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Silly Ole Bear
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His hands ached, the writing becoming more and more illegible as the pages began to fill. In his mind, they would never end, lines and lines of empty space, words needing to be filled, to pour out from his memory, his heart.
The spirit was willing, but the flesh...
He laughed at that, until it ended in a coughing spurt. Blood, blood oozed from his cracked lips. He wiped it with his handkerchief, bright blue, stained in blood.
How long had it been now, days, weeks? He didn't remember. He couldn't recall what day it was. Maybe a tuesday, it felt like a Tuesday. His hip, his bad hip always eased up on Tuesday, and today it was feeling pretty damn good.
The strength never left his body in an instant. It was slow, and gradual, the way water swims past rocks, the current drawing them smooth, turning their jagged edges into curved ends. Was he eighty already, had so many years passed?
He didn't know why he chose to write it down, his thoughts, memories, the truth. He swore he would never write it down, never have another one see the madness.
But... his poor eyes looked up to the newspaper clipping. His poor eyes. Blue, pale blue, with a whitened haze that told him he was not far from being blind. They would soon come to make him walk with a red stripped cane wherever he went. Wouldn't that be funny? A grand Hellsing, the last of his kind, he who laughed at death and had kissed a vampire before driving a stake deep into her heart...
Richard Van Hellsing, one of the greatest... using a red stripped cane to walk to the store, in order to buy his prune juice.
He laughed at that, cackled is more like it. Another coughing fit, more blood. He wiped it away, but it did no good anymore. All he accomplished was smearing it across his parched lips.
Those lips ached for water, yearned for fresh well drink to be taken. Sampled. He had sat here for hours, crouched over this infernal diary, filling its pages before he forgot what had happened, before it was too late.
What had he been reaching for? His hand, so shaky... gripping a newspaper article. Yes, that had been it. He remembered now. The article, it spoke of slayings. People killed, bites, drained of all their blood. Ritualistic cultist murder, the report had said. But Richard knew better.
He knew the signs.
I thought I had killed the last one, but I was wrong...
The first line in the diary, that line emblazened with blood, dripping with fear and pain. He had never felt fear before. A Van Hellsing never feels fear, but he was a far cry from his former self. Now, he had to have a bucket next to his bed at night, because he couldn't make it to the toilet.
His hip ached, throbbed dully whenever he walked too much. He had a cane now as it is, a simple cane, to help him get around. One step closer to a walker, one step closer to a wheelchair, and one step closer to the grave.
A man slowly falls into his grave, Richard knew that. A young man stood tall, while middle age made him stoop and slouch, and finally he was bent over, using a cane, a walker. In the end, he just lay in bed, waiting for it to turn into a coffin.
Soon enough. Soon enough
God, here he was reminiscing, thoughts and memories stirring up in him, and he still did not write. He had to finish, to give a more detailed account.
I thought I had killed the last one because she had told me she was the last. She had pleaded with me, begged me, loved me. Yes, I loved her too. I kissed her, plunging the stake through her heart, I kissed those crimson lips, before blood fell freely from them. I had...
Tears fell from his cheeks, dropping onto the pages, making it hard to continue. He did, closing his eyes, hoping the words were not too disjointed, hoping someone could decipher them. It was like dialing a random number on the phone, and praying whoever answered it on the other side could help you.
He heard it, the creak downstairs. A small simple sound, quiet, most would dismiss it as the house settling. He didn't though, he knew who it was. What it was.
Getting up, Richard limped over to his dresser. God, it hurt. His hip nearly killing him as he walked. He grabbed for his cane, easing the pain. No, it definitely couldn't be Tuesday. Not with this pain, this was a Thursday pain, maybe Friday.
Not Tuesday.
Opening the drawer, he took out a flask. Water swished inside from his shaky palm grabbing for it. It was his now, next ot him, able to protect him. He wished he had more, more than this simple trinket of the past. He needed a gun, a nice shotgun with holy wooden pellets. And a huge stake. One of those 2 by 4's people used to build houses with, one of them sharpened to a point, ready for the bastard when he shoveled through the door.
