But I feel soo guilty now. *sigh*

Why feel guilty? We all reach our boiling point and if you really did do something to feel guilty about, then apologize and move on.

 

[scrymettet]

...ok, we'll sick nora on 'em.

That's cruel

 

[Purrde Flower]

No. Im going to go cry then hate myself for that
....





Yes YOU I am frickin feeling sorry for myself. Leave me alone!

 

[bknight2602]

Well now I feel guilty. im still angry. But I feel soo guilty now. *sigh*

 

[RobDownSouth]

Well now I feel guilty. im still angry. But I feel soo guilty now. *sigh*

its what we're here for, be it a shoulder to cry on, or a toe to suck. Vent away...you've earned it.

 

[Purrde Flower]

I always feel guilty. Especialy twards this one person. You see I love and hate him but I love him so much more. I am not talking about my ex. And he needs my support because he has had a most difficult year loseing several family memebers. And he has a busy schedule with work and school.

I am glad I posted though because in a way I do feel better but I feel so guilty for thinking these thoughts.

I will most likely never ever tell him this. It is probley wrong of me. But it is how I work things out for myself when I don't have anyone to help.

 

[Romial]

I'm sorry to hear that Purrde. But some people are selfish and care about no one more than themselves sadly enough. If you need an ear, I'm here.

 

[Purrde Flower]

I'm sorry, wanna spank me!

Don't be sorry love.

and I would dearly love to smack my hand across your smooth butt.

 

[Sexy_lawyer03]

hey we all get down (as in blue but also sometimes in a funky way) sometimes - we all get mad at people (for no good reason) but don't feel bad about it - it just means that you are human it doesnot mean you are an awful person.
We like you *Hug*

 

[bad kitty]

Purrde, you have to take time for yourself and stand up for yourself at times. Even if it is only in your thoughts. This person is no better than you are and you deserve the same respect.

 

[Richard49]

Why feel guilty? We all reach our boiling point and if you really did do something to feel guilty about, then apologize and move on.

Ditto

Boundries are hard top have cause some people do not want others to have any ........

I have mine ... speak up... hold on to them ......
people intially like that
then they become angry

I am very alone most of the time

But with booundries

I always have me

 

[Nora]

and if that doesn't do it then we'll....we'll...ok, we'll sick nora on 'em.

Yup. I'm a point and shoot model.

 

[Richard49]

I had lost two very close friends
Was very ill

and that is when my EX SO decided to break up with me

oh ya....
she had lent me some money to be paid back
when my new VA pension came through

During this illness and losses
I was also being evicted

She demanded the money

anyway

life can shit on you at the worse times

 

[curious2c]

Very un Purrde Flower like behavior to follow. If it screws your image of me up then dont read it.





What is it with people today! Am I not allowed to have a ME ME day? Noooo. Of course not. I have to be frickin cheerful and happy and whatever else 100% of the time. The very first time I ever express displeasure to anyone they act like I have snakes rolling out of my head. Why can't I just have one frickin person around me just be there when I damn well need them to be! Its not that damn much to ask. It just annoys me to no end.. No end I tell you at how selfish some people really are. It wouldnt kill you one minute to think of someone other than your own farkin self. 30 seconds would prolbey put you six feet under you think I bet.

I wanna cry and stop my feet and throw a damn fit! I want to scream as loud as I can and maybe even hit a wall or somehting. I'm mad, angry annoyed ticked off. Nothing is floating my frickin boat today.

Im tired of biting my lip when I have somehting to say because I am sooo concearned at howe YOU might take it. Im tired of being so alone and I hate you for it. I hate you and I will never ever forgive you.

It is good to let out frustrations...but sometimes, if there seems to be a steady 'flow' of frustration one may want to examine deep inside to find the cause...and try to correct the situation. I do not know what you are going through exactly Purrde Flower, I hope that it is just a temporary problem for you.

 

[Bluesboy2]

Very un Purrde Flower like behavior to follow. If it screws your image of me up then dont read it.
What is it with people today! Am I not allowed to have a ME ME day? Noooo. Of course not. I have to be frickin cheerful and happy and whatever else 100% of the time. The very first time I ever express displeasure to anyone they act like I have snakes rolling out of my head. Why can't I just have one frickin person around me just be there when I damn well need them to be! Its not that damn much to ask. It just annoys me to no end.. No end I tell you at how selfish some people really are. It wouldnt kill you one minute to think of someone other than your own farkin self. 30 seconds would prolbey put you six feet under you think I bet.

I wanna cry and stop my feet and throw a damn fit! I want to scream as loud as I can and maybe even hit a wall or somehting. I'm mad, angry annoyed ticked off. Nothing is floating my frickin boat today.

Im tired of biting my lip when I have somehting to say because I am sooo concearned at howe YOU might take it. Im tired of being so alone and I hate you for it. I hate you and I will never ever forgive you.

*Hugs* I am so sorry you are having such a shitty day. I really am.
X 12

 

[Purrde Flower]

Richard.. quit raning on my crappy parade. Please.