Back to his work. He grimaced, his hip afire once more. The flask in his hand, his whole body settling to the chair. More writing... he had to finish, had to tell them.
I was supposed to train my family, as I had been, as they had before them, but I thought it to be over, I thought the last one had died in my arms, whispering my name before she left me. I never told them. God, what a fool I was. Pride goeth, before a fall...
The window shuttered under the strain of the wind. It shook him from his seat, as he screamed out. For a moment, he thought he saw a face. A murderous face with fire for eyes in the window.
No, no, it had only been the lightning. A storm outside, a storm passing through the valley. Thunder and lightning. No, he already knew the man was inside, inside coming up the stairs, taking the one at a time, slowly inviting Richard to push all of his fear into his heart.
He bent over the diary, turning the page. More words... it needed more words.
They will find me like the others, broken, bruised. My blood drained. They will think it is cultists, devil worshippers. I tell you it is no such thing. I know what draws at my veins, I know what has haunted me these past decades. I am an old man, but I can still...
The door burst open. A scream tried to retch from Richard's mouth, but all that came was an exhausted sigh. He threw open the top of the flask, splashing the water through the doorway.
Empty, completely empty. The door slammed into the wall, nothing coming through. Instead, only two shadows of bootmarks stood outside in the hallway.
When the water hit those marks, it hissed violently.
"No..."
The window crashed behind him. He barely turned, barely had time to wince as pain shot through his hip when a hand like a vise gripped his throat. Again, he tried to scream but could not. The strength, such strength, as if living iron had gripped him.
He flung about, to no use, to no avail.
Richard looked into the heart of darkness now. Evil. That haunted face, pale skin, eyes... eyes that did burn with an eternal flame he knew not. His one hand gripped at the arm now holding him.
The other... the other held his pen, it was shaking.
"Too late old man..." A voice as dark as him, as dark as the spawn of satan itself entering his mind, tricking him. He wanted to go limp, to let go, to feel the warmth that surrounded him. God, it felt so good. He could just fly away, fly away on this cloud.
"No!" He screamed, the thoughts vanishing, pain once more hitting him. A ton of bricks, as he fell to the floor. He was able to scream this time, his hip exploded beneath him. It felt as if someone had dumped rusty nails and shards of glass into the joint. Jarring, digging, slicing through him. Pain, tears, blood...
The pen!
Richard flung it high into the air, slamming it down into the vampire's leg. At once there was a shout, a hiss, as Richard was kicked. He flew back against the wall, his whole body rocked, bones broke, the skin tore. Everything felt alive for a moment, and then dulled.
Someone inside his body had turned off the heater. He felt cold all of a sudden, soo cold.
In his hand was the bloody pen, dripping. The book, somehow the book had fallen by his side. Richard grabbed for it, before it was too late.
"Still have good reflexes old man. I give you that."
Richard tried to stop the shaking in his hands, tried to steady himself. He brought the bloody pen down to the paper, a whole side, a single sheet, empty. Blood dripped onto it.
The man, clad in all black, walked towards him. A slow pace, each step burning into Richard's heart, each thump sealing his doom. He cried now, openly, calling out to whatever gods still listened. Give him two more seconds, two more seconds to warn them.
"I know who you are," Richard said, holding the pen to the paper, drawing a single line.
"Oh?" The vampire stopped, kneeling down next to Richard. Those eyes still burned, still held their flame, like a lamp holding its fire. Richard only wrote, unable to look up into those eyes.
He knew, if he looked, he wouldn't be able to turn away. It would be the last thing he saw before death descended upon him.
So cold, the world had turned into an ice age, his blood thick with it, pooling around him, drawing out to the floor.
"And who am I? Who am I old man? Pathetic old man, were you not the one who was supposed to kill me? Were you not the legendary Hellsing, the destiny of an entire lineage, trying to wipe out a superior species. Who am I?"
Richard had finished it. Before him, on an empty page of the diary was a single word, scratched entirely in blood, and almost too shaky to read.
Lance
The vampire laughed. He laughed aloud, cracking his head back, his teeth sharp and white, exposed before Richard. Richard cried, pulling the diary closed.
"It is a shame no one will read it, old man."
Richard grabbed the necklace from around his neck, the one simple chain. It held a piece of wood cut into a cross. An old piece of wood, like dying oak, nearly petrified from age. He set it smoothly down atop the diary. As carefully as one might put flowers down on a casket.
He kissed it, with tembling lips as he felt razor sharp teeth on his neck. He screamed, crying out, tears once more falling upon the book, his last memories, his last details.
"It is not over, you fucking parasite..." Richard tried to speak louder, but they came out as barely a whisper.
Those words faded, like a sunset, like a flower wiltering in summer heat. The body, cold now, as cold as ice fell down to the floor. The blood which had not pooled around him raced through the veins of the man clad only in black.
The man with fire in his eyes, and darkness in his heart.
This man reached down for the diary. As he touched it, he felt the warmth, the fire, the pain, and hissed as he drew his hand away.
"You stupid fool," He cursed, kicking at the dead corpse. Mauling it, making it unrecognizable, his rage unquenched. The diary stood there, motionless in the center of the room, next to Richard's blood... the wooden cross still on top of it.
"An ancient charm, but powerful. I gave you too much credit, old man."
The man in black stood there for only a few moments, surveying the chaos of the room, before going back to the window. He left, his head hung low. It was not over, it would not be over. He thought he could finish it tonight... but Richard, an 80 year old fucking worm of a man had once again outsmarted him.
"This is not over..."
A shadow passed, and the room was once more quiet. The only sound was blood, as it fell drop by drop to the floor.
Everything else, was darkness...
His hands ached, the writing becoming more and more illegible as the pages began to fill. In his mind, they would never end, lines and lines of empty space, words needing to be filled, to pour out from his memory, his heart.
The spirit was willing, but the flesh...
He laughed at that, until it ended in a coughing spurt. Blood, blood oozed from his cracked lips. He wiped it with his handkerchief, bright blue, stained in blood.
How long had it been now, days, weeks? He didn't remember. He couldn't recall what day it was. Maybe a tuesday, it felt like a Tuesday. His hip, his bad hip always eased up on Tuesday, and today it was feeling pretty damn good.
The strength never left his body in an instant. It was slow, and gradual, the way water swims past rocks, the current drawing them smooth, turning their jagged edges into curved ends. Was he eighty already, had so many years passed?
He didn't know why he chose to write it down, his thoughts, memories, the truth. He swore he would never write it down, never have another one see the madness.
But... his poor eyes looked up to the newspaper clipping. His poor eyes. Blue, pale blue, with a whitened haze that told him he was not far from being blind. They would soon come to make him walk with a red stripped cane wherever he went. Wouldn't that be funny? A grand Hellsing, the last of his kind, he who laughed at death and had kissed a vampire before driving a stake deep into her heart...
Richard Van Hellsing, one of the greatest... using a red stripped cane to walk to the store, in order to buy his prune juice.
He laughed at that, cackled is more like it. Another coughing fit, more blood. He wiped it away, but it did no good anymore. All he accomplished was smearing it across his parched lips.
Those lips ached for water, yearned for fresh well drink to be taken. Sampled. He had sat here for hours, crouched over this infernal diary, filling its pages before he forgot what had happened, before it was too late.
What had he been reaching for? His hand, so shaky... gripping a newspaper article. Yes, that had been it. He remembered now. The article, it spoke of slayings. People killed, bites, drained of all their blood. Ritualistic cultist murder, the report had said. But Richard knew better.
He knew the signs.
I thought I had killed the last one, but I was wrong...
The first line in the diary, that line emblazened with blood, dripping with fear and pain. He had never felt fear before. A Van Hellsing never feels fear, but he was a far cry from his former self. Now, he had to have a bucket next to his bed at night, because he couldn't make it to the toilet.
His hip ached, throbbed dully whenever he walked too much. He had a cane now as it is, a simple cane, to help him get around. One step closer to a walker, one step closer to a wheelchair, and one step closer to the grave.
A man slowly falls into his grave, Richard knew that. A young man stood tall, while middle age made him stoop and slouch, and finally he was bent over, using a cane, a walker. In the end, he just lay in bed, waiting for it to turn into a coffin.
Soon enough. Soon enough
God, here he was reminiscing, thoughts and memories stirring up in him, and he still did not write. He had to finish, to give a more detailed account.
I thought I had killed the last one because she had told me she was the last. She had pleaded with me, begged me, loved me. Yes, I loved her too. I kissed her, plunging the stake through her heart, I kissed those crimson lips, before blood fell freely from them. I had...
Tears fell from his cheeks, dropping onto the pages, making it hard to continue. He did, closing his eyes, hoping the words were not too disjointed, hoping someone could decipher them. It was like dialing a random number on the phone, and praying whoever answered it on the other side could help you.
He heard it, the creak downstairs. A small simple sound, quiet, most would dismiss it as the house settling. He didn't though, he knew who it was. What it was.
Getting up, Richard limped over to his dresser. God, it hurt. His hip nearly killing him as he walked. He grabbed for his cane, easing the pain. No, it definitely couldn't be Tuesday. Not with this pain, this was a Thursday pain, maybe Friday.
Not Tuesday.
Opening the drawer, he took out a flask. Water swished inside from his shaky palm grabbing for it. It was his now, next ot him, able to protect him. He wished he had more, more than this simple trinket of the past. He needed a gun, a nice shotgun with holy wooden pellets. And a huge stake. One of those 2 by 4's people used to build houses with, one of them sharpened to a point, ready for the bastard when he shoveled through the door.
Back to his work. He grimaced, his hip afire once more. The flask in his hand, his whole body settling to the chair. More writing... he had to finish, had to tell them.
I was supposed to train my family, as I had been, as they had before them, but I thought it to be over, I thought the last one had died in my arms, whispering my name before she left me. I never told them. God, what a fool I was. Pride goeth, before a fall...
The window shuttered under the strain of the wind. It shook him from his seat, as he screamed out. For a moment, he thought he saw a face. A murderous face with fire for eyes in the window.
No, no, it had only been the lightning. A storm outside, a storm passing through the valley. Thunder and lightning. No, he already knew the man was inside, inside coming up the stairs, taking the one at a time, slowly inviting Richard to push all of his fear into his heart.
He bent over the diary, turning the page. More words... it needed more words.
They will find me like the others, broken, bruised. My blood drained. They will think it is cultists, devil worshippers. I tell you it is no such thing. I know what draws at my veins, I know what has haunted me these past decades. I am an old man, but I can still...
The door burst open. A scream tried to retch from Richard's mouth, but all that came was an exhausted sigh. He threw open the top of the flask, splashing the water through the doorway.
Empty, completely empty. The door slammed into the wall, nothing coming through. Instead, only two shadows of bootmarks stood outside in the hallway.
When the water hit those marks, it hissed violently.
"No..."
The window crashed behind him. He barely turned, barely had time to wince as pain shot through his hip when a hand like a vise gripped his throat. Again, he tried to scream but could not. The strength, such strength, as if living iron had gripped him.
He flung about, to no use, to no avail.
Richard looked into the heart of darkness now. Evil. That haunted face, pale skin, eyes... eyes that did burn with an eternal flame he knew not. His one hand gripped at the arm now holding him.
The other... the other held his pen, it was shaking.
"Too late old man..." A voice as dark as him, as dark as the spawn of satan itself entering his mind, tricking him. He wanted to go limp, to let go, to feel the warmth that surrounded him. God, it felt so good. He could just fly away, fly away on this cloud.
"No!" He screamed, the thoughts vanishing, pain once more hitting him. A ton of bricks, as he fell to the floor. He was able to scream this time, his hip exploded beneath him. It felt as if someone had dumped rusty nails and shards of glass into the joint. Jarring, digging, slicing through him. Pain, tears, blood...
The pen!
Richard flung it high into the air, slamming it down into the vampire's leg. At once there was a shout, a hiss, as Richard was kicked. He flew back against the wall, his whole body rocked, bones broke, the skin tore. Everything felt alive for a moment, and then dulled.
Someone inside his body had turned off the heater. He felt cold all of a sudden, soo cold.
In his hand was the bloody pen, dripping. The book, somehow the book had fallen by his side. Richard grabbed for it, before it was too late.
"Still have good reflexes old man. I give you that."
Richard tried to stop the shaking in his hands, tried to steady himself. He brought the bloody pen down to the paper, a whole side, a single sheet, empty. Blood dripped onto it.
The man, clad in all black, walked towards him. A slow pace, each step burning into Richard's heart, each thump sealing his doom. He cried now, openly, calling out to whatever gods still listened. Give him two more seconds, two more seconds to warn them.
"I know who you are," Richard said, holding the pen to the paper, drawing a single line.
"Oh?" The vampire stopped, kneeling down next to Richard. Those eyes still burned, still held their flame, like a lamp holding its fire. Richard only wrote, unable to look up into those eyes.
He knew, if he looked, he wouldn't be able to turn away. It would be the last thing he saw before death descended upon him.
So cold, the world had turned into an ice age, his blood thick with it, pooling around him, drawing out to the floor.
"And who am I? Who am I old man? Pathetic old man, were you not the one who was supposed to kill me? Were you not the legendary Hellsing, the destiny of an entire lineage, trying to wipe out a superior species. Who am I?"
Richard had finished it. Before him, on an empty page of the diary was a single word, scratched entirely in blood, and almost too shaky to read.
Lance
The vampire laughed. He laughed aloud, cracking his head back, his teeth sharp and white, exposed before Richard. Richard cried, pulling the diary closed.
"It is a shame no one will read it, old man."
Richard grabbed the necklace from around his neck, the one simple chain. It held a piece of wood cut into a cross. An old piece of wood, like dying oak, nearly petrified from age. He set it smoothly down atop the diary. As carefully as one might put flowers down on a casket.
He kissed it, with tembling lips as he felt razor sharp teeth on his neck. He screamed, crying out, tears once more falling upon the book, his last memories, his last details.
"It is not over, you fucking parasite..." Richard tried to speak louder, but they came out as barely a whisper.
Those words faded, like a sunset, like a flower wiltering in summer heat. The body, cold now, as cold as ice fell down to the floor. The blood which had not pooled around him raced through the veins of the man clad only in black.
The man with fire in his eyes, and darkness in his heart.
This man reached down for the diary. As he touched it, he felt the warmth, the fire, the pain, and hissed as he drew his hand away.
"You stupid fool," He cursed, kicking at the dead corpse. Mauling it, making it unrecognizable, his rage unquenched. The diary stood there, motionless in the center of the room, next to Richard's blood... the wooden cross still on top of it.
"An ancient charm, but powerful. I gave you too much credit, old man."
The man in black stood there for only a few moments, surveying the chaos of the room, before going back to the window. He left, his head hung low. It was not over, it would not be over. He thought he could finish it tonight... but Richard, an 80 year old fucking worm of a man had once again outsmarted him.
"This is not over..."
A shadow passed, and the room was once more quiet. The only sound was blood, as it fell drop by drop to the floor.
Everything else, was darkness...
